ramblesofa1yrold

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Delivery Girl

I delivered a bunch of food to everyone today. So confirming with everyone....I'm not a fatty I was just swiping a bunch for the good of others! I've been staying up late at night working overtime for my delivery job too. Too bad it doesnt pay much. I'm thinking of asking for a promotion this friday. Hopefully the paperwork goes well.

On another note I wanted to give a shoutout to to Ramneet. She's a beautiful girl with am even more beautiful weenus. it's a pretty great thing to have a beautiful weenus. Basically the only thing I see in a person is all in the weenus.

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Singing in the car

I am such a beautiful singer. I have been asked to sign on for a couple mainstream companies but uh I don't know. I'm too good for that sort of stuff you know? I like singing in the car especially! It's much more fun than in the shower because I can change the song all the time. Also I believe that my voice is too beautiful to be heard among common people. It's better for my ears only. Sherry had the privilege of driving my wonderful voice. Basically her and everyone else experienced an eargasm when I was singing. Shout out to Albert for supplementing my songs with his voice. You guys are welcome for the privilege. Sorry I don't do public shows. If I need a favor I'll ask

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Confessions: Finishing the week

Okay yeah so I did forget about Friday's post... That's why today's will be extra special! For once, I won't be sarcastic. I think it's important to express my feelings with sincerity to get to the root of my problems. The problems for this week will probably be because there's not enough hours in the day and I'm pretty sure everyone else can kinda agree to that at this point. With that in mind, I think it's going to be interesting keeping sane this entire week. Esp since everything tends to get very irritating when you are running on your last bit of caffeine-driven energy and when nothing seems to go right. It's hard to keep from bickering but I hope that's the thing brings us closer and not drive us apart. We probably bicker because there are a lot of different opinions on how we should complete things but regardless we've always found a solution in the end together so just remember that. There are a lot of assignments and I'll probably upset atm with a couple of people but don't take any of that stressed-out anger personally!

See, last night, when I was watching our ball's ending video with our upperclassmen's old photos, there was this strange realization that my first year is coming to an end and that it's a scary prospect to be an adult. It's scary to think that a reckless person like me is getting to that point where I have to be responsible for my actions.

So other confessions?

1. I haven't worked out in while so I've been feeling pretty sh*ty.

2. I am pretty scared for this week. Just because I act calm doesn't mean I'm indifferent or don't care.

3. I ate my roommates sunchips without telling her. Now I have to go buy her another bag...

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Time off

This week has gone by really fast without me really getting to do anything! I'm pretty well rested from this awesome break from classes. Stress level at zero :) I've been losing my appetite lately though! I think it might be because I've been consuming a lot more coffee than I get have before. Coffee is suppose to give this false feeling of "fullness" so I guess that's good when I'm on the run but since I've been having a really easy time lately I don't need all that coffee! Yep yep having a great time being lazy :)

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Talent

Hi there, my name is pimp. Why you ask? Well it’s because I get money. And where do I get this money you ask again? I get money from the ATM. Where is this ATM? At Kevin’s study room. And what is inside Kevin’s study room? It’s Albert screaming his head off. And why is Albert screaming? It’s because I’m blowing up a balloon. And why am I blowing up a balloon it’s because I get money bitches

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How my first day off went

Yeah, so today is the first day of my vacation. It's going pretty well if you ask me. It's a bit strange not having a lot on my plate! School lately was becoming to be a bit of a bummer but good thing I don't have to worry about that anymore. I started off my day by sleeping in. ROTC? No one got time for that! I then proceeded to laze around. And let me tell you that lazing around takes a lot of work! Sometimes when I'm lying on my bed for too long, one side of my back starts to get numb and I have to rotate sides! That's too much effort. Another problem I found in lazing around is that I think there needs to be a delivery system in the dorms. I think that'd be perfect for a rich, lazy girl like me. I get hungry from doing nothing and when I'm doing nothing I get hungry.

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This week.

I think this week will be the best week of my life.

Why you ask? Well first of all, I am going to get a lot of sleep. Sleep is good for my beautiful face so good on me for making it even better. Second of all, I have literally nothing to do this entire week. Yep, no assignments whatsoever. It's as if college classes never existed! I'm so glad my professors and everyone else is so accommodating to me this week. I'm doing pretty well in my classes so of course they'd give me this free week as a break. One of my professors even offered to buy me lunch the other day! Good thing my creeper-radar went off or I would have no idea. Last of all, my mom has agreed to buy me a pony. 'Nuff said right?

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Hydration part 2

I hope everyone has been hydrating today. It's not something only to be done to work out but also to go out! Like Ramneet said last night, "water is the savior of all. water is good for your skin. water is so delicious. water just makes everything better. do you like water b/c I love water I don't think I could live without it. please...drink more water" Yeah Ramneet I do see you!

I don't have a preference of what kind of water I drink. As long as it doesn't immediately kill me it's fine. Our water is 100000x better than most other places so I'm not a big advocate of buying 5 dollar 16 oz bottles of water. Most of the money that went into that is the manufacturing, processing and the transportation it took to get that water on your grocery shelf.

