Bestgambler

The most horrible writer!! Dante’s n1 gooner🤤🤤🤤🤤 ‼️I write my fics only on tumblr no where else unless stated‼️ Requests are closed (I’m just too much of a chud to write)

[bl0ominglotus]

DUDE I FORGOT TO SAVE MY PROGESS ON A REQUEST AND IT WAS GOING SO GOOD IM GOING TO HANG MYSELF ARGHHHH, I CANT EVEN REMEMBER HALF OF WHAT I WROTE TOO

[bl0ominglotus]

Sorry for the MAJOR delay in finishing requests, unfortunately i have been going through a depressive episode for a while now, this made me lose interest in both writing and limbus company itself, cough cough n I gotta admit writing is not my biggest priority,,shh. There are other reasons, but I won’t be digging into those due to it digging into my more personal life. so to those who have requested something, I do express my apologies for this.

BUT, I will try to finish and publish the requests by tomorrow or this week!!! I have mean being to say this for a while at least since late June sob. So ig that’s the good thing lmao

[bl0ominglotus]

Together in death

Yandere!ahab x reader

Warnings: blood, death, depictions of gore and blood, self harm(?), obsessive and possessive behaviour, forced kissing, NOT proofread or edited, ooc/mischaracterization, not that proud of this work.

Quick note: this takes place after canto 5 and after she joins Hermann, and I wrote this shit up in a half an hour so expect it to be badly written. I’m still fiddling w this random shit on tumblr so my layouts are rapidly changing

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It wasn’t supposed to go this way. You were supposed to be safe, you weren’t meant to end up like this.

You sat on the ground clutching your injuries, they were too fatal. By the time Ahab got help, you would be long gone by then. You bit your lip from screaming from the pain, it was agonizing. You felt your body failing on itself, failing to keep your blood running. You knew it was too late, you felt agony yet bliss. That you won’t be in the clutches of Ahab no more, you didn’t have to run away no more. A small smile formed on your lips, maybe that was the only good part in dying. Your free. You heard footsteps run swiftly your way, you didn’t have to look up to see who it was. 

"(NAME)!" You heard Ahab yell as she crouched down to your level muttering curses, you felt too dizzy to reply to whatever she was saying. In fact, you were too tired from fighting to move. Earlier you were just fighting a small group of pirates who were in the way, but the second you got distracted by something else they shot their chance and injured you horribly. Your eyes went to the direction where the pirates were, the only see you saw was a massacre of blood and organs spilled all over the place, their body’s all limp on the ground. Their faces disfigured beyond recognition, organs aligned like vines, their brains smashed to oblivion. Ahab desperately grabbed you and muttered something before grabbing leftover bandages and wrapping them tightly around one of your injures before searching in her pockets for something that can help. But there was nothing. desperate, she ripped off pieces of her jacket and wrapped them around whatever cuts she spotted. Her hands sweated as she tried to heal whatever she could, but the blood kept rushing out, they were to deep. Her hands twitched as Ahab grabbed whatever clothing to act as a temporary cast. Ahab couldn’t let go of you now, not now, not ever!

Ahab came to realize something, she came too late. The bandages weren’t going to do anything. And so, she laid your body across her lap and held you close, she doesn’t care who sees or what happens next. Her fingernails drove deep into your back, making it bleed red. Nothing doesn’t matter now. Not the other pallid whales, not Hermann and them, nothing. You felt yourself fading away, it was a bit scary but at least you will be away from her now. You were always suffocated by her love, your friends, family, everyone you knew gone. She isolated you away from everyone except for her else. She made you depend solely on her and made sure you didn’t plan to escape anytime soon. You craved for freedom, clawing your way up but always ending up falling down the hole again. So something such as freedom being granted to you so easily felt so special, maybe this was your final gift for living through this hell. Who knows.

While deep into your thoughts, Ahab took it upon herself to go with you, it’s only natural that someone must go down with their partner. with one hand, she laid you down right from her and stretched out her other hand to grab her harpoon across the floor. In one quick motion, Ahab drove her harpoon deep into her body. stabbing her chest repeatedly, blood spilling all over her clothes. not enough to kill her immediately, but not to little where she’ll survive. It was painful, but it was for you. She clenched her chest in pain as she threw her weapon deep into the floor, cracking it. She looked at you with a sly smirk, Ahab knew you were happy to get away, she won’t allow that. If you go down, she will too.

Ahab had once promised to you that wherever you went, she would be, even in death. Almost twisting your pinky when she promised you that. She laid right from you, roping her hands into yours. Shit, you thought. You should have knew this would happen, you hated this. You wanted to get away from her and run as fast as your body can but your body was shutting down fast already. 

