TW: RACISM, RAPE, INCEST, SLURS, ABUSE, STALKING, ETC.
honestly, i’m not sugar-coating this: i’m about to call out someone very well “respected” in the community ( respect being in quotes because i believe their “respect” is “earned” by dint of empty compliments, “comforting,” general sycophantic and manipulative behavior, et cetera et cetera - their reputation is built on lies and shady behavior, nothing of true validity or hard work ) and i’m betting none of you are gonna like it. i don’t really care if you unfollow, or block me, or what have you. i don’t care if you start launching yourself at me in all your misguided, ignorant fury, or if this person sends their guard dogs after me. for the time being, i don’t even care if you plug your ears and stomp your feet and act like it can’t be true because they made you a theme that one time. just know it will not go unpunished, and you can wind up right like your beloved “friend” if you so choose ( not that they’ll defend you, they don’t care that much LMAO. ) but right now, my priority is this sniveling, groveling, snake-y, thieving little shit gobbler that i did nothing but attempt to help when - and i can safely say this was true, at one point - i loved them as i did my brother. i already sat here and calmly watched my friends, my good mutuals, people i genuinely love and care for interact with this sentient sack of shit, and wonder if this ugly little goblin i used to love was now spewing shit in their ear about me. for so long i’ve done that, and i’m done. and for those who will actually see the message behind this post and believe an abuse victim over their abuser and feel inclined to ( no pressure either way, ) feel free to reblog this. i also want to encourage this as an opening for other victims, etc. or people affected by this person’s rampant racism/ableism/etc. ( e.g., black rpers stepping forward to talk about their godawful caricature, etc. ) to step in and have their voice heard, if and only if they feel up to it.
i was their lifeline, as they’ll later admit. i gave every spoon, every ounce of my emotional energy as a borderline and autistic empath to them, and the only time i was really “cruel” to them was when i finally realized my yes-man behavior was only harming them. it was them that chose to throw it back in my face. them that decided they’d pull a manipulative ass move by unfollowing me on one of their tumblr accounts just to get me to come flying into their skype window and beg for answer. and you know ? i still left them alone. i didn’t do anything to them. i repeat, I DID NOTHING TO WARRANT THIS ABUSE AND STALKING, and yet they’re so fucking set on me that i have no choice. i’m honestly nauseous thinking about the vitriol they still harbor for me and the mission they’ve taken upon themselves to try and destroy me, but i still gotta do this, because this fucking creepy bastard left me no choice - and i’m not the only one who’s gone through this.
dell/vicers ( @erorisus / @mourgue / @dawnbitten / @nyavinsky, ) FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
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