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hey can i ask your advice on feeling better after an awful exam? last week i had my hsc half yearlies and i had 5 exams all in one week and i have adhd so study is really hard for me and i did a lot of last minute stuff…and i’ll be lucky if i get 12% and i’m so worried about what my teacher’s going to say…and i’ll embarrass myself and i’ll go from top in the class to irredeemably bottom and it’s all over now but i feel so so awful, i can’t sleep at night bc of stress about it and i don’t know what to do
“Effort will never betray you”
This quote gets circulated around a lot. With good reason.
Sometimes effort will betray you.
So here’s some tips on what to do when that sonofabitch stabs you in the back.
(Aka learning to get up when you’ve been (metaphorically) kicked in the balls)
Immediately after the exam
Everyone responds differently to post-exam stress. Some people find it cathartic to discuss their asnwers immediately after the exam. Others don’t. If you fall within the latter group then don’t be afraid to hightail the fuck out of the exam room as soon as possible. There’s no need to exacerbate your stress levels. Take care of yourself.
Be honest about what you can control after the exam. You can’t sit the exam again, you can’t rewind the clock two weeks and change your study habits. Whilst its natural to feel a sense of regret or dread over the questions you found challenging, realise that these feelings do not change what has happened. The decisive step is how you respond to these negative emotions. For example, try not to let your feelings about your performance in this exam affect your performance in your next exam. Whether it be ‘compartmentalisation’, ‘crying it out’ or ‘ignoring it’ - stick it in the “IOU” box of emotions to unpack later. All you can do now is to wait for your results.
While it’s still fresh in your mind, write down three positives of the exam, followed by three negatives. Did your study methods correlate to the areas examined? Were you nervous? Was time management an issue? How did you feel walking out of that exam? What song best describes the entire experience? This quickfire stream of consciousness review will serve as an honest reflection from which you can target and refine your exam preparation technique, both academically and emotionally. I also find writing things down a great way to ‘let go’ of those residual emotions from the exam.
Chances are, you’ve been highly strung for the past few weeks (or heck, the all nighter you’ve pulled to study for the exam). Congratulate yourself - fuck yes you’ve completed an exam! Find an activity to break up the cycle of study-eat-rest-study. You’ll be back to that routine in a few hours. Let yourself breathe. Listen to that album, watch that movie, catch up with that friend you’ve been rescheduling for the past month, read that book. Mindlessly scroll tumblr, binge watch netflix - Reset and recuperate so that you’re ready for the next hurdle.
Comparing yourself to others
Its natural to judge your performance against everyone else in the exam, how much they wrote, what answers they got, how they solved a problem. Don’t give too much weight to what people say they’ve done. You don’t know what they wrote, and just because five people wrote the same response doesn’t mean that your response is incorrect. . In the end you can only control your own performance. Putting it bluntly, after the exam, it doesn’t matter what your peers wrote. Because it doesn’t change the fact that you can’t go back and change your answer. What’s done is done.
Upon receiving your results
What were your strengths and weaknesses? What types of questions did you do well in? Is it a substantive or procedural problem? (e.g. is it because you don’t understand the content, or is it because you can’t manage your study time/ write that quickly/ poor time management during the exam). Use this as a matrix to target your study method and review for your next exam
Don’t be afraid to ask your teacher or professor for advice. Even when you’ve done well - it doesn’t hurt to ask where those extra marks could have gone, or how you could further develop your response for future exams. Its always daunting to ask for advice when you’ve done poorly in an exam. But don’t forget, your teacher is paid to help you. Literally.
If you feel as if your performance has been affected by a health issue, don’t be afraid to ask for a formal review of your marks or for special consideration (alteration of your marks) for your next exam. Check your high school/ university policies on this matter. Some will require formal documentation, and there may be a strict deadline you’ll need to adhere to. Asking for SC is nothing to be ashamed of. It doesn’t mean you are any less deserving of your results. Its simply a recognition that “hey, we need to level the playing field here.“
Some advice from people who are much more qualified than me:
A kinder, gentler philosophy of success
Getting stuck in the negatives (and how to get unstuck)
The Power of Vulnerability
On the necessity of failure
Some advice from Oprah, Barack Obama, Michelle Obama and Julie Andrews
Why you will fail to have a great career
Come here friend, and let me whisper in your ear: I failed.
Motivation by @areistotle
How to reduce exam stress by @studydesu
How to mentally prepare yourself for a test by @eruditicn
What to do the night before an exam by @beautifullearning
Focusing on a long term goal by @studybuzz
Preparing for a day of study by @gracelearns
Annotating Texts by @delthenerd
Using onenote by @strive-for-da-best
Dealing with anxiety and mental illness
Resources for studying with a mental illness by @studybowie
How to study with a mental illness by @haleystudies
Dealing with Test Anxiety by @studybuzz
ADHD As A Difference In Cognition, Not A Disorder by Stephen Tonti
Depression, the Secret We Share by Andrew Solomon
Living and Studying with anxiety by @hayley-studies
5 tips for an exam if you have test anxiety by @collegerefs
Overcoming Test Anxiety by @staedtlers-and-stabilos
Study and mental health by @getstudyblr
This answer by @studyrose
Self Care, Sleep and General Health.