"Y-you…" you coughed up more blood before you could finish your sentence. Ahab only continued to smirk more as you remembered the promised she made to you, she didn’t feel any more pain. At least when she’s beside you, the light to her abyss, her sin and virtue, her only weakness and strength, her love. "I love you too", she replied back, moving her lips to yours. The hand once on yours moving up to your cheek and caressing it before pulling it your face to her and kissing you. Blooding rushing inside of your mouth as she shared her last droplets of blood to you, now you can’t die no more. you will forever be in her clutches now.

you should have never came on the peqoud.

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author notes: MY BACK HURTS AND I THINK I BROKE MT HIP FUCK anyway I’m surprise I got two fanfics done in a day!! Yay I’m still tired at least it’s my birthday lol it JUST turned 12am for me (not really)

also this isn’t a request bc I just got done finishing it up idk I jst wanted to say this🤔🤔

[bl0ominglotus]

ello 👋👋

Low-key addicted to your fics. It's super nice finding new people writing for such a niche in this fandom. If your requests are open I'd be delighted to send one your way :}

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HIII THERE!!!!

My requests are currently open as of right now:) so feel free to send one my way as you please!! Tho I mostly prefer scenarios instead of headcannons but do what u want👀👀👀👀

(In fact I’m writing fics as of right now lol)

[bl0ominglotus]

Yandere!heathcliff x reader

Warnings(?): blood, depictions of gore and throwing up, obsessive and possessive behaviour, death, puke/throwing up, ooc/mischaracterization(?), NOT proofread, somewhat edited, tad bit short. (Fuck my life I see spelling mistakes but I’m too lazy to fix -editor lotus)

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“Oh god…” you murmured to yourself, your breathing hitching. looking down at the floor where a disfigured body lay. Your heart started to beat faster as you toke in what was in front of you. You had to stable yourself from immediately collapsing onto your knees and needed to hold onto a dresser nearby you for support. Turning your head around the room, you saw little bits of skin and flesh sticking on the walls like chewed up gum. The walls looked damaged from a swing of a weapon or something or the sort, there was visible signs of struggling around the room interior. It was the worst thing you saw in a while.

Blood dripped from the dead body, staining the floor and a bit of the wall red. The organs and muscles were visibly exposed, attracting many flies and maggots to it. The body’s limbs were snapped in half and broken into pieces that were scattered across the room. The smell of metal and flesh hit you quickly as you stepped back from the body. Sure you have seen plenty of dead body’s and organs in your time but it was your friend’s body and Not just some strangers. You weren’t sure how long it’s been there, maybe for a couple of hours or maybe even a day, most of the blood by now was turning brown expect for the body and the puddle that surrounded it. It was so mangled to the point you could barely recognize the body, you could only tell by the clothes they wore and whatever was left from the hair being smashed apart. You were sure that they didn’t do anything wrong or broke some taboo, maybe vengeance from the middle? But they didn’t have any connections with that syndicate. So then why were they mangled apart then? you couldn’t make your self continue to look at the smashed body, looking away before you can puke your lunch out.

“Oi, (name)!"

A booming voice came from across the room. The door opened and Heathcliff walked inside and headed towards you and the body’s remains. Where did he come from? When and how did he… it was too confusing to process, wasn’t Heathcliff sent out to go do something? Looking behind your back, you saw the scorned look on his face, not at you, but at the body. "I told the lad to lay it off with you, your mine innit? You think I let some lass have you, yeah?" Heathcliff said, holding up his bat on his shoulder, which still had the red stains splattered all over it. "It's on them for not paying attention to what I was saying." He added, gripping his bat. You couldn’t say anything but dropped your head towards the ground as you threw up from the sight, making choking sounds and attempting to swallow your acid back down again but it was to no avail. you continued to spit out the taste on your tongue, it stinged your tounge as you wiped your mouth and tongue with your sleeve and rub your sleeve on the counter of the dresser. You don’t think you’re going to clean up the mess you just made, so instead you take a step away from the mess and forced yourself to look somewhere else.

You and Heathcliff weren’t even dating, but he acted like you guys were. Especially a couple of weeks after what occurred at wuthering heights, he’s been noticeably more possessive of you. Taking hits for you, smashing enemies before they could ever reach you, basically hip to hip with you. Sometimes during the night, you felt someone watching you until the sun started to rise, from that you could barely sleep now. Now you definitely suspect it would be Heathcliff doing it, who else? Without noticing, Heathcliff suddenly came up to you and patted his free hand on your upper back, supposedly trying to "comfort" you. Which didn’t do nothing at all. Of course it didn’t, your best friend was dead and the murderer of them was right beside you trying to comfort you like they didn’t do anything.

