A lot has changed since I last spoke to you. I finally broke up and left that horrible man I was with. Through all the lying and cheating I am free. I didn’t think I would be strong enough to do it but I did and I’m free. I broke up with him June 13, 2025, and might I say it is the best thing I’ve done for myself in years. I slowly started stepping into myself and getting better! I did have a few bumps in the road and ended up relapsing with SH it is what it is. I did what I had to do and it’s over now. I don’t ever want to feel that way it let anyone ever make me feel like that again. A gentleman came into my life in September. A mutual friend of mine including being my friend’s ex-boyfriend. As time went on things between him and I began to escalate. We kept sharing all these personal moments and eventually we kissed. I know I sound like a horrible friend but let me explain. It happened on the week of Halloween. We had all been spending a lot of time together and his ex-girlfriend (my friend) and my other friend had been treating him like a lap dog. Not just that but just straight mean and demanding as fuck. Obviously, I felt bad no one deserves to be treated like that. Well anyways that behavior continued and escalated. So the week of Halloween he was drinking at Dish and we all were. As soon as I walked through the door he leaped out of his seat and gave me the biggest hug. Literally picked me up and spun me around. I was very took back and shocked by this. As the night progressed I started drinking and got a very strong buzz going. However, the costume he was wearing was a long Jesus robe, so when he stood up he got caught on the chair and fell. Unfortunately, the owner of Dish was there and saw it happened and banned him for the night because he thought he was too drunk to stand. So him and his brother go to the car to do ❄️ and me and my friend step outside to look for our other friend (his ex/my friend). Her and I walk across the street because he waved us over but says, “oh no I meant just Gabe.” So I get in the back seat while my other friend pulls up and the two of them go back inside. As I’m in the back seat him and his brother talk and they start beefing so his brother goes inside and me and him start talking about a bunch of stuff. He then progresses into him finding me attractive and that he doesn’t care that I’m a guy (the kicker is that he’s assumed he was straight his entire life… until I showed up, as you can see this isn’t gonna end well) so we talk more and I’m like, “ hey I love you but I gotta pee before I turn the backseat into an ocean. So as I’m about to get out the car he says, “wait.” He then leans back and grabs my head and tries to kiss me Spider-Man style but misses. I was just like, “oh.” So I go inside and pee and his brother is all like, “he cares so much about you he talks about you all the time.” I was just shocked and surprised. I go to return to the car and he’s outside on the sidewalk acting a fool. On the sidewalk he tried to kiss me again and I told him we couldn’t because he’s my friend’s ex boyfriend and he seemed upset. Anyways, some time passed and we went back to the house and he rode with me back. We get there and everything is going well and then he leans in to kiss me again. At this point I’m drunk as fuck so I say fuck it we ball and just kiss him back. Then time passes and things keep escalating with him and obviously you can guess where this is going. (No I did not fully sleep with him although I was right about to) Anyways, at a party one night I confronted him about how he felt and moral of the story that did not end well for either of us and we tried making it work later on just as friends but I couldn’t handle it. Flash forward to February 28, 2026 he is blocked and the two friends are also going to be blocked because they acting shady as hell. Anyways, that’s my update I love y’all and goodbye! 💕
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