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wolf that loves emails and spreadsheets. incomplete carrd.

18+ only.

peaceful soothing beautiful picmix gif I saved in 2018.

On an unrelated note I think I'm going to ask around and see if anyone knows a good tattoo artist.

The neuralgia started escalating as of late so I think I will try to get a referral to a neurologist. My through line is that I should've had one due to my diagnosis anyway, but I can mention the head injuries too I suppose.

#Typing this whilst my teeth feel like they're being torn out of my face.#Nothing to do with the enamel. No sensitivity. It's just from deep inside.#Before it kicked in I had an hour of very random spots of pain in the gums and roof of my mouth. Never felt anything like it before.#I think I'll see if an extra pill causes it to stop. Nerve pain isn't something OTC painkillers can fix so I don't bother.#The pain is more distracting than diabolical because I'm used to that shit but it's not nice either.

I have to relearn very basic file stuff for Rain World level editing because I put it on hold for so long that I have forgotten most of it, but I remember how much I thoroughly enjoyed it the first time I started with it.

I never showed off any of concept rooms I did, which is a shame...

#I know at some point I wrote down a bulletpoint list of questions for myself re; Lediting file pathing.#It was intended so that I would be prompted to relearn specific things and then write the exact answer so future me wouldn't be lost.#Very forward-thinking of myself really. So I know I won't be completely fucked going forward.#Rain World is a really special game to me.

I've realised I never really talk about my interests much, I think. Competitive Pokémon is one of them and I've been having a ton of fun with it as of late.

Really did not really process how truly bent out of shape I was over the like, live-service seasonal model stuff I was unable to keep up with in regards to D2 until I was playing Pokémon the other day and realising I didn't feel looming dread about not putting the time into the other game. Very much this sense of "You mean I can have other hobbies... and not feel anxiety?"

Like... it's kind of nutty how much I am my own worst enemy, in regards of stressing myself out so bad I stop being able to keep up with literally anything and end up making that worse too.

#I'm wondering how much my sense of 'oh this wastes time I can't do that' ties into this.#I don't think I've had a good relationship with deadlines even once in my life. It was one of the reasons I only did one year of college.

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i just unzip my cloaca and let the posts gush out of me

#And this sure is. one of them...#queue.#fave

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casual pokemon player meme: I would like to have sex with this animal

competitive pokemon player meme: Bro thought he could switch his 252 Spe Borgulon into 252 SpAtk Choice Codpiece 2x Funny Dance STAB Mega Booboobus Peerless Tsunami 💀

motherfucker-unlimited

minttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

uwuppa

nyawave

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Pokemon is the only community where the competitive crowd is funnier than the casual one

nightingem

this is the top post of all time on r/stunfisk (the competitive pokemon subreddit) and is has been a running joke for so long. sometimes i reference it and forget and have to explain it.

oh and one of the absolute ogs.

gonna put a few of my fav stinkposts on here too also.

#I think of the fake Magic Guards constantly.#FAVE #Pokémon #long post

Watched "The Most Dangerous Game (1932)" last night. It is clearly a thoroughly tormented victim of budget cuts and everyone but the dude playing Zaroff have a bit of a "school play" acting feel going on, but I liked the film a lot overall.

In summary: "Dated melodrama shot with no breathing room that creates and keeps suspense in spite of its shortcomings. Really worth watching."

#Discovered that this film is uploaded in its entirety to its respective wikipedia page.#Remarkable how I wouldn't be caught dead watching something I've been meaning to watch but coming across something at random is just right.

Was sorting through Pokémon HOME and found out the original trainer of this Grookey is called tboy swag. Made me smile wide as fuck I can't lie.

#Didn't know this little grass monkey was so based...#Pokémon #HOME fateful encounter starters have 15 IVs and their hidden ability so they're of very respectable quality.#I'll bring it with me to raise.

Hoverfly larva, very cutes.

Dasysyrphus albostriatus (?)

