u want sum suc?

In my sleep I dreamed this poem: Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me y e a r s to understand that this, too, was a gift.

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RPers, please reblog this if you’re ok with para responses that don’t include dialogue.

        Often it seems like an expectation that dialogue will be exchanged in every para response, but sometimes characters are nonverbal, or don’t have anything to say, or are in a situation that would make talking impractical. If the writer puts enough attention into describing their actions, though, there’s still plenty to respond to even without dialogue.         Non-dialogue responses are not “going nowhere.” Non-dialogue responses are not “filler.” Non-dialogue responses are not non-responses.

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› #TAERAE.

           ❛ That’s harsh. I have a decent butt. ❜ Rae pouted and sighed with Tae when the guy did finally go out of sight. ❛ Hey, I can dream. We both know if one of those guys had the option between you or me, they’d choose you, even though you’re a little shit. Just let me enjoy myself. You’re so mean to me. ❜ Rae made a cute sad face, just trying to mess with the other. Tae generally acted like an annoying asshole teenager most of the time they hung out together, but Rae was fine with that. Rae had a variety of types of friends, and though sometimes they wanted to drop kick Tae, they still hung out and talked.  

          ❝ your butt is ALRIGHT. ❞ he laughed, leaning back in his chair as his cold hands wrapped around his equally cold drink — he learned the hard way hot things speed up decomposition. it took weeks for the skin on his palms to grow back. ❝ i mean, you’re right. they love me. have you seen me? ❞ he shot the other a wide grin and wiggled his eyebrows. ❝ can you BLAME them? i’m sexy as hell. ❞ after a moment, he settled back again, mirth on his lips. ❝ but have i not helped you get some attention yourself in the past? c’mon, i’m a good friend. ❞ he was absolutely not a good friend, actually, but that wasn’t the point.

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❛ i can finally see, you’re as fucked up as me. so how do we win? ❜

source. accepting!

          ❝ in what fucking UNIVERSE am i anywhere near as fucked up as you? ❞ he tastes GHOUL on his tongue when he inhales, disgust obvious on his face. at least he doesn’t have to KILL his prey. vampire or no, bloodsucker or no, leech or no, the concept of murder is BAD, BAD, BAD. he sneers at her, head tilting with mock. ❝ I WIN,  so FUCK YOU. ❞

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❛ cause we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin. ❜

source. accepting!

          ❝ yeah, that’s kind of the idea, my guy. ❞ taeseok sniffs, wisps of death in the air — coughs on it. he didn’t always smell like that, right? he’s pretty sure at some point he was different. he can't IMAGINE having to deal with that smell his whole life. it’s getting WORSE, though. he needs out. ❝ look, i’ll be back in a few, it’s not a big deal. ❞ he’s just saving his own skin here.

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› #TAERAE.

           ❛ That’s because we’re friends. You’re supposed to pay attention to my butt like, oh ya, my friend has the best butt ever. That’s what friends do. Instead, I get dragged along ‘cus youve a problem with hot guys. I wish you were into commitment. Maybe then you would find someone and chill out, but no. I must suffer. I must suffer through you constantly staring at hot guy booty. You should appreciate me for what I put up with. ❜ Rae continued to stare at the other guy’s butt though. Hey, if you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em. Tae always did have good taste in aesthetics. 

          ❝ yeahhh... just ‘cause we’re friends doesn’t mean i’m gonna LIE to make you feel better. you don’t have the best butt ever and we both know it. ❞ the man took his drink and left; taeseok leaned out of his chair to keep his eyes on his ass for just a moment longer before he turned the corner, and then heaved a SAD sigh and turned back to rae. ❝ and don’t act like you aren’t attracted to the same kinda people as me. i find people for you. dickweed. ❞

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› ?!?!?!?!.

[] [ 천사 ] 

            ——– to be quite frank ,  she had been known for having a horrid temper and such horrid temper was bound to be let loose if she saw fit —- even in the afterlife. however,  in regards to this particular situation , she would have to remind herself  that SHE was the one at fault. she was too cautious —- too mindful of the countless humans  she had witnessed do HARM to one another for too many decades to know the difference between them anymore. but even with that acknowledgement —- it still wouldn't be enough to keep her mouth under control ,  surely warranting her another one of her superiors scoldings in the near future. 

“ you could have said that with a little less sarcasm ,  buddy. ” she’d spit back ,  narrowing her eyes at him ,  as she frustratingly flipped the store sign to ‘OPEN.’ minhee originally had it in mind to apologize ( and offer him a free pastry ) if he had simply said no ,  but now she was only interested in hitting him with a baguette. “ what ,  do you normally just stand in front a bakery for an hour straight ? what the hell were you waiting for ,  anyway ? ”

          as far as he was concerned, he’d done nothing wrong. but then again, he’d say that in reference to his entire life, so it’s not necessarily the best indicator of who’s in the right in any situation. but still — all he was doing was STAND THERE!! why was she freaking out on him? jeez, it wasn’t HIS fault humans tasted best with all the sugar in their blood. ( nice and sweet. ) ( mmm. ) sure, he could have been nicer. he could also wear a t-shirt that says I AM NOT NICE in big lettering. but that’d be boring.

          ❝ none of your business, GIRLIE. ❞ he huffed, crossing his arms and turning away. his gaze fell upon the humans wandering about, oh so interested. ❝ maybe i’m meeting my girlfriend. why do you care? you KNOW i’m attracting half your clientele anyway. ❞ a rather conceited grin slipped onto his features. ❝ don’t lie to yourself. count — i’m sure you’ll notice an increase in customers when i’m here. ❞ actually, that would be because he was always there during lunch hour, but nobody needs to know that.

[tillimfree-a-blog]

dodie clark originals | sentence meme.

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tillimfree-a :

6/10.

❛ i feel like a six out of ten. ❜

❛ i gotta get up early tomorrow again. ❜

❛ what goes on behind the words? ❜

❛ can you see the panic inside? ❜

❛ i’m making you uneasy, aren’t i? ❜

❛ i’ll close my mouth, i won’t say a word. ❜

❛ i know that you don’t want me here. ❜

a non love song from nashville.

❛ it’s time to go back to you know where. ❜

❛ stop, no, you’re not allowed to think that. ❜

❛ don’t imagine what could have been. ❜

❛