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fuck it HAPPY BIRTHDAY HATTORI
been thinking about this for a while, but i feel there's no other way for me.
this blog will be put on HIATUS until the beginning of september .
explanation under the cut for those who are interested, i'm sorry and thank you for dealing w/ me so far.
sorry for being annoying today, change of meds in the making until i get new ones on thursday.
anyway, anyone'd be interested to read a kakucci thread? kinda not sure if it'd be worth the effort
and here's the lovely hai, oc of the lovely @clanofd 🩷
got some free time at the clinic so ofc i had to draw my fave, THE GOAT VICHI 🩷 @willofd you cooked with them so bad
lucci had been taken by the government when he was 2 years old after they MURDERED his parents, and four years later they started training him. despite his young age, lucci was quick to learn and became ruthless sooner than anyone anticipated. he took his first live at the age of 10, and he didn't show any signs of emotional distress. that alone was unsettling, but the government saw great potential in it. these were the perfect conditions to turn him into an obedient WEAPON with no remorse.
his training continued, successful in every way yet revealing the true DANGER of the child they had shaped. he learned techniques way above his level, grew stronger and smarter far faster than any of them expected. by the age of 13 he was already a fully trained agent, even surpassing most of his seniors.
it was TERRIFYING, so the government made sure lucci would never stray from their path and knew that he BELONGED to them. after the boy returned from a mission they led him not to his quarters as usual but into an empty room, with tools on the table and not much else. without warning three men held him down, pressing him into the floor as the fourth removed his shirt and brought a flaming hot branding iron onto his back, leaving the mark of the world government FOREVER on his young skin.
that was the first time lucci SCREAMED. after that, he was silent, not even shedding a tear, not screaming curses, not anything else.
after all, he saw himself not as a human, but as a TOOL belonging to them anyway. the smell of BURNT SKIN didn't leave his nose for weeks, his back hurt like hell making him unable to sleep or shower for days and the worst of it all? he didn't seem to care.
because there was no reaction to it other than ACCEPTANCE.
hattori wept in his stead for days.
the official version of course was that they shot CANNONBALLS at lucci on his infamous mission where he killed 500 hostages, leading to him receiving this unusual mark on his back. they called it a sign, FATE even - and lucci neither confirmed nor denied it. the only thing that was true about this story was that he never flinched.
only JABRA knew of this, having been the only one old enough to realize what was going on and being close when it happened. he never told lucci this, wanting to spare the younger one the SHAME of his secret being exposed, but he did sneakily look out for him while he healed. just like lucci, jabra never really forgot what happened. after all these years the sight of his rival's back still made him feel SICK.
memories
tiny thing regarding activity here and over at @bloodiedsiilence
i haven't been really active here and i'm sorry. truth is, i've been in a terrible depression deep since 3 weeks and it's not really getting better.
this week i've started the program at a day clinic which will take roughly 8 weeks and even though it's been only 2 days so far i'm fucking exhausted. had many many talks to professionals (doctors, therapists, etc.) and it is harder than i thought. especially difficult due to social anxiety and 40+ new people to be thrown into, but all of them are genuinely nice and sweet (i'm yapping again, sorry).
they say the first two weeks will be the hardest so i might not do much or anything at all during this time. i apologize, also for annoying you with all the useless info about my shitty life, i'll try to avoid it in the future.
just wanted to let you know i'm not ignoring you, right now there's not an ounce of energy left in me to do replies, especially the longer ones. if i have some free time and energy i'll try to write tho, but i can't make any promises.
i hope you guys are having a good start in the new week. take care of yourselves, drink enough water and rest when you need to 💖
...but what else could i be besides a WEAPON? ever since the government betrayed them and tried to kill the former cp9 agents this question had been on his mind. because a weapon was all he was made to be. lucci never even thought about CHOOSING to be anything else, why would he? there really was no need for that, but here he was, and for the first time in his life he found himself to be FREE. no orders, no objections, no targets to eliminate - nothing. he could actually do whatever he wanted right now. it felt strange, but maybe iceburg was right. mybe he could be something else, something MORE than a tool. the ex-assassin let out a hum. ❝ thank you for the unprompted LIFE LESSON, iceburg. ❞ sarcasm was evident in his tone, yet it was far less than iceburg was used to. green eyes narrowed as his voice carried on, deeper in tone. ❝ as much as i appreciate your advice, i think you'd best save your pity for someone else. who says change is always for the BETTER? you haven't seen the worst of it all yet, just why are you so adamant to see the good in everyone? ❞ @bloodthiirst
arms fold over his chest as iceburg's lips turn down in a slight frown, more akin to a pout, really, than anything else. his dark lips then purse as the former cp9 agent goes on, shaking his head before he responds out loud.
"your sarcasm doesn't fool me, lucci. you can try to hide behind it, but it won't work. i know you know i'm right."
he steps towards the other man, head tilting up as he gets closer and is forced to look up at him, his frown staying even as he's nearly chest to chest with lucci, crowding his space in an attempt of intimidation. not that he wants to make lucci scared, but rather, he wants lucci to know that he's serious, and he's not going to be intimidated in turn.