#Spent a while trying to ID it because my rule with bugs is I feed them to my plants if they're invasive.#Gave it the jar habitat in the meantime.#insects #video #I might keep it until it pupates. They're good pollinators that get mistaken for wasps.#ask to tag.#It's in some topsoil with springtails at the moment because in my house it's as good as aphids.#I'm keeping an eye on it.

Image that is yummy foods for a Wolp. 🖤

yay 💙💙💙

#my image collection grows :)#MWAH ! love you ...#answered #unsaelig

Camerupt and Glalie being my favourite Ground and Ice Types respectively is such a pitiful statement because they're both so mid, but I just really like them...

When I was a kid I only really had access to the Gen 4 games and I didn't have the information to do swarm or PokéRadar stuff, so any glimpse of Gen 3 Pokémon always made me pog out—and part of the reason I played Battle Factory so much despite being bad at it was just so I could see Gen 3 Pokémon. They hold a special place in my heart because of that fascination I had with them.

#I challenged myself to put together a Mega Glalie and Mega Camerupt team for Champions.#I'm done with the Glalie team and I'm actually very confident in it but Camerupt is giving me some trouble—#—because I'm not comfortable with Trick Room at all. Very little experience with it.#I'm very excited to try the Glalie team.#It uses a Froslass as a backup Mega but I think it's a bit of fun misdirection to bring her out alongside Glalie.#The main issue with Glalie is that it cannot set-up; Mega-Evolving IS the set-up because of Refrigerate.#And I want to delay the Mega for as long as possible because of Inner Focus; my Glalie is purely a physical attacker.#If I can pull off Refrigerate Explosion none of you are going to hear the end of it.#Pokémon #I've been getting back into Pokémon again this past year and since I no longer have a time-sensitive video game to play I am not stressed—#—about enjoying other stuff. So let us discuss battle animals...

Mutuals with Legends: Z-A and Pokémon HOME, would one of you be so kind as to help me evolve my Shiny Numel ... she can only be traded to Z-A which I do not have, so I can't evolve her myself.

#She's already Lv.30 and should evolve at Lv.33.#Doesn't have to be done right this second or anything but I do want to put together a Mega Camerupt team in Champions.

diabloii

no more puppy girls or puppy boys or cat girls or cat boys you have to start picking new animals and be adults heres an acceptable list of pickings

• velociraptor woman

• mantis woman

• boar woman

• oyster man

• seagull man

• humpback whale man idk why im putting all the men at the ocean

#fave #queue.

spookberry

lowkey kinda hate how all the pride flags are just stripes, can we get some shapes up in here pls

schnuffel-danny

OK bisexual (czech)

spookberry

Hell yeah 🤙

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Biczechual

#CZ mention 🇨🇿🔥🔥🔥❗️#fave #Really like this post. Biczechual...

blackwaxidol

Hm. Do you think this is enough leaves for a Venus Flytrap?

blackwaxidol

For reference this is how it looked in February when I got it...

Dionaea muscipula is a very cool plant, I think.

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June 7 2026 update, 11 months since the initial post. Newer traps—like the half-closed one on the far right—are almost the length of my thumb.

#The trapless leaf at the bottom... I closed the curtain and beheaded it by accident when it was still growing...#There's no need to remove a leaf in this kind of incident since it will photosynthesise just fine.#And so the leaf has lived long enough to start dying as expected.#plants

The final boss of "dense, leafy plants & my fear of parasites/infestations" for me will be when it's finally time to buy my mother a new Pothos to replace the 3m long abomination that festered for years atop the living room cabinet, dead at the centre and desperately burning itself out crawling to find new soil.

I took pictures at the time when we untangled it in 2022, will try to find and show that off separately because it was genuinely appalling.

#Part of the reason I love shears so much is because I spent years begging her to prune literally any of those bastard plants.#It's very soothing.#The Pothos topic came up when my mother looked at the new soil and noticed it suited Pothos also.

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