cuckold and Hotwife

I'll be sharing my thoughts and experiences telling my personal emotions sharing my real life fetish posting my Hotwife dominance over me becoming her sissy little cuckold bitch feminization, chastity cage, cuckolding

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Ya so I laying in my bed listening to my Hotwife and her boyfriend fucking last night. So I instantly got hard and started to jerkoff. I could tell the rhythm with the sounds of their bodies slamming into each other. So I was trying to jerkoff at their pace. I started counting how many times he was able to get her to say oh my God or oh God fuck. I lasted to only 5 oh my gods then I patheticly shot my load all. Over myself. But I just laid their and kept counting the OMG & the FUCK OH GODS. Thinking they would be done soon. So I lay there my own cum drying on my stomach. They never slowed down. He just was fucking my Hotwife non stop. I could hear his thrusts soaking into her body. Pop pop pop sometimes I almost felt sorry for her. But she was definitely enjoying herself! I counted 22 then said to myself "he's just showing off now". That's when I realized my 4" penis was ready again. So I started jacking off thinking they're going to be done soon. I made it to six more OMG and I was trying to not cum I even stopped jerking on it and was just laying there trying not to cum. Then it happens I believe she was have an loud orgasm. I heard two more OMG fuck me! That's all it took I was looking at my pathetic little tool it just started bouncing and then it started shooting out a pathetic little stream of cum. It wasn't even real satisfying but it was over and quickly began shrinking down to practically nothing. I was so mad that I did it again and had to listen to him to continue to fuck my Hotwife. Thankfully it ended ten minutes later. After 32 OMG's later! This was just another slap in my face telling me I could never compare to her boyfriend at sex. I'm just a pathetic little sissy cuckold hubby.

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My sexual fantasies are all centered around my amazingly sexy HOTWIFE! I find her to be so sexy and beautiful. Her dominant attitude that says she's boss makes me putty in her hand. She is built like a goddess in my eyes. I look at her and instantly become submissive willing to do any she wants. I may watch porn or read sexy stories but when I'm jerking off I always see her in my mind. I love how she has always treated me and humiliates me. I would rather jerk off to the sounds of her fucking other real men. Than to be having actual sex with another woman. My cuckold fetish is all about her. I would not want to be anyone else's bitch cuckold.

💯% her cuckold bitch!!!

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I'm so small and so pathetic!

I don't know why but my little penis is definitely shrinking in size. I remember measuring my length hard about ten years ago and it was 4 ¾". I even found an old post on Tumblr where I marked my measurements on a chart that was explaining a womens sexual pleasure according to their partners dick size. I clearly marked 4 ¾". I've been noticing it's not getting hard when I'm getting turned on. I have to play with it and really work with it to stay hard enough to jack off. I really noticed how skinny it looks here lately. I would really be embarrassed to show it to anyone else. I did finally put a tape measure up to it and as I thought it's only standing 4" hard. I've lost ¾" of inch. That's close to a 20% loss of dick. I wanna cry when I think about it!

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What am I thinking?

Last night has me feeling so disappointed and even a bit frustrated. This must be a little like how all the women I've fuck must have felt. Looking back I can see how they was probably just as excited thinking they was about to get some real dick. Their disappointment and sexual frustration probably was 50 times worse!! After realizing my penis was about 3 times smaller then what they were expecting it to be. Some probably held out a little hope that well maybe he knows how to use it. Hoping to at least get off but that hope never lasted long. Maybe, three or four minutes later I'd prematurely shoot my load. Looking back I wish I knew then what I know now! I'd tell them how sorry I am for not being a real man. For wasting their time on my useless little penis.

