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hoje errei.. conversei sozinha.. falando ALTO

isso tira minha privacidade .. porque falo alto

eu detesto vizinhança e queria desconhecer 99,999999999999999999 % das pessoas que eu já conheci

ainda bem que nem sei quem mora na minha vizinhança

espero DISTÂNCIA EXTREMA

preciso manter minha calma... pra evitar a fofoca covarde

ou qualquer tipo de ...: especular sobre minha vida

#ISSO ME DÁ VONTADE DE MORRER #tristeza #misantropía

tenho um receio e me matar por não ter cem por cento de certeza se a morte é mesmo o FIM.. e se acontece alguma coisa.. e eu simplesmente vou sei lá.. nascer de novo.. nada ligado a religião.. só a vida mesmo.. esse é meu medo.. morrer.. aí apareço de novo viva em outro lugar

eu quero ter certeza que morrendo é o FIM de tudo..mas e os meus pensamentos sobre anjos da guarda .. do meu avô e da minha mãe.. aí isso eu nem gosto de ficar refletindo nisso

prefiro pensar que eu adoraria dormir por um bom tempo

depois de conviver com algumas pessoas .. e fui vendo como o ser humano é um troço estranho... Voto pela volta dos dinossauros e a extinção da raça humana..

acho que meus vizinhos ( & E OUTRAS PESSOAS QUE DESEJO DISTANCIA EXTREMA ) continuam falando sobre minha vida ( CIDADE PEQUENA .. MENTALIDADE DE OVINHO DE CODORNa + ESCANDALOS + FOFOCAS + EU GOSTO DA MINHA PRIVACIDADE + REDES SOCIAIS & RELACIONAMENTOS + RESPIRAR + MEU NOME ) .. não me importa... eu nem sei quem mora nessas casinhas.. parece um prédio na horizontal.. meu avô odiou essa casa... quando foi comprar... talvez ele sabia que ia ter muitos problemas e eu como tradição também ( igual meu vô ) DETESTO VIZINHOS E DETESTO QUE FALEM SOBRE MIM.. SEJA BEM OU SEJA MAL. .. tipo ficar especulando da minha vida... ou me julgando;... igual meu vô falava

'' sentar no rabo pra falar dos outros '''

detesto essa vizinhança

ja passei por apuros e parecem que se fazem de surdos

melhor coisa é eu perder o hábito de conversar sozinha

e além disso de ir aumentando cada vez MAIS MINHA PRIVACIDADE

SOU EXTREMAMENTE EGOÍSTA

um egoísmo saudável.. livre de falsidade ou '' vamos caridade ?'' ou '' oi tudo bem / '''

e um dia morar num lugar afastado ( sem vizinhos ) num lugar com jardim etc ( vou conseguir ! )

uma casa fofinha, aconchegante, ... com muito jardim.. arvores.. hortas.. muitos tipos de flores e arvores e plantas ... vários tipos de flores e SEM VIZINHO NENHUM

exemplo .. uma casa assim.. que roubei a imagem do tumblr..

isso vai virar realidade e vou ter uma vida em paz

e poder ficar em casa o dia inteiro.. numa outra cidade também pra quando sair na rua ter paisagens bonitas pra olhar... e com temperatura baixa ... sem tradição de '' novela rei do gado '+ sobrenome " .. conhecer outras pessoas... conversar... me sentir bem.. sem nem precisar de terapia... um lugar bonito

e me divertir também.. nadar.. andar a pé em lugares bonitos.. tirar fotos de lugares bonitos.. viver minha vida

em paz

#desabafo #futuro

foi o supermercado + eu contar as verdades pro rafael ( o bonezel ).. deve ser por isso que o meu irmao me passou essa energia ruim ... meus anjinhos da guarda que me protejam... ele deve achar ruim de me ver com sanidade mental e equilibrio mental

mamae e meu vô me protejam do mau olhado do lucas + os parentes e outras pessoas e meu ´pai biloigico tbm me protege

depois que ele veio aqui fiquei me sentindo com mau estar que nunca tinha sentido uma sensação estranha

meu irmão veio aqui e só fez alguma compra no supermercado porque um amigo de infância dele ( O Bonezel) tava junto.. que mora em sp .. o Bonezel..

eu to me sentindo com mal estar

não tenho ninguém pra conversar

é difícil conviver com as pessoas.. não fica escrito na testa se a pessoa tem sentimentos ou não

alguns nascem insensíveis

outras pessoas nascem com excesso de sentimento

queria muito minha mãe de volta e meu avô...

to me sentindo fraca... sem ânimo

me senti constrangida no supermercado... aquela falsidade

e foi pouca coisa que comprou

o lucas ( meu irmao biologico por pparte de mae) nem disfarça a frieza dele

falei das minhas manchas nas mãos e do meu cansaço .. ele só respondeu '' marca um dermatologista''..

