breakup symphony

kaitlyn // 13 // ts4 // currently playing: allison legacy - gen 1 // sim requests: open

[bloomskii]

i’m sorry

im writing this to appologize for my actions, what i said was wrong and i am truly sorry for it and i never meant for it to hurt you the way it did. I really hope that we can put it behind us, i wish i could take it back and have a do over but only if thats what you would want. I know its no excuse but we all say  things we regret and I have changed. I'm so sorry for what i did and i hope one day you can forgive me. 

call it fake or whatever you want, but i am sorry, and i stand by everything i mentioned earlier. nothing can heal overnight, but i hope this is enough to start the healing proccess.

[bloomskii]

are you ok

nope. i figured i could log back in for a second, so ill answer this ask before i go. i had an absolute shit day. one of my first internet friends basically told me that she doesn't want me in her life anymore, which really fucking sucked because she was practically the sister i never had. now im sitting on my bedroom floor wishing i could just take my life, but my mom confiscated my razors (i usually cut with those) and now im sitting here thinking about what i could've possibly done wrong. im so lucky to have everything that i do, but i just wanted my best friend back, but of course she had to go say that she "won't take me back". i honestly feel so numb, physically and emotionally. i just don't understand how she could say that, especially when she knew i was dying inside a little bit every day that we didn't talk. i just don't see the point in continuing to live, so this is quite possibly my last day alive

[bloomskii]

i'm not coming back

this is too much, too many nights crying myself to sleep, too many hateful messages, too many people against me.

i am logging off, and never coming back here, this has become something i dread rather than something i am happy to do, and it's mentally exhausting

say whatever you want, i just probably won't see it.

im sorry, but this is what's best for me

[bloomskii]

well uh, anon(s) i hope you're happy

This was just going to be a simple hiatus, but I guess im not wanted in the community after all. I'll just grab my things and deactivate. Thanks for the love, but I'll just never be good enough

[bloomskii]

it really upsets me that you're pretending that you haven't done anything wrong. i've seen conversations. i've seen screenshots of you telling my friends to die. i've seen the wicked things you've said to people. i really hope you come to your senses and realize that you're harming so many innocent people, and in turn, harming yourself with the backlash. you and the other parties involved would be so much happier if you didn't pretend you did no wrong and own up to your mistakes and apologize..

[bloomskii]

please please please stop telling people to die its not ok, i really hope that you learn your actions are not nice.

[bloomskii]

there are screenshots of you telling others to die. please stop telling people to die.

[bloomskii]

please stop telling people to die. its extremely rude and really damaging to people.

?????

[bloomskii]

Hippocrite

get the fuck off my blog, i'm done being a fucking puppet on your strings, you can say whatever you want, but at the end of the day, your the hypocrite, and learn to spell while you're at it. you're just a random person on the internet, you don't control how i live my life

[bloomskii]

Hiatus

If you didn’t see my last couple posts, I’m not doing to well with my mental health. I’ve decided to take a mental health hiatus, in hopes of being able to regain the happiness I used to have in the community. 

I’m not going to sugarcoat this; I doubt I’ll be back anytime soon, I’ll be back eventually, but it shouldn’t be for a while. I will continue to queue Winters Legacy posts for the rest of today, and they will go up over the next few weeks.

I will not be answering any asks or messages unless they are a kind message or two, because I don’t want to leave and have the first few posts of my blog be super negative.

I hope somebody will be able to understand, and accept my decision to take a break. I love all of you with my entire heart, but sometimes people need to take a minute to themselves, and that’s what I needed to do.

[bloomskii]

My queue is out. I guess this is goodbye, not just to Tumblr, but the world

[bloomskii]

Moving Day - 2:06pm

Hayley: “Guys! I’m just moving to Newcrest, it’s not that far away.”

Lumen: “But you’re still leaving us!”

Hayley could see the tears in her mother’s eyes, and as much as she would’ve loved to stay, there was a job offer she couldn’t pass up waiting for her at the most well known art gallery in Newcrest.

Lucas: “See ya, sis!”

Hayley: “That’s all you’ve got? ‘see ya’? I’m your only sister!”

Lucas: “Yeah, but it’s not like you’re moving to the other side of the world.”

Hayley: “Hmph”

Just as her father loaded the last of her luggage into the taxi, he pulled her into another hug. Hayley knew that saying goodbye wouldn’t be easy, but she didn’t expect to be this emotional. She uttered one more goodbye and hopped into the cab. There was a new life awaiting her, and she was beyond excited

[bloomskii]

i've never been so tempted to slit my wrist than i am right now

[pale-asks]

tell me how you feel about me on anon!

🌞 - i really like your blog! 🌙 - you’re really cute!  ✨ - i love seeing you on my dash! ☄️ - we don’t talk, but i wish we did! ❄️ - you’re my best friend! 🌸 - you’re really sweet! 💫 - you’re super talented! ⭐️ - you have a nice aesthetic!  🌹 - i have a crush on you! 💐 - i wish i could take care of you when you’re sad! 💥 - you seem a little bit intimidating! 🔥 - you need to stop being so hard on yourself! 🍂 - i don’t like you very much! 🌈 - i think i really like you… 

[highsandharlows]

I’d love to know! ❤️

[waywardqueensims]

^^^^^

[bloomskii]

why the hell not?

[junisimmer-blog]

psa

It’s not that hard to be nice to people!! If you don’t like something or someone, keep your opinions to yourself. People have true feelings and even the little things can hurt. They can hurt a lot. Have a heart!! Words hurt. If you don’t like someone or think they are a bad person, don’t be rude about it! If you really ACTUALLY want to help them become a better person, give them some CONSTRUCTIVE criticism! Tell them how they can improve and be a better person. Don’t be rude. Think before you send that message. 

[bloomskii]

Super cute family selfies!

[bloomskii-cc]

goodbye.

today sucks, especially since i’m pretty sure it’s the last day of my life. i don’t know what to do anymore. i tried blocking the toxic people, tried working it out with the others, but apparently i’m just not good enough.

i never thought i’d be seeing my dad so soon, considering it’s only been 3 years since he died, but i guess life has crazy plans

i’d love to stay, but im not worth the stress and anxiety i cause my friends

Annie, June, Julia, Em, Laine, Ella, Ally, i’ll miss you guys, but i can’t stay

[bloomskii]

it's all everyone wanted