Ok back to last night. I was out of town working for a couple nights and was really missing being able to listen to my sexy Hotwife and her boyfriend fucking like they do. I know I'm so pathetic and realize that I'm not a real man. No real man would want to get back home to hear some other man satisfying his sexy wife. Only a pathetic little submissive cuckold bitch would want to hear that. I can't help it not getting to hear her moaning and feeling the house shake as he's slapping his body into hers so forcefully. I've come to crave it. I love being able to jerk off while he's satisfying my Hotwife. Hoping to get to hear exactly that last night. That was not the case. No, they were arguing and fighting with each other all night. I know I should be happy that their fighting and that maybe he'll get out. Then I could sweep back in and reclaim my spot as the man of the house. Go back to fucking my Hotwife like the man she deserves. But, instead I try to calm them both down giving them my advice to help them to lose their anger with each other. Trying to save their relationship. I can't believe that I did that. I feel more and more submissive around them both and I really enjoy it. The shame and humiliation is so damn sexually exciting that it changes me every day into this little sissified cuckold bitch boy. I feel like I'm losing more of my manhood every week but the scary part is I see this happening and I don't do anything to stop it. I'm actually encouraging it along.

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My New Years Awakening

The very first sounds I hear in the 2025 year are the sounds of my Hotwife having an orgasm. She was moaning and saying I'm going to cum over and over. The only thing that would have made it better was if it was my dick that was giving her this pleasure. Unfortunately it was not my little penis in her. No it was her boyfriend and he was making her get loud. I was instantly hard when I started jerking off. I was so glad I woke up in time to hear what good sex should sound like. I was stroking my 4" hard on faster and faster until I couldn't hold back any longer. I was shooting my cum all up my stomach. While they just kept on fucking. I assumed he was done. But after another ten minutes he was still making her moan.

I hated that I was so quick to cum because now i was laying there with my pathetic little penis in my hand and it was so small shrinking down to almost nothing. It started making me feel very inferior and pathetic. It wasn't helping that just underneath me probably eight feet. There was my sexy Hotwife enjoying her boyfriend's big dick. But I love how I got to bring in my new years day! I love my Hotwife! 💯% cuckold

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Oh my God

Tonight I got to listen to an all night fuck session. He must be bigger than I thought because I never heard my Hotwife say owee or ouch. I actually have never made her stop because I was fucking her to hard. I don't think that would ever be a problem I'll Have during sex. I lay here conflicted on what has just transpired. He was just pounding her so hard in the start. I could feel his force with every pop of his body slamming into her. I've never imagined that someone could actually fuck like that. I'm so amazed and in shock at what I have just listened to for like three hours.. I envy her boyfriend . The admiration and respect I feel I now owe him is going to sting. But he has earned it and I will give it.

So I've never been more horny than tonight I jerked off three times into my toy pussy. Happy as can be. But now I'm realizing I'll never be man enough to give her what he has given her. Even if I was to get 10 times better at sex I'd still be no match to what he did to her tonight. So I lay here looking at my shrunken Little penis wish this wasn't my reality. I'm hurting in my stomach and can't really breathe without feeling the pain. I'm just going to try to be the best bitch boy cuckold towards them both and pray they keep me around.

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Struggling

I'm laying in bed listening to him really going at it with My Hotwife. She's been moaning and telling him not to stop. It's been about an hour straight. I am so jealous! How can he possibly last that long and not blow his load all over her perfect body. What really sucks is that I can't stop listening to them I'm so addicted to needing to hear her moaning. It has me wanting it more and more. the humiliation of it. I'm her husband but he gets all her sex. It drives me crazy with excitement when I know their about to start one of their fuck sessions. My only problem is that I always get to excited and can't help myself. I end up cummin way to soon. That can really be a ridiculous site. Im sitting there with cum all over myself. Not wanting to move thinking they will hear me and stop. So I just lay there. Then my pathetic little penis shrinks down so small it almost disappears. While still listening to him pounding my Hotwife. To look down at my baby dick in its smallest possible start seeing just how pathetic I am.

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How can I get my heart ripped out of my chest! Then instantly become so turned on and wanting to be completely submissive. Only my sexy Hotwife would be able to have this complete control over me.

