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Blaine Spade-Moodboard

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Who allowed you to get so big and tall?

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Well technically you and dad did.

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You’ll always be my little baby even though you’re not so little anymore.

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Yeah, not so much.

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They wren’t around you and your brother enough to separate you both and figure out which was which.

Blaine, it’s true.

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Sadly.

Okay I believe you.

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March is a good month. Honestly it was easy to tell you two apart. Blake always had a hat on and acted ghetto.

Blaine you’re my first, well not first baby but you’re my oldest baby - you get what i’m saying you were mine first and i’d never get tired of you.

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It's not bad.  Well then teachers and everyone we went to school with were pretty blind.

Well if you say so I guess I gotta believe you.

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I think we can keep it up till March to be honest. You both look a like but have such different personalities. I guess that’s what makes you twins.

You never would be, hun.

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Why not?  Yeah, it sucked when people used to mistake me for Blake.  That was never fun.

If you say so.

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He doesn’t do it unless there’s something in return for him. I don’t know how you two are twins sometimes.

I know and i’m glad.

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Unless you bribed him the Christmas stuff will survive another day.  I still ask myself that question.

Good, I'd hate to be a nuisance.

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I know i’m just saying that I really…really don’t want him to touch anything.

Well I have you, Blaine. I know I can count on you.

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It's Blake, he won't actually do anything productive or helpful willingly so I think you're safe there.

You'll always have me.

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One thing I  hate about bed rest is that I don’t trust Blake to put all the Christmas decorations away. 

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There are more of us in this house than Blake.

I wouldn't trust him either.

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You’re my little baby of course. All of you minus DJ look like me, now you’re like my carbon copy. Jesus, I haven’t had a kid look so much like someone since Josh was born and he looked like grandpa. WELL THIS IS REALLY OVERWHELMING AND IM SO HAPPY BUT MY BABY’S NOT A BABY.

No, no you have not. I will kept you forever if that’s alright. 

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Well Sam used to look a hell of a lot like Dad so I guess it's your turn now.  Josh still looks like Grandpa.  What can we say, we got good genes.  Papa, breathe, it's okay.

I'm a terrible liar anyways.  It's alright by me.

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You were adorable back then, please. You look even more like me how is that possible. Stop growing up and becoming a handsome young man. It’s upsetting me.

You’re lying to me. This isn’t real. Are you really?

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You would call it adorable.  I don't even know, but it happened, I hope you're okay with it.  You sound like Dad.

When have I ever lied to you?  Yep, I'll be here as long as you'll have me.

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That different? I barely recognized you! You’re so…tall now and…not little…

It’s been so long, Blaine. Oh my god I can’t believe you’re even here right now. 

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Yeah, I'm not that awkward little kid anymore.  Sorry about that Papa.

Well you better believe it, because I'm here for a while now.

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Oh my god..Blaine? Is that…Oh my little baby..

Oh my god look at you…you’re not so little anymore…

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Yeah, it's me.  I really don't look that different, do I?

Hi Papa.

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The house hasn’t been this full in forever…it’s weird.

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Well it's about to get fuller.

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No…No it’s your life Blaine…I can’t tell you what to do. You’re 18. Don’t be sorry, baby. I uh..I hear your dad calling.

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Papa...

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Oh well….uhm, that’s..that’s good Blaine. and uh…Wow, uh. Just be careful okay?

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I mean, if you don't want me to I don't have to... I'm sorry.

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The…T-The army? I uhm…What made you…want to do that..

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Yeah... I don't even know, I guess I've always kinda wanted to ever since I was little.