He leaned into your ear, like a big dog who wouldn’t separate with his owner. He slowly wrapped his hand around your collarbones tightly, not wanting to let go. "I’ll never have some lad have you unless it’s me. You can stop gawking now, you’re mine and mine alone, mate." You knew that wasn’t some empty threat, it was a promise. He would kill and destroy everything and everyone if he had too, you weren’t a fool. what chance did you have to try to escape his obsession?

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Author notes: I’m more prouder of this than my Gregor one yay!!!! "Lotus do your request!!" MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE. it’s taking a bit longer bc I’m trying to make it long cause yeah and my attention span is that of a fucking goldfish. But I’m probs be posting soon again🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 like maybe🤔🤔🤔🤔 pkay🤔🤔🤔 honestly I do not care to reread and check my mistakes I’m too tired🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 also why do making gradient texts take so long or am I just lazy as shit

[bl0ominglotus]

I’m done writing a yandere Sancho x reader request and I’m rereading this shit and it sounds so FUCKING CORNY and ooc AND badly written, fuck my chud life😔

[bl0ominglotus]

I’m supposed to writing a request but fuckass school needs me to do exams and projects so I won’t be writing anything cause life is being a bitch

[bl0ominglotus]

Yan!Ahab headcannons

This is short (not to mention quite rushed) so it’s probably bad like my other works

Warnings include: Yandere things, mentions of death and such, possible and likely ooc, mention of breaking bones, no proofread we go down like queequeg, straight ASS, manipulative stuff, possessive and obsessive behaviour.

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- Though Ahab is a selfish and egocentric person to everyone around her, she suppose there’s a bit of an expectation. You.

- She’s already very manipulative to the peqoud crew, so no doubt she’ll attempt to do the same with you so you can stay by her forever. Trying to steer your thoughts away from the thought of leaving, she won’t allow it, even if she has to physically hold you back from doing so.

- Getting to close with someone upon the peqoud? Couple of days later, they’re not seen anywhere, not even in their bed but Ahab excuses it quickly away, pulling away from the topic. But the slight smell of blood and little drops of it around the ship stirs around for a couple of days after their sudden disappearance. Awh, too bad they "had to go away". It’s okay though! You have Ahab, right?

- Ahab wont hesitate to murder or heavily injure someone for you, if you were in danger or simply getting a bit too close with them, they’re only tools for her, one tool missing wont effect her.

- Don’t even think about leaving the peqoud, Ahab won’t allow it, ever. Even if everyone else is died, she’ll be the one to protect and care for you. Ahab will tie you up or even take away your mobility to move just so you can stay with her.

- She doesn’t trust you fully during the night, what if you die or suddenly run off to another nest or something? maybe it’s because you sneak off into the others cabins to talk and give your attention to them instead of hers. So she’ll possibly move you into her quarters one day, don’t try to protest about the sudden change, it’s for the best. Here, she can protect you! (And watch you sleep.) and so you don’t have to worry about danger lurking in the night or anything else.

- She would probably attempt to isolate you more from the other peqoud members and slowly pull you towards her, choosing you to go along with her to go grab things that she could easily send someone else to do. Or sending you to her office to tell plans about which way they should venture and how to capture the whale, though sliding into more personal things rather than plans for the peqoud and the pallid whale.

- Of course, the others would likely notice too seeing ahab’s behaviour change around you. But Ahab wouldn’t mind, they can look if they want to.

- Yes, Ahab does care about the other members desires to an extent, but she would prioritizes yours first, doing whatever she can to get what you desire.

- If you were to confront her on her behaviour, Ahab would denied any and all of it. Making up excuses, Ahab isn’t one to confront her evil actions. That includes everyone else who try’s to confront her too, no matter how much you do it, she’ll be stubborn on accepting on what she did. Instead referring it to saving you and helping you more with the ship and other things. Though after some time (likely during or after the events of canto six) she would admit her love for you, including what things she has and will do for you.

- Let’s say you were also swallowed by the whale with her and the rest of the crew, she would prioritize your safety over anyone else, she only needs you, and you only need her. A perfect match made in heaven! And she’ll make sure you will only need her. Killing off the others one by one until it’s only you two. Or offering food and safety to you first.