It's the moments like today when I walk into( my old room ) my Hotwife and her boyfriend's are laying on the bed. My wife is has her sexy body laying across his lap. With her head basically on his dick . Walk in and see this and I kinda freeze and lose all my thoughts. Thinking she would move off his lap like instantly to make everyone a little less awkward. But that's not my Sexy Hotwife. She knows how to make me feel humiliated. She likes putting me in these uncomfortable situations. So I was like just stuck there watching her laying on top of his dick. Her mouth like a couple inches above his dick. It honestly looks like that was what she was getting ready to do or was just getting finished doing. She finally looked at me with a smirk on her beautiful face. Oh I guess I can get off him now. They both started laughing and giggling out loud. I felt myself starting to get hard and wanted to leave their room to make sure I didn't embarrass myself any more. I love feeling that humiliation and shame. As hard as it is to see her making out with him or even hearing her say she loves him. It's just as sexually exciting to me to witness. I love my sexy Hotwife!!

💯% cuckold hubby

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Merry Christmas

I think I heard my Hotwife and her boyfriend fucking four different times on Christmas day! I know I was wrapping presents and they had just started fucking. I could hear her telling him that she was going to cum. I was feeling really jealous hearing that. I was thinking that it's not fair how I do so much and I don't get to have sex with my Hotwife. No, but he gets to fuck her all day long. Then that's when I have to remind myself to that I need to be grateful for him fucking my Hotwife. I have to remind myself that this is what I've begged her for. She is just giving me everything I have asked her for. Plus, I was giving many many chances to prove I could be a man sexually for her but have never been capable of giving her a real orgasm. I'm always going to be jealous of her sexual partners. As I should be. They fuck her because I can't!

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My Hotwife in my opinion has never cheated on me. She may have as sex with a few different men. That's not her fault. She is not to blame . I would have to say if anyone is to be blamed or shamed upon then that would be my fault. I'm the one with an extremely small penis that can't last longer than five minutes during sex. She is trying to find sexual satisfaction that her small little penis husband can't give her. I have begged her not to leave me because I'm not a man. Even though she has every right to. But instead please turn me into a cuckold. Please fuck other men. I want her to never miss out on sexual experiences because of me.

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BROKEN PENIS?

They don't even know they did it. my sexy Hotwife and her boyfriend have broken my dick. A once very reliable penis. It never went soft. It was hard all the time never had to play with it to stand up. Never had to worry about it going down. It was a good dick. It wasn't a very big dick. Actually it was a miniature size little dick. But the little guy was always ready. It may not have ever satisfied a woman but it was always willing to try.

It all happened a few months ago. When my Hotwife moved her new boyfriend in with us. I was kicked out of the main bedroom and moved directly above them . I could hear them every sound they made. I was very turned on by the way they just took over. It was very dominant and it was perfect to show their dominance over me. Letting me know how things was going to go. There was no question on who was the man of the house was. They almost instantly started fucking and fucking like all day and night. At first it had me so turned on hearing him pounding my Hotwife over and over again. I was loving becoming so submissive.

That's when it happened. He was fucking her so good and so long. I started getting jealous and envious of him. Realizing I would never be able to compare to her new man sexually. It seemed to crush my pride and male ego. I started noticing that I wasn't getting completely hard anymore. It was like half hard. It wasn't because I wasn't turned on. I was so horny and sexually excited with hearing them going at it constantly. My little penis started to go limp in the middle of me jacking off. I had to play with it just to get it to stand up. I was having to shove my limp little penis into my pocket pussy and pump it to life. (It's actually a very humiliating and pathetic ordeal to watch! Especially while listening to your sexy Hotwife getting pounded by her new boyfriend.). I've never get hard without hearing them fucking only then does it stand up on it's own. They're like my own twisted Viagra pill! So I believe they have broken my pathetic little penis.

*** Embarrassing side note ***

I almost always finish myself off by looking at my pathetic little penis pumping in and out of my pocket pussy. I think to myself. How I get this fake pussy while he gets my sexy Hotwife's perfect pussy. With her amazing legs wrapped around him and her perfect huge tits in his face. That's how I get myself to lose my load.

