Even when it’s difficult....
Just finished a quick writing about something that just happened. It was very light hearted, but this line made me think.
Even when it’s difficult….
i have said many times, to myself, in discussions, and to Him too, that in my opinion, submission only really shows itself in the times when we find it most difficult.
That makes me think of that Mohammed Ali quote, where they asked him how many crunches he could do. He said something like ‘’I only count them when they start to hurt, because those are the only ones that matter’’ (that is most likely not an exact quote, i am typing it simply from memory).
Submission (to me) is like that.
It’s very easy to submit sexually. It is very easy to be dominated in the bedroom.
Not a challenge at all, lol.
God, please, do whatever the heck You want to me, and i will never raise an objection! Lol.
And in day to day stuff, still pretty easy to do. Because i am HIS slave and HIS submissive. So i am hardwired to want to please Him, to crave to do as i am told by Him.
But i am also a woman in her forties, who has a very strong mind, and on occasion, VERY strong opinions.
As that splendid Man knows all too well. And that is ok. He never wanted a weak, mindless puppet who just said yes to everything without a thought in her head.
So, yes, there are times when it is a challenge, when my own mind screams ‘’get stuffed, i’m not doing that!!’’ (lol, sorry Master, but well, y’know…..) Ok, maybe not as strongly as that, haha, i do like to exaggerate for effect sometimes.
i am also quite sure that being a Dom isn’t always easy. Taking so much on. Being the one that makes all the decisions, etc.
Again, in the bedroom? Yeah, easy peasie, i am sure.
And being a Master is probably even more challenging sometimes.
my Master takes on a lot of responsibility for me, His submissive slave.
He doesn’t just sit there barking orders and thinking of new ways to get me to do things for Him.
And i wouldn’t be anywhere near that kind of guy, to be fair.
It can be challenging for both sides.
But the rewards? i can only speak for myself on this one, but oh my…..the rewards.
It is a stunning way to live. To finally be who i was always meant to be.
To submit to, and serve an astounding Man. One that makes me swoon.
One that i admire, respect and trust more than anyone else at any other point in my life.
Nothing worth having always comes easy. Easy is for losers!
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