credo .. não tem afeto nenhum... nem carinho.. nada

queria uma família.. ou um namorido normal pra ficar do meu lado e me compreender e enxergar a quantidade enorme de absurdos que eu já vivi na minha vida

#desabafo #tristeza #minhavida #saudades

acho que estou doente.. tem manchas nas minhas mãos.. quero minha mãe.. não ninguém

quero minha mãe

#morte #querominhamae

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caught ya (evan peters x (fem!reader)

WARNINGS : smut, fingering, spanking, blowjob

You have been very touch-deprived lately due to Evan being very busy with his new role. Going to shoot very early in the day and come home in the middle of the night. In fact, you just haven’t been seeing him lately, and the apartment feels very empty without him. Your sex drive was probably the highest it has ever been right now and you have decided to take care of yourself tonight.

You lighted multiple candles around the bathtub, drinking wine and sexy music playing in the background. Tonight was your night considering Evan wouldn’t be coming back home till 2 in the morning as always. You lay your wine glass down and sink yourself into the lavender-scented bath water, your tensed body soon relaxing. You sat in the soothing bathtub for a while longer before deciding to hop out and have a different kind of pleasure.

The soft material grazed your skin as you slipped on your silk bathrobe. After drying off, you walked into your shared bedroom with Evan and sat there contemplating if you should do it. What if I get caught? Evan would not approve of what I am going to do, he hated knowing I touched myself without him being able to see it. Oh but I deserved this, it has been 1 and a half months.

After a whole argument with yourself, you laid yourself down and started to remove your robe. You lightly grazed over your lips all the way down to your breast, using both your hands you squeezed and kneaded them. Causing your nipples to become hard and sensitive, small whimpers travelling out from your lips. You slid down one of your hands, the other still kneading your breast, to where you were most needy. Your fingers were over your pulsing heat as you started to rub your clit, while you were imagining Evan being the one pleasuring you. Your fingers slid lower and lower until you inserted a finger inside of you. ‘ Woah I forgot how good this feels, I should do it more often ‘. You thought to yourself.

You slowly were getting comfortable with one finger so you pushed in another digit. You haven’t felt this much pleasure in a while so the whole house was filled with your moans. You were so distracted you didn’t even hear that someone had entered the house.

“ Don’t you think you can add another finger? “

Goosebumps rising onto your skin, realizing who said that, you quickly stopped your movements and opened your eyes. Oh were you in so much trouble.

“I thought you wouldn’t be home till midnight, it’s only 11 pm “ you voice struggling to keep stable.

“ Took time off to be with you but seems like you got other plans, “ Evan said looking down at your nude body.

Evan slowly walked over and sat down on the bed, leaning into your ear and whispering “ oh but I caught ya in your little act, you were being a bad girl and what do bad girls deserve?”

You gulped and forced out the word “ Punished “

In one swift move, Evan swooped you so you are laying on your stomach.

“ Get on all fours” he ordered

You followed his orders, knowing not to disobey as things have already escalated. A loud smack rang through your ears, he spanked you making you jerk forward and whimper. He did it over and over again until your ass was red and numb, and you were soaking ready to get touched.

Before you knew it, he lifted you off the bed and made you kneel on the floor. Hearing his belt jingle you knew where this was going, but you weren’t complaining you needed a little dick in your mouth. You were impatient so you pulled his pants down, making him click his tongue.

“ Ah ah ah you don’t get to touch me, you keep your hands to yourself “ You whined but followed through with it. He pulled his pants down and his cock sprang free, dripping with pre-cum. That sight made you even more turned on, you carefully wrap your lips around his thick member, trying your best not to touch him. You kept on sucking until he was satisfied. “ mhm you’ve been redeemed, you followed through with all my orders and shall be rewarded “

You felt like you went to heaven and back after hearing those words, you needed some sort of release. “ thank you mr peters “

Evan aligned his cock at your entrance before pushing in the tip, teasing you. You groaned to it but in no time he thrust his full length into you. He starts going fast and hard, not giving you a chance to adjust to his size since it has been a while.

Stars, you felt like you were seeing them. Moaning so loud the other neighbours no doubt heard you, but you couldn’t help it your mind was clouded with pleasure. You felt like you were in paradise.

In no time you were about to cum

“ Evan i-i’m about c-cum “ you told him, moaning so much it made your sentence choppy.

“ Hold on love, I’m almost there too “

In a few thrusts, we both came. Your body was jerking because of how much satisfaction you were feeling. Evan was still in you, sloppily moving in and out so you both can ride out your highs.

Evan plopped down next to you, sweat covering you two. He rolled over, engulfing you in a hug and pressing a kiss to your temple.

“I’ve missed you, ya know? “ you said whispering

“ yea I missed you too and don’t worry I am going to make up those days that I was not with you. “

“ yes please, I feel so empty without you here “

“ mhm I love you “

“I love you more “ you mumbled