"the world can be a brutal place, i know that. that's why i want to see the good in people- because no matter how bad the world gets, it doesn't have to be that way. i choose to see what good there is so we don't lose it."
he tilts his head slightly now, the frown once more turning to more of a pout, arms falling for a moment before he reaches up to brush a stray strand of hair from lucci's face.
"you'll find the world easier to live in if you do the same. i can't imagine the horrors you've been through, but if anything, you should see the good out there to spite the people who hurt you. exist in spite of them, be happy so prove them wrong."
weapons don't weep, but people aren't weapons. not to iceburg.
he let the mayor step closer without moving an inch. lucci kept staring at him, as ice cold and unreadable as ever, while iceburg kept talking about seeing the good in everyone. RIDICULOUS, but it fit the lilac-haired man's character so well that lucci had to stop himself from smirking.
that thought soon vanished as a calloused hand put his hair back in place. the ex-assassin's first instinct was to break his arm for that, but the longer the touch lingered, the NICER it actually felt. it was undeniable iceburg had his way with people, and lucci damned everything he knew for actually ENJOYING his presence.
still, he remained standing there, mere inches from the mayor and saying nothing. he was just letthing this closeness happen, baffled by the fact that iceburg felt at such PEACE with him nearby that he acted this way.
❝ this wouldn't be the most foolish thing you said, yet very close... ❞ lucci tilted iceburg's head up with the hand under his chin while his thumb found the other's lips, slightly smearing the lipstick.
❝ no wonder you became the mayor so easily, you know how to win people over with your HERO bullshit. ❞ he took a few steps back and created some distance, then brought his thumb to his own lips and licked off the remaining lipstick while keeping eye contact. his lips turned into a predatory grin.
❝ you can choose to see what you want, but it won't change the TRUTH . ❞
i don't remember why we first interacted, honestly. i wasn't a particularly huge fan of lucci at the time, but you changed that and now he's one of my fav characters.
but i stayed because you're one of the sweetest, funniest, coolest, most amazing people i've ever met, and i'm so lucky to call you my friend. rping or not, i'm so glad to have you in my life, and i wouldn't change anything about that. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
(sorry hun, i missed you posting this meme before!!!)
WHAT DREW YOU TO MY BLOG INITIALLY, AND WHAT, SO FAR, HAS MADE YOU STAY? // @clanofd
I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE MET YOU TOO CODY DAMN don't make me cry like that
Elbaf outfits for Lucci and Kaku
I was drawn to your blog because I saw you engaging with sena and cody and was looking to write with more op people and stayed because I loved your takes and think you're pretty cool. I really like having you on my dash and enjoy your enthusiasm for Cipher pol and thoughts on the characters
WHAT DREW YOU TO MY BLOG INITIALLY, AND WHAT, SO FAR, HAS MADE YOU STAY? // @resolutepath
i don't deserve your kindness charlie YOU ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART!! i often fear my yapping about cp9 and especially lucci might be annoying, but i'm glad you enjoy it! can't wait to write more with you
I admit I was hesitant at first to follow because I wasnt sure how I'd react to your muses BUT im glad I did because you have an amazing voice and you write magnificently plus you're a kind soul to see on dash <3
WHAT DREW YOU TO MY BLOG INITIALLY, AND WHAT, SO FAR, HAS MADE YOU STAY? // @sircrocodillian
rev stop you're making me cry ;~; i'm so glad i have met you here, your writing is a delight and you made me adore croc like i never thought i would. you're an amazing rper and even more amazing person, please never change!
this image has altered my brain chemistry fr
❝ WHEN WE'RE HERE, MURDER IS JUSTIFIED. ❞
"You don't have to be what they tell you to be, you know? You're not stuck. You can change." (From iceburg @galleylaco )
AND WEAPONS DON'T WEEP: STARTERS // @galleylaco
...but what else could i be besides a WEAPON? ever since the government betrayed them and tried to kill the former cp9 agents this question had been on his mind. because a weapon was all he was made to be. lucci never even thought about CHOOSING to be anything else, why would he? there really was no need for that, but here he was, and for the first time in his life he found himself to be FREE.
no orders, no objections, no targets to eliminate - nothing. he could actually do whatever he wanted right now. it felt strange, but maybe iceburg was right. mybe he could be something else, something MORE than a tool. the ex-assassin let out a hum.
❝ thank you for the unprompted LIFE LESSON, iceburg. ❞ sarcasm was evident in his tone, yet it was far less than iceburg was used to. green eyes narrowed as his voice carried on, deeper in tone.
❝ as much as i appreciate your advice, i think you'd best save your pity for someone else. who says change is always for the BETTER? you haven't seen the worst of it all yet, just why are you so adamant to see the good in everyone? ❞
