Fartmcballs

Your devoted, decomposing, bloodied bride~

[bloodsoaked-bride]

My about me

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Age: 18<3

Single,mono,pan(?)

I am female and have no preference in pronouns at the moment so you can just use she/her

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I am diagnosed with major depressive disorder, autism, generalized anxiety ,add, and potentially a currently unspecified mood disorder (it’s a guess at what’s wrong with me by my therapist and psychologist) (I feel like there’s potentially other things going on in my mind that are untreated but do not care enough rn to ask for help)

My likes are: Animals and caring for them, clingy people, my bed, most black metal subgenres, $h, milk chocolate,the ocean/ any natural body of water, spicy food, horror, demon slayer, art, dsbm, reading, swimming and being a horny weirdo in a consentual and mutual way

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Dislikes: cheaters, people who fetishize obsessive people, seeing the people/ pets I love getting hurt, hot days, myself, short term relationships, weird textures in food, P3dos/ that kinda that sorta thing

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I prefer the people that dm me AT LEAST be like idk 16 and for anything romantic (which you shouldn’t expect as I don’t really typically feel comfortable enough to love someone but when I do I get VERY passionate to say the least) be more close to my age by like a year or two.

If you ever need someone to talk to I don’t usually get uncomfortable and I’m pretty friendly so either ask to or just dm me!

yan type(s): the soulmate, the nurturer, self harm, semi aware.

𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾!

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[bloodsoaked-bride]

Fuck I can’t continue like this, I’m so tired. I admit I’m jealous. I’m jealous of everyone who found someone they can adore and be adored by. Or to even just connect with and be seen for who they are. I feel like my body and my brain aren’t parts of the same machine. I want someone to not see what I present as or atleast what I think I present as at first. I wanna have one person to have as my own.

I’ve been thinking about planning how to end it or prepare the few people I love for when I’m gone. I probably won’t as I have no energy or money to buy such supplies but regardless it’s been lurking in my mind. Nothing satisfies me anymore. My craving has gone unanswered for so so long. I have no motivation to be myself.

[bloodsoaked-bride]

Are you an organ trafficker ? Cause your profile just stole my heart !!

(May I please dm you ^^)

That’s real sweet thank you! And that was funny too lol!! Lately I’ve been trying to be a little more selective with who I talk to because I’ve been having pretty bad social anxiety so I might not respond quickly but you’re welcome to talk with me!!

[the1truegod]

[bloodsoaked-bride]

I really miss caring for someone-_- my love language/ way of socializing has always been attempting to care for others when they are ok with it/need it. I don’t feel happy so I want as many people (that are not assholes) as possible to be happy or atleast feel a little less alone. That includes animals obviously i LOVE them!!!

[bloodsoaked-bride]

I really like your blog. I dont think youre cringe. also absolutely love "fartmcballs". 🦇🖤

thanks sweetheart that means a lot! I still think it seems a little dumb but knowing you think it’s cool makes me feel a lil better!!! And thank you hehe I go by a plethora of “unique” names and aliases. I am a woman of mystery 😼

[bloodsoaked-bride]

I feel so cringe whenever I yan post ugh. I wanna delete everything on my acc when i look through my posts

[bloodsoaked-bride]

I like a little bit of a game when I think about romance, teasing, maybe trying to see who can stalk or keep track of the other the most. It’s so cute to imagine it makes me blush!!!!

[bloodsoaked-bride]

I like to daydream someday someone will find me interesting first and actually initiate interactions with me. I don’t mind making the first move usually but it is such a flattering thought that I was chosen to be their companion❤️‍🩹

[bloodsoaked-bride]

I’m your man by Leonard Cohen turns me on I’m tired of hiding it, it’s one of the most romantic and flustering songs ever

[opalinesoul]

[suicim]

what would it take for someone to find me, to say that im only theirs.

[momkiss]

i feel a lot of people in online relationships treat it as inherently temporary. and i think that's why i don't really take people seriously. to me, the only temporary part is the long distance. i want a full future. i want to visit, then live together and get married. i want a life with them. the online barrier is just a first step, not a forever thing. i'm always the one pursuing more and it's tiring. i don't want to be a temporary blip in someone's life. i want to be everything.

[bloodsoaked-bride]

As long as they’re my beloved it doesn’t matter how far they are<333

[momkiss]

──ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ crack me open and love the most disgusting parts of me.

[bloodsoaked-bride]

ty for the spam hehe

Hehe np hun!!! That anon you got gave me secondhand embarrassment so I had to double check what that guy said😭😭

[bloodsoaked-bride]

There’s enough sweat under my boobs to lube a elephants asshole someone shoot me I hate summer

[bloodsoaked-bride]

hey , your loooong post really hit home for me . parts of it .. i read the whole thing . you know who i am :3 lol there 's a song called The Secret Life of Me (by Waterparks) that i really relate to because it 's about feeling like you 're running out of time . like .. i want to be able to do what i want and feel what i want , and live as many lives as i want , so i don 't have to be tethered to all the bad emotions i feel and misfortune i experience . right ?! that 's why i have my blog in the first place . i can 't be the person you 're looking for , but i care about you and i 'm watching over you .. i 'm glad you 're my friend , and i hope you find your special person sooner rather than later . ^_^

I’ll deff listen to it sweetheart thank you!! And you are the kind of person I’ve been looking for just not in that way I think, you’re a kind, affectionate, and empathetic guy and you’re really cute so you’re the kinda friend or person I’d wanna hang out with!!! Idk if you’ve found your person yet but I hope you find yours hun. I’m sorry you relate to me I’m always here if you feel that icky loneliness angel!!!