i'm depressed and need to spend any energy i have, well, not here. because it's Not Helping. staying informed at the moment is important. but here i feel like I am just getting beaten down by the flood of bullshit that is happening rn. rather than have a drip feed of constant misery into my brain i am going to just get my info from like, Erin Reed or something so that i can still stay up to date. i think my focus should really be to get to a safer state asap. and work on getting my doctor to say i have an endocrine disorder.
anyways mutuals feel free to add me on discord (deadlightning) if you wanna chat or play games or whatever because i am logging out and blocking this website from my browser for the time being. using it only on the computer was apparently not enough.
stay safe and love each other <3















