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2025: Switching Lenses
2025 was a fairly mediocre year for me.No big plot twists. No dramatic challenges to overcome. It was simply a year I had to live through. But what I appreciate most about it is… I stopped just breathing to survive. I began to understand that not every moment needs fireworks or loud cheers to keep me going. Sometimes, motivation doesn’t arrive with applause. Sometimes, it’s quiet. You just have…
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Pagod...
Nakakapagod. Nakakapagod mabuhay at hanapin ang dahlian kung bakit mo kailangan magpatuloy. Nakakapagod gumising sa umaga at kumbinsihin ang sariling magpasalamat sa Itaas dahil nabiyayaan ka na naman ng isang pagsikat ng araw. Nakakapagod humarap sa salamin… mag-ayos… at isantabi ang bigat ng buo mong pagkatao para hindi mahalata ng iba na ubos na ubos ka na. Nakakapagod magpanggap na ayos…
2024: Life is unending cycle of destruction and recreation.
Ouroboros (snake devouring its tail)In Jungian psychology, the ouroboros symbolizes the continuous cycle of self-destruction and self-regeneration. It represents the integration of opposites within the self, such as light and dark, leading to personal growth and wholeness. Waaaaaaaaahhhhhh! 2024 has finally come to an end. Honestly, it wasn’t a great ride. At the start of the year, I had to make…
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Thoughts 7/14/24
Minsan napapaisip ako… Hanggang kailan ba kayang ilaban ang pangarap. Yung tipong kahit gusto mo naman talaga ang ginagawa mo pero habang tumatagal ipinapamukha lang ng mga sitwasyon na hindi ka naman talaga bagay sa pangarap na inilalaban at pinipili mo. Minsan mapapaisip ka na lang kung nagsasayang ka na lang ba ng oras at kung kaya mo pa bang lumaban. Minsan kwini-kwestiyon mo na lang ang…
Thoughts 0325
Recently, I don’t feel like I’m being myself. Even in simple interactions, like responding to someone or just smiling at them, it feels like there’s a different person inside me. This got me thinking, what exactly happened? What triggered this change? I keep replaying recent events in my mind, and I didn’t see this coming. It feels like people are starting to distance themselves from me… or…
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Midnight Thought #1
Decided to upload my personal notes because they had been sitting on my phone for quite some time. ;)
Why do people who choose to stay, always end up alone? Ang ironic ng buhay, right? A lot of people will judge you if tough and emotionless ka. They will tell you, “Grabe ang tigas naman ng puso mo!” “Grabe, para ýun lang di marunong magpatawad. Kala mo kung sino!” But if you play a victim, ija-judge naman nila yung kaartehan mo. Na nagpapaawa ka lang. Minsan ang hirap rin lumugar sa mundo…
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Rewind to 2021: Taking a Solitary Ride
Rewind to 2021: Taking a Solitary Ride
It’s been a long time! I haven’t written anything in ages… In fact, I had no entries in this sanctuary for the entire year of 2021. Looking back, I guess I don’t have any extravagant memories or depressive rants to share. It’s just a year of survival – doing various freelance jobs, recovering from Covid19, returning to a regular job, and continuing the journey. 2021 is like getting on a long…
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2021: May things go smoothly
2021: May things go smoothly
I’ve never been in this platform for so long. Understandable… I have nothing to write. For these past months, the whole world id dealing with the effects of the Global Pandemic – whether in health, economy and other sector. To be honest, when the first news about COVID19 brought up, I’m not in panic. I thought it will just lats for a month. I’m actually looking forward for a month of…
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Thoughts 11/16/2020: I need to take a detour
Thoughts 11/16/2020: I need to take a detour
It’s been 7 months after the lockdown, and here we are… still experiencing the aftermath of pandemic. A lot of businesses closed. Unemployment increases. Projects were being postpone and some were already cancelled.
I’m part of event/creative industry. Of course, these past months, we are crippled by the situation. Everyone is shifting in digital events, but honestly the return is not as huge…
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Thought 8/9/2020
Why living has been this hard?
I just want to live, to sail smoothly in a calm water but why do I always need to crawl, get drown and struggle? Why do people think I do not care a bit where in fact I am losing everything just to provide to their needs? Why I always need to stand alone, carrying them in my back? Why they can’t see & feel? There were times that I just need to shut myself because…
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Thoughts 04/10/2020
Hmmm…
I just want to feel this moment. After so long, I am writing again. Although I’m still thinking of some ideas for my next literary piece. I’m just glad that I’ve build a little pile of courage to go back in writing.
The world now is on quarantine. I am one of those lucky individuals who are allowed to work from home, still getting paid. I used some of my recess time to watch dramas…
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Thoughts 02/07/2020
It’s so heartbreaking. I was about to write good things about myself for an important matter but I couldn’t write at all. I was thinking, “Did I forget all the things that I am good at?” or I just realized that I’m not the good and smart person that I pretended to be.
I am so disappointed in myself. I began to think about the worst situation that will happen again. “What if I failed?” Another…
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2019: A long walk in the desert.
2019: A long walk in the desert.
My feet get tired easily… My body was not fit like an athlete… My mind was uneasy not getting what it always wanted… It seems that I already forgot how to fire up my freezing soul…
But you know what surprises me the most, I learned to let go this year. I learned that sometimes “it’s okay not to be okay”. No one will judge you. I learned to free up my mind from the things that will cause pain to…
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I miss my mom…
It’s my special day today but I haven’t received any greetings. 😭
It’s kinda sad but I guess I shouldn’t expect anything from anyone. At least I do have a job to keep me busy today.
🙂 Keep smiling 🙂
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