🦋I’d Rather Be Too Thin Than Too Fat🦋 @bitterbluebones-blog - Tumblr Blog

☕ thin dreams

I want him to see photos of me on the Internet and barely recognize me. I want him to tell all of his friends how different I look. I want him to see that I’m better off without him and that him leaving didn’t completely ruin me but only motivate me to be better. That’s why I do this. That’s why I put myself through all of this shit. Because one day, when I’m finally the perfect and thin person I could never be for him, maybe he’ll regret ever leaving. And it will all be worth it.

mayibeskinnyplease

Reblog this if no one knows about your tumblr. Literally no one.

literallythin

…. I’m shit at being anorexic. All I fucking do is gain and lose the same 5 pounds.

bitterbluebones-blog

Fucken me rn

sweatersandcalories

“No offense but you look more than 100lbs.” “120 pounds?! That’s how much i weigh and I’m a guy!” “Honey maybe you should have a salad instead.” “Oh you should come workout with me!” “You’re going to lose weight and be healthy? Thats a laugh!” “Oh my gosh your cousin is so thin, shes always been so pretty.” “Hey, what’s your friends number?” “Did you gain weight?” “Are you going to eat all that?” “I don’t think that dress would fit you.” “Wait if you have an eating disorder why aren’t you..thin?” “I would let you borrow it, but i just don’t want it to get stretched out.” “We don’t carry your, sizes here.” “Maybe you could try a sport.” “You look fat.”

To never have to hear these.

d-e-l-i-g-h-t-e-d

The best quotes from Salem

As melhores frases de Salem

modelesqve

anasuckstho

I just want to be wasted and look stunning.

sarncobin

“He told me that I was cute and I believed him. I believed every single word that came from his mouth. And I still do. Why? Because I know that I can’t handle the truth. And the truth is. He doesn’t like me. He never did.”

— Sarn

manicbones

you know what’s more freeing than killing yourself? running away to a small town and getting a job as a waitress. buying a cheap car and sticking a bed in the back and driving southwest. adopting a cat. learning a new instrument. moving apartments. visiting a friend in another city. chopping all your hair off.

you can kill your current life without dying. you can kill this version of you and make a new one.

maybe I’m just a bipolar sucker for rebirth but sometimes that thought is all that keeps me alive