The Black Page: Music and (Possibly) Writing @blakpgbyme - Tumblr Blog

1. Singing in a soprano range (aka anything above middle C) in voice class makes me dysphoric

2. Wearing shoes that are less than a size 9 (or just shoes that make my feet look small) make me extremely dysphoric

3. Yelling and talking loud at all (cause my voice gets pitchy) makes me extremely dysphoric

4. Hanging around boys or girls makes me extremely dysphoric

5. Wearing anything tight or form fitting makes me dysphoric

(Will continue later)

winter hush.

shimmering, shivering in the cold In the light of the street Fog covers it, like your hat and hoodie and hair over your eyes poetic without a purpose, holding passion before it slips between my fingers and I lose it again I don't want to lose you But I suppose it's too late for desire too late to speak too late for fantasy and good ideas I wish we spoke more often I wish you were my person I wish writing didn't make me feel so uncomfortable Make me think so much I wish I understood my understanding of anything really; My memory is in shambles- I don't like talking of darkness anymore- We don't talk anymore When will things get better? When will the beautiful chords line up with the imagery they create? Something's just not right I miss you Talking to you (When did we really talk?) I miss you

#I hope you never see this

tastefullyoffensive

dreaming

Brian Eno while you sleep The 1975 while we dance Lights all over the walls It's 12 o clock I notice you noticing me And there's no place I'd rather be Short sentences, or none at all Creating a wedding between the unwed Lost in your lines Because I want to cross all of them

#someone make me feel again #me

http-lovecore

she said I’d been, romanticizing heroin 👽

resident-cat-expert

Playing Pokemon Go on my college campus is an absolutely surreal experience. Hundreds (I’m not exaggerating) of grown ass adults, walking around at 1am with their phones out, all completely confident in the knowledge that they are participating in a group activity. The corroboration is effortless. A dozen Pokestops with activated lures lit up the area with a drizzle of flower petals. Shouts of “I got it!” and “Yeah team ____!” filled the air. A group of people passing by you in the opposite direction would excitedly tell you where all the coolest Pokémon were. “There’s a growlithe up by Parker Hall!” A couple would race by to try and catch a scyther before their phones died. It’s just so pure and innocent and magical.

But perhaps the best part of all is when my mother called me, from many states away, to tell me about how my autistic sister voluntarily left the house to walk around and catch Pokémon.

demonzee

ønly skeleton bones remain | ig:demon.zee

I only think about happiness And how I'm not

hann-the-mann

lanky lil babe awh

with-practice

LIT!

axel-d0rland0

finafuckingly

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alright I’m moving

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#streams of consciousness #writing

Jamaicans

Damaul And George

#april 4 2015

ohyeselifresh

Still working on myself, for myself.

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so i wanted to make a collection of things for personal reference and i figured i’d just make it into a masterpost bc maybe some other people could use it so yeah (please ignore the shitty little “graphic” thing i rushed im sorry)

for trans men: making boxers pad friendly foods to eat for pre t trans guys on binding tips on passing more binding tips how to talk with a deeper voice packing tips more packing tips masculine contouring

for trans women: foods to eat for pre e trans girls tucking tips breast forms, lingerie, panties cheap, good quality makeup more high quality makeup (has good sales pretty often) passing tips finding clothes that fit finding a bra breast forms

in general: transgender suicide hotline coping with dysphoria coming out choosing a name

so yeah that’s pretty much all i have but if you’ve got any additional things to add, please feel free to put them on here !