Blister In My Sun

"Live as if you’d drop dead in ten seconds. See the world. It’s more fantastic than any dream made or paid for in factories." -Ray Bradbury, Fahrenheit 451 22 Tx. And How Are You?

[genterie]

[blisterinmysun]

So we broke into the bitchs’ house so we can take pictures and it was exactly as we expected. It looked fucked up, tape to cover up holes she made in walls, and broken furniture... what’s really fucked up is that you were the one who kept saying “we should go, we should go NOW, we’ll just come back later...” can you imagine that? Of all people it was me keeping us there so I could get more proof... and then a light down the hallway turned off. NOW we should go... we finally got to the door and at this point my heart is POUNDING and I see you fucking with the doorknob and we hear the gun cock, I really wanna tell you to RUN but then came the gun shot.

[soul-vintage-deactivated2019031]

[mohsaics]

[mou-comics]

[lonequixote]

[heaveninawildflower]

[fightingborderline]

I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

[wildsunshine]

[thebootydiaries]

[binches-deactivated20220521]

[whiny-sugar-glider]

BBC Planet Earth II

[capacity]

She tried it

[d-e-l-ete-d-deactivated20181014]

[blisterinmysun]

It’s been quite sometime since I’ve felt so out of it. Falling into a funk but nothing to help me guide my way out of it. Sometimes it simply gets the better of me. That darkness that clouds my mind to the point where I see nothing, not even my hands in front of my face. Sometimes if you breathe it in too much you feel your chest so tight - that you wish and you wish and all you want is someone to say it’s okay, just stay here. Just fall asleep. You don’t need this: The stress. The busyness, the anxiety, the pressure, the workload. The glances and paranoia. And as much as you want to give in, you can’t. Because it really is just you. Just me. Just myself with my clouded brain wanting the deep fresh air of relief and you simply cannot find it.

[blisterinmysun]

Pretty much just bullshit

[blisterinmysun]

I miss my best friend living nearby

Texas—> ND is wayyy too fucking far :(

[blisterinmysun]

I JUST want to have a nice night together before I don’t get to fucking see u when I want anymore

[blisterinmysun]

Just one of those days