101 self care ideas when it gets all too much by @hbstudy
Balancing a healthy lifestyle with studying by @joolshallie
Tips for getting better rest by @overstudies
How to succeed? Get more sleep by Arianna Huffington
Relax Melodies (iPhone) (android)
This list by @thecaseyfeed
A few things to help you feel better
Find something on the Nostalgia Machine
Spotify playlists by @studyrelief
Motivational texts from @academla
Looking beyond: University Entry
Success is not a predetermined route.
Whilst it may feel like your future hinges on this one exam, remember your future isn’t some pre-determined linear equation. Your definition of success will change as you change. Your ambitions will change. Your gaols will change. And as long as you keep your mind open and you harbour a willingness to adapt, then there will always be a pathway for you to achieve your success.
And for those who have no frickin’ clue what their ‘passions, dreams, ambitions’ are? Its ok. You don’t need some 'overarching mission to save the world’ every morning. In the wise words of Tim Minchin:
“Americans on talent shows always talk about their dreams. Fine, if you have something that you’ve always dreamed of, like, in your heart, go for it! After all, it’s something to do with your time… chasing a dream. And if it’s a big enough one, it’ll take you most of your life to achieve, so by the time you get to it and are staring into the abyss of the meaninglessness of your achievement, you’ll be almost dead so it won’t matter. I never really had one of these big dreams. And so I advocate passionate dedication to the pursuit of short-term goals. Be micro-ambitious. Put your head down and work with pride on whatever is in front of you… you never know where you might end up. Just be aware that the next worthy pursuit will probably appear in your periphery. Which is why you should be careful of long-term dreams. If you focus too far in front of you, you won’t see the shiny thing out the corner of your eye. Right? Good. Advice. Metaphor. Look at me go.”
The following section is sponsored by my opinions
You can work hard at something and still not get the result you want. It’s all about expectation management. You might work hard and fall within the top 1% of your cohort. You can work hard and still fail.
This is not to say that you shouldn’t try at all.
It’s merely a recognition that things don’t always go your way, you cannot control everything. The best thing you can do in that circumstance is to prepare for any contingencies.
You can control how you respond to that failure.
Sometimes it’s a question of studying effectively. The adage 'study smart, not hard’ etc. Target your study to the syllabus, the material covered in the exam, the specific style of questions in the exam. Sometimes it may simply be exam technique.
Other times its things beyond your control. Stress, nerves, blanking out - we’re only human.
In the end, what you learn from the process is just as important as the result. Conversely, the result may not always justify the means.
On confidence and self worth
Its only natural to assume that your self worth is tied to your academic achievements. Up till now, you’ve spent the majority of your waking hours at school, under the pressure of constant assessments and scrutiny.
Keep in mind that one exam is only a reflection of your performance at one precise time, on one specific date, in one specific place. How you perform on 10am on Monday in exam hall A does not reflect your capacity nor ability for the other 364 days of your life.
Find something which you can do for yourself. Something which you can fail in, without feeling terrible.This other thing doesn’t have to be another 'hobby’ you’re amazing at. It doesn’t have to be something you’re good at. “Being the best” is not a pre requisite to “enjoying something”.
Its ok to be stressed. Its difficult to distinguish our achievements from our self worth. Its not as simple as 'just getting over it’. Because its something you’ve invested time, emotion, sleep - and a whole heck of a lot more- on. Its something you’ve based your foreseeable future on. The pressure of a promised future, a 'better future’, a future 'that justifies all this suffering I’m dragging myself through’ is sometimes the greatest pressure we put ourselves under.
Its easy to underestimate the weight of our own expectations.
Whilst you cannot control every outcome, you can control your reaction to it. Choose to learn from your past mistakes, choose to forgive yourself, choose to accept your flaws. Try not to get lost in the maze of it all. Once again, in the words of good ol’ Tim Minchin,
You will soon be dead. Life will sometimes seem long and tough and, god, it’s tiring. And you will sometimes be happy and sometimes sad. And then you’ll be old. And then you’ll be dead.There is only one sensible thing to do with this empty existence, and that is: fill it. Not fillet. Fill. It.
And in my opinion (until I change it), life is best filled by learning as much as you can about as much as you can, taking pride in whatever you’re doing, having compassion, sharing ideas, running(!), being enthusiastic. And then there’s love, and travel, and wine, and sex, and art, and kids, and giving, and mountain climbing … but you know all that stuff already.
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