I feel so pathetic as a man at times but if you asked me if I would change any of this if I could. I don't think I would.. this is what I've come to want. I don't know what is coming or how this all plays out. All I know is I love my Hotwife and want whatever she decides.

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92% that hurts!

I've always been a little submissive sissy husband. I've learned a long time ago that I wouldn't be able to ever sexually satisfy a woman. Not with my embarrassingly small penis. This was a hard pill to swallow for me. I somehow always convinced myself that I wasn't small and that I was just average. I soon came to realize that was far from the actual truth. My Hotwife was so gracious to tell me that I was really small and never got her off. It crushed my male ego and hurt my pride. I was thinking that she must be lying to me. That's when I started looking online to see the average size male penis and found out I was a good 1 ½" smaller than the average size dick. On the site I learned that 92% of all men had longer dicks than me. That was an eye opening moment one that set me into a phase of depression and self pity. I couldn't help but think about all those women I had fucked when I was younger and just how unsatisfied they must have been with me pushing my baby penis into them thinking I was giving them the time of there lives. When in reality they was probably laughing at me and wanting me to finish so they could stop faking their orgasms! It's no wonder I've turned into a submissive little cuckold hubby. I've begged my HOTWIFE to make me her sissy little cuckold bitch boy. I love hearing my Hotwife fucking another man. I have always gotten so hard and turned on hearing her moaning during sex with other better men. It's very humiliating and exciting all at the same time. Love my Hotwife!!!

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Why is it so small?

Well I guess I just got lucky. 😔 Im not real sure why I was given this extremely pathetic size penis. It's really upsetting to me since I love having sex. I would love to be able to satisfy a partner with my huge dick but that is never going to be a possibility for me. I did this deal online where you type in your measurement of your dick. Then it would tell you out of 100 men where you would rank. So I typed in my length 4" hard and it wasn't a real good feeling. Out of 100 guys 92 of them would be bigger than me. 92/100 men would be bigger than me. That hurts! 92 % of all men have bigger dicks than mine. That's why I'm a pathetic little sissy cuckold hubby.

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My reality

This is humiliating for me to admit. My Hotwife's boyfriend makes me feel inferior and pathetic. He fucks my Hotwife all night long. It's very embarrassing when I think back to the times my Hotwife would allow me to try and attempt to sexually please her. I would never make it more than six minutes. Then I find out he's also twice my size. My little dick can't reach more than 4" tall. So he last longer! Fucks harder! And his dick is twice as long as mine! I don't even try to compete with him sexually. Instead I've realized I'm the beta and if I wanna stay part of her life then I would have to take a different role. I am her little sissy cuckold bitch boy. I wanted to be her bitch for as long as I can recall! 💯% cuckold!!!

As I'm writing this I can hear her moaning saying how much she's enjoying him fucking her. I'm so jealous but I've never been so sexually turned on in my life as I have been these last couple of months! I can't keep from stroking my pathetic little sissy penis to the sounds of his big dick pleasuring the love of my life. What I wouldn't do to be him for one night to be able to give her so much pleasure. I can only close my eyes and manifest it! He gets to live it every day several times a day! Life's not fair for a little dick cuckold hubby!

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I love that my sexy Hotwife is enjoying sex with her boyfriend. Yes I do wish it was my dick thAt was making her wanting to fuck all day and night. Ya I feel hurt it's not me that is giving her such great dick. But when it all is said and done all I've ever wanted was for her to be happy. That to me is worth more than any sexual gratification. I love her no matter what happens!

My little dick had its chance and failed her for years!

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HIS DICK IS TWICE AS BIG !

My pathetic little 4" penis is so small.

I'm so jealous of the size of his dick!

I'm really envious of how well it sounds like he uses it!

There is absolutely no way I can compete sexually!

He's the better man and I have to just accept that.

I'm the cuckold little bitch boy