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I want a pony

When I was little, my mom never bought me barbie dolls and my little ponies! I always got handmedowns from my brothers and she wonders why I am more bro-ish than most girls...My favorite childhood toys were from my favorite shows of course!

I was really into bey-blades and yugioh and power rangers and dragonball-z and power rangers and pokemon respectively. Cartoon netwar was the sh*t back then! I feel like a lot of the cartoons written now are written by crackheads. But then again, I really liked watching ren & stimpy and that was definitely not a kid-safe show. I don't have any of my old childhood toys anymore except for beanie babies though! We always thought it'd one day be valuable like furbies.

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not-so-well-thought-out invention.

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Graduation Season

Today, I'm going to my cousin's graduation at USC! He's excited to finally be done with school and I'm excited to come to the ceremony. After getting his civil engineering degree at SD he decided to go into Law but after his 2nd year studying law, he decided that all that sweet talking wasn't for him. He went back to school at USC to get his MBA while managing the projects concerning the AC units for the city of LA. 

For a while I was having trouble deciding how to get there. Zipcar would be nice, but it's pricey so I'm settling with taking the bus! I'm hoping to get a ride back after the ceremony though since I am not feeling up to busing so late at night. Hopefully I can get there and back safely :)

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Roomie bonding

I've never "hung out" with my roommates. I don't know if it's because I live with them or it's because we could never be friends outside this situation. One of my roommates (I live in a triple) requested to room with me senior year and boy did she regret that decision...

I don't think I'm necessarily a bad roommate. I'm basically only in the room to sleep a couple hours and then I don't come back until late at night. That might be why she's not very happy with me though. I have to wake up early and I get back really late and she gets mad b/c she needs to sleep 10+ hours a day and the whole "opening the door and light comes out" thing makes her mad. I think I'd hate myself if I did nothing but classes, it's such a waste to live on campus then! 

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Alarms

How many alarms do you need to wake up?

I can usually wake up to the first one the problem is just with my motivation to get up to that first alarm. So I'll usually set up about five alarms just in case this sort of thing happens! I've never studied psychology or anything but I think there's like 2 types of sleep? NREM and REM! NREM is like the first type of sleep you'll get into and that's split up into three phases and REM is like when all your dreams happen. I think I've been dreaming lately. Usually when I'm tired I won't be able to remember ever falling asleep. I think the same could be said about most people...haha it's always fun talking about my strange dreams to others though Oh and I used to look up my dreams in a dream dictionary until it started freaking me out..!

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7/7 rule

I picked up my bad habits again! I used to eat really late when I had swimming simply b/c I got back from swim practice at 9pm but now that I'm here I made sure to only eat from 7am/7pm! Also I was never a big fan of to-go places since I don't like wasting food and they always give too much! Another bad habit is definitely the whole no-sleeping/all nighters thing! It's so unhealthy but I've been doing a lot of both lately so I think that might be why my...performance hasn't been up to par lately. Hmm but even as I'm saying this I'm getting really hungry and I'm gonna go eat something

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Raw Cookie Dough

and empty stomachs usually do not fare well! I was really enthusiastic today and decided that eating cookie dough on an empty stomach would be an awesome idea but like always...it never is! Haha I think a lot of other things shouldn't be eaten on an empty stomachs. Like buffets! You should definitely go to buffets full...makes sense right? :) Anyway despite my stomach ache, you should never let up an opportunity to eat cookie dough! It's the epitome of being a kid! Whenever I baked goods with my mom I made sure to be the raw food taste tester before anything went into the oven. I think that my true calling is in being a food critique~! People already value my dating advice so much I don't see why they wouldn't take my food advice for a couple milli

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Angry Mother's Day....?

My dog does not like mother's day.

He looks so angry. But it's suppose to be happy mothers day!! I went to my cousin's flower shop today to buy flowers for my mom so it was really nice to have to bouquet custom made for her! I put the vase next to my doggie so that maybe he'd be a bit happier because it's Mother's day except that he looked angrier... I think it's because I made a loud noise when I placed the vase down. Also he didn't get a lot of sleep last night because my mom gave him a shower really late at night and I woke him up early because I got ready to go study. It's been pretty rough for him lately :/ I think another reason why he is so angry is that today he didn't get a chance to see his wife and wish her a happy mother's day. Being a jobless dog is tough in this world.

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Family dinners

I guess it's gonna be another sorta serious topic tonight... I just got back recently and I think the way I bring conversations to the table have changed a bit. I'm a lot more open about my faults now, its such a big difference! I would always hide what was going wrong with me but looking back there was more pain in hiding than revealing. On another note I think it's so strange to see my uncle so old! Asians have two states: young or freaking seriously old (wise) looking! I've only been gone for a month and he looks as if he has gained like 30 years of age in that time period!!! It's a bit of eye opener esp considering a lot of my aunts and uncles are getting to that age.. Haha maybe I'm old?