Always Exhausted

Southern California|30 something|Lesbian🌈|Men DNI ❌

[2septembrie]

"Sorry I didn’t save the world, my friend, I was too busy buildin’ mine again." - Kendrick Lamar

[bksfnst]

Oooh she got me 🤓

[rafeandonlyrafe]

well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

[bob-belcher]

[bksfnst]

This morning I was driving to work and I realized something… I wasted 6 out of the last 7 months on someone that wasn’t sure of themselves, what they wanted, and would leave breadcrumbs in our conversations. I’m not mad at her, I’m mad at myself because babbyyyyyyyy what the hell was I thinking?! Not ONCE did we ever talk on the phone. Voice memos back and forth, but actual phone conversations? HAH! I don’t know why the universe ever sent me that one, but I’m glad she’s back wherever she’s at now and im even happier to be where I’m at now. SLAM that damn door shut so that someone else can gently knock on your door of your soul.

[bksfnst]

And I’m about to not be talking to the person I was having a “great connection” with. I refuse to keep wasting my time.

[bksfnst]

This morning I was driving to work and I realized something… I wasted 6 out of the last 7 months on someone that wasn’t sure of themselves, what they wanted, and would leave breadcrumbs in our conversations. I’m not mad at her, I’m mad at myself because babbyyyyyyyy what the hell was I thinking?! Not ONCE did we ever talk on the phone. Voice memos back and forth, but actual phone conversations? HAH! I don’t know why the universe ever sent me that one, but I’m glad she’s back wherever she’s at now and im even happier to be where I’m at now. SLAM that damn door shut so that someone else can gently knock on your door of your soul.

[bksfnst]

When she’s fine as hell, single, EMOTIONALLY AVAILABLE, communicates clearly as to what she wants, and wants to hear your voice before she goes to sleep…*CHEFS KISS*

[stricatul]

to be treated well without asking for it hits different

[bksfnst]

This is a thing?

[1gmoney]

“I just called to hear your voice”

[bksfnst]

🥰

[lovewanttimetopause]

[bksfnst]

Yes, you woke me up with you trying to hook up, I’m going to ruin your WHOOOOOOLE HOE ASS EXPERIENCE by saying “can you be quiet? This your friends house, not a hotel.” Now we quiet huh? Oh and better believe your friend is gunna hear about how fucking disrespectful you were to her other guests and her house. You wanna hook up so bad, call an Uber and go to a hotel.

[bksfnst]

Yesterday and today were completely opposite work days for me. Yesterday I was a happy little camper, laughing with customers. Today, even some of my favorite customers, couldn’t cheer me up. Working in the dept I’m in makes me miserable. I really hope I get moved or I’m able to land a new job, because this is for the birds.

[bksfnst]

🤞🏾🤞🏾 I get this job so I can get out of retail. These customers ain’t shit.

[achillesinhighheels]

[bksfnst]

I hear so many people say to never stay friends with your ex… but there is one that I have stayed friends with for almost 20 years. She has been one of the few people I have been table to talk to about anything. Hell, I can talk to her about more things than others. There’s never any judgement, always supporting and providing great advice. It’s wild to think we didn’t last in a relationship, but have stayed friends for this long. I don’t know if she knows really how much I appreciate her being in my life, but she certainly is a blessing in my life.

[bksfnst]

Wanting to be friends with someone for a while before hopping into a relationship = dumb.

Being on dating sites and then hopping into a relationship = INSANITY.

Speaking for myself here, relationships are not in the books for me. 🤷🏾‍♂️

[bksfnst]

STOP. LETTING. PEOPLE. BORROW. SHIT.

[bryandaugherty]