[bloodyysunday]

even a few days without you were hell.

now we know we need each other and fuck all the other noise.

[bloodyysunday]

can’t fucking believe i’m going back home. i can’t do anything right. always fucking up.

[bloodyysunday]

billie joe armstrong screaming “shut the fuck up” in let yourself go is him at me

[bloodyysunday]

once again, i can’t even fucking defend myself.

[bloodyysunday]

never thought in a million years would my own boyfriend invalidate me. over an arguement over a fucking situationship that ended over a year ago. kimber’s boo-hooing and practically guilt tripping is more valid than me being upset about that… that’s bonkers. absolutely fucking bonkers.

[bloodyysunday]

if kimber touches my man, i’m gonna fucking lose it.

[bloodyysunday]

you’re in his dm’s, he bought me red bottoms, gucci and made me squirt last night. 🤭

[bloodyysunday]

bruh, get the fuck away.

[bloodyysunday]

i love you.

[bloodyysunday]

i’m trying to enjoy paris with my man so you can fuck off. i’m gonna be the big person and not message you, but dude. he doesn’t want to see you. take a hint.

[bloodyysunday]

getting fucked in the bathroom during a wedding reception is new to me.

[bloodyysunday]

[bloodyysunday]

kicking my feet and twirling my hair. look at my man everyone. falling in love with my best friend was the best thing i’ve ever done.

[bloodyysunday]

maybe fight your best friend if that means fucking him.

[bloodyysunday]

dont fight with your best friend. :)

[bloodyysunday]

uncomfortable.

i made noah uncomfortable. he assured me that i didn’t. i even asked. it was a harmless joke.

on top of that, we had such a fun day. he bought me a ring at a flea market. something simple, no meaning. we had a mutual sexual comment again and the conversation spiraled. trying not to drink through this. just force myself to sleep. even if it was mutual, i made the inital comment. its gotta be one sided at this point.

time to cut myself loose.

[bloodyysunday]

lol!!!