The Bloods Here! (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

British. I love Writing and Games. I Mostly post about anything that interests me. 

[toumii00]

Ff..f.f.ff.f….f…f.f.ff…..fangs…

[rocketbirdie]

uh huh. you sure about that?

[jack-of-blades]

Gaby Soto is a gift

Edit: I missed one!

[bloodyqueensknight]

I feel like i wasted my life following this path. I thought it would be good but guess what, male dominated! always looked over even when i worked hard. I give a badge to this fucker. (Been there 3 months and knew less than me, fucked the manger over a few time but still got invited back.) Fuck you Randam! fuck every manger that didn't see me plugging away, soloing my section! why they fucking burned and complained.

[bloodyqueensknight]

I don't deserve to be happy, Why would I? What have I done with myself, NOTHING. Playing chef in a mans world, Working three time as hard and still falling fucking short. I worked may ass off, Burned out, Came back got promoted and the fucking company shit itself. You know how many companies hire a woman in a High chef roll. Very little. GEt in the kitchen WOMAN. I did but you wont pay me.

[bloodyqueensknight]

I hate myself.

[bloodyqueensknight]

I'm tired, Tired of feeling this way. I just want to be happy.

[bloodyqueensknight]

Why am i talking on here, No one will see it. It'll be just dismissed as she's in a mood. I left a serve i loved because i was just making all the wrong choices. Getting told off, Getting mad when it should be just an irritation. Fighting with a friend. I need a big time out and to just put them all to one side, No one give a shit anyway, to busy with their own crap or stuff. I'll miss them but i'm not going back, If they want to play, they can hit me up or something. (Like anyone will see this looooooool)

[bloodyqueensknight]

I miss my brother so much. he's traped in his own head, And it killed me everytime i see him. I want my brother back

[bloodyqueensknight]

I wont bleed to death but i kinda wish I did.

[bloodyqueensknight]

god i want to stab, I want to bleed

[bloodyqueensknight]

Im not gonna brake anything but i want to hurt. It'd been maybe 8 years, since i did. Heh, Gess i get new scars

[bloodyqueensknight]

Is this my suffering to make them happy? I'll pay it. If i have to alone, as long as they are good, I'll be ok.

[bloodyqueensknight]

I just want, my mum and brother to be happy. I can't even provide it. I'm so broken.

[bloodyqueensknight]

my brother is disabled now, Pretty sure my mum is gonna die in a few years, What do i have. I'm fucking usless.

[bloodyqueensknight]

I'm drinking right now looooooool. I'm so messed up, Maybe I should just exit life, who give a fuck right.

[bloodyqueensknight]

Bugger my life, If I'm in a terrible mood or in pain, I need to stop interacting and not try to force it. I just makes enemies of friends when i do. fuck my life, I need a job again, I feel useless and i feel like i wasted so much time and I don't want to start over again. I'm pushing people away, I'm drinking, I didn't use too.