[blkness]

I call her the devil because she makes me want to sin. Every time she knocks I can’t help but let her in.

[schwin6-blog]

[blkness]

[perriaeyjeve]

[theyliveandtheydream]

[mstgsmy66]

[blkness]

She was my fish. In my sea.

[blkness]

I dissociate as a meditative pastime

[blood-drunken]

I destroy and betray myself for things I barely remember

[warmfuzzyphoto]

[girlxgun]

Loneliness in the summer is more intense. The nice weather makes me wish for adventures with someone, especially at night.

[udrug]

[shadowsrunning]

[chelsamander]

[blkness]

I awoke disassembled within my box.

Trying to piece myself together, following the instructions I thought we wrote.

Struggling to interpret the directions.

The order.

The process.

Mired by memories of incongruence, incompatibilities, inconsistencies, idiosyncrasies, insurmountable anomalies

This bit wont fit.

Those sections lack connections.

These edges are too sharp and dark.

In this box my parts remain.

How I loathe being accustomed to this grave.

To be what I once was - this is all I crave.

[celestialpurge]

Cybill Shepherd , The Last Picture Show - 1971

[gothredy]