- But if not, somehow avoiding getting swallowed. She’ll drag herself to hell and back, sacrificing everyone and everything just to have you back with her. the pallid whale doesn’t matter as much anymore, only you do.

- After the death of the crew and the pallid whale, Ahab is left without a purpose. So now her attention is now fully on you, putting her ruthless obsession onto you, besides from the hunting, though she won’t mind if she had to hunt you down if you were to ever attempt to escape.

- Even when Hermann invited her to join her with promises to hunt down pallid whales from other mirror worlds, most of her attention still lays on you. Of course, she will definitely drag you along with her to go kill the whales.

- In the attempt if you do try to run away, if it means snapping or breaking your legs in half, as long you are with her, it doesn’t matter. Making sure you depend on her for everything, not like you needed anyone else! Ahab has you now, so why still struggle? Not like you can escape her with no legs. Though Ahab would feel bad for doing so to a length, but it would be for the best.

- The Only reason she isn’t going even more insane is because of you, you stable you, you provide her with a reason to continue living and gallop on, especially after the events of canto six she would protect you like her life depends on it. Maybe it does.

- Perchance if she doesn’t trust you enough to be on your own (which she thinks either way), Ahab would lock you up from the world, forcing you to depend on her and her only, of course she would feed and give you the love you need. It’s only oh so cruel, but it’s the only way it’s guaranteed you would be safe and sound in her reach. She won’t waste such a treasure such as you.

- It’s tied between her showing you off like a valuable treasure or keeping you safe from the world and its cruel fate. Though especially after what occurred in the calamity it’s more likely she will keep you hidden, considering she blames herself for the everyone’s death in the whale despite her saying it was their fate anyway. or if not, She will stand close to you and take you away if needed. Or if she can’t be there, it’s either you not going at all or sending someone to protect you. Even if someone protecting you, she still doesn’t trust them fully in keeping you safe from danger, declaring that she’s best suited for keeping you safe and sound.

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Author notes: once again my requests are open (dawg who is you speaking to) so yeah, I just wanted to get something out bc why not, expect more Yandere limbus in a couple of days.

[bl0ominglotus]

Item: An Old Key Rarity: ⏶ Common

What games have opened doors for you in real life?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Detroit became human def changed my perspective, err a lot of games actually so honestly I guess like basically 99% games of I play ig

Sorry about the vague answer I’m sleep deprived rn✌️✌️

[bl0ominglotus]

Item: A Dusty Tome Rarity: ✶ Rare

What video game has the best lore?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Uhmmm🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

imo limbus company(project moon in general), dbh, and games like that, I don’t really play games as much so that’s the only shit I can think of🥹✌️ but if it’s ONE game, I would like to say limbus company(including LoR, lobotomy crop etc etc)

[bl0ominglotus]

I greatly appreciate the reply to my ask. Thank you.

No problem!! You can always ask more!1

[bl0ominglotus]

Sincerest apologies if you dislike asks such as these, and feel free not to answer, but I feel a need to ask.

What if you opinion on Yandere Yi Sang?

Now with yi sang, his mental state is already garbage, so just imagine he’s turns into a Yandere. He’s known to be a silent and mellow at the start so I would say he could go under the radar if he would to do something bad, so I wouldn’t think most of the sinners would suspect him and maybe even you too, not much was known of Yi Sang until canto IV. Yi sang is said to have a strong sense of morality, but that mortality seems to go away when you’re in danger or if he need to get rid of "something". Like every other sinner, he too seems to be around you, and in battle, Yi Sang try’s his best to protect, even if Dante is ordering him to do something else. At the start of his obsession, it isn’t too noticeable, he kept silent but would always keep a eye on you in case you were injured or something along the lines of that. but as the weeks past, he started to get worse, it started to be more noticeable, getting more protective of you, he won’t admit that though. His obsession is on the same level as everyone else but he’s able to hide it more with his mellow personality.

I feel like this straight ooc brah, but I promise I will write more of him in the future🥹 sorry this toke a bit I was brainstorming (ish) for him

[bl0ominglotus]

Yandere limbus company🤔🤔🤔

This is headcannons, more specifically, headcannons for heathcliff🤤🤤🤤🤤, Don, rodion, n Sinclair

Yeah it might have some grammar mistakes and stuff soooo yeah and I dont know how to end a sentence, this is probably short, I also refer everyone as they/them (besides rodya) bc I don’t know their pronouns and I suppose you can imagine them as anyone else ig

I somewhat tried not to mischaratizing them since it’s one of my first times writing Yanderes and writing in general

Warnings1!

Mentions of death and murder, mature topics, 99.99999% likely HEAVY ooc, Yandere stuff

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Now let’s say for this your a sinner like them, at first (during the first canto) they treated you like everyone else, sometimes killing you etc etc, until they started to change, forcing you to stay out of fights, getting more aggressive with people including each other, or fighting tooth and nail to get your attention. Obviously this caught your attention immediately, who wouldn’t? And oh how it got worse each and each canto…

Don’t even get me started on Heathcliff, well I mean they’re nice to you sure, but when it comes to others? Oof, if you think they’re already aggressive enough, just imagine if they turn yandere, gosh good luck with giving attention to anyone else. I like to imagine them also being touched starved (honestly everyone in project moon looks like they touch starved but that’s probably just me), though they will never admit it, they ABSOLUTELY love your touch, it gives them comfort and love they likely barely ever seen even if it’s just for a second. It’s pretty obvious that they will be possessive over you, fighting anyone for your attention, basically being that of a guard dog. Despite loathing being ordered around, they would suck it up when it comes to you, want that guys head gone? Oh yeah they already done that. Need something? Already went to grab it! They’re also very loyal, pretty obvious with that one already. Similar like Catherine, they seem to show a more sensitive side when it comes to you, and because of what happened to Catherine? Their biggest fear is losing you, they don’t show it but, they always worried about you when you’re not around, what if you die? Get kidnapped? They can’t do anything if they’re not around, Hence why they’re around you, even if it meant stalking you, they are one to always protect you.

(I’m gonna ignore Sancho for this one, I’m gonna write for them next time, sorry sancho fans🥹✌️)

Don, seems to be always by your side, jumping and talking fast, their eyes always seem to sparkle like the night sky when they see you, running to you immediately to tell you tales and adventures. They don’t hesitate to protect you, even if it causes more trouble, they don’t mind! As long it’s you they will be your shining knight in armor! Their energy never seems to run out with you, hopping and trancing like a bunny around you, speaking so fast it sounds like gibberish, somehow you still understand them. They don’t might killing people for you! It’s justice after all! Isn’t it? Their naive and energetic self always thinks that they’re just protecting you from danger of the city, In reality, they are isolating you from everyone unintentionally. Just like with the fixers, they love to gush over you! Loving the good in you, a never ending yap about you, them being your knight and you being their "dismal in distress" that they must save, and have a happily ever after. Don, being the self indulgent person, will put themselves and others in danger too just to see you, abandoning a mission and getting into fights if it meant they could see you if you were to ever separate form the sinners (VERY unlikely). Don also turns very selfish when it comes to you, wanting you to themselves and attempting to grab your attention from others.

Rodion is a very friendly and seemly care free women, just a bit too friendly with you… rodion, despite attempting to on friendly terms with everyone, seems to be more rude when around you, it being a backhanded compliment or a "joke", rodion seems to be more unfriendly. Like Don, rodion makes a show of being around you often, using the excuse of being bored or having no thing to do, cracking jokes and being playful. In canto 2, it’s seen that rodion has experienced the lower parts of the city, and from that she learned to be take things before someone else takes them, including being selfish and possessive of things they deem theirs (that being you). Their teasing is more playful and careful when it’s you, not to mention the nicknames they give you, which are rather more romantic than friendly. I like to think she loathes talking about her past or something similar to it around you, her growing cold and desperate attempts to change subject, a reason being they don’t want you to see her that. Rodion also values you more then the others, seeing you as a "jackpot" and something rare to her and more better then the other sinners.

Sinclair is a rather, timid sinner, I wouldn’t think they would actually kill people over you, that doesn’t mean they don’t love you though they just show it in different ways. They think the world is too violent and harsh for you, they Usually pull you out of fights or at the very least advocates to be peaceful instead of being violent. Now despite being one not to fight, that doesn’t mean they won’t attempt to isolate or manipulate you, they really didn’t want to do this! Truly! But it’s for your own good, so just listen please! They, of course, feel intense empathy for you, you don’t deserve this cruel city or its resident of it, though you guys appear and seem different from each other at the end of the day you two are the same. Well, at least to Sinclair. Sinclair is basically good intentions for bad actions you could say, attempting to isolate you from the others for your (and their) own good. Sinclair would be one to follow you like a lost puppy, basically attached hip to hip, never wanting to let go. But, certain others seem to get in their way, but what can they do? They’re not one to be violent but they can certainly manipulate you.

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Oh my fucking god this is absolute dogshit BRGAHHDUDU

Lowkey send in a ask👀👀👀👀👀

Uhm I draw and write so yeah