Anonymuncle

Talking into the air to breathe better

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It doesn’t matter how old we are, whether we’re kids playing pretend or adults giving advice, we will always be together.

Bonded.

Our allegiances lie with one another.

No one will ever know what I’ve been through more than you, because you were right there with me.

There’s something about growing up with someone- holding their hand through Hell- that bonds you for life.

We couldn’t part ways, even if we tried.

I’m a part of you, as you are of me.

There is no stronger love than that of sisters who’ve fought the world together.

We’ve got each other, and that’s why I know everything will be alright.

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We were just right enough to be right, but just wrong enough to be wrong.

I didn’t know that was a thing that could happen.

I thought every connection I’d make would lead somewhere further.

But we did go somewhere, it just wasn’t far.

I still remember how you would make me laugh.

And it still stings to remember that this is where I have you: in my memories.

We were enough to be something, but something wasn’t enough.

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I’m lonely, I want company. But I know I shouldn’t have any right now. I should be alone, just to remember how to be.

I’ve gone without someone before. You have been alone your entire life until you meet your first love. But it isn’t being ‘alone’ then, it is just being with yourself.

Now it’s different, and I can’t remember how to go back. This loneliness is deafening, it’s heavy and relentless.

I want company. But I know I shouldn’t fill this void with getting-to-know-you conversation. It’d just be noise, because I’m not ready.

But I want to be, because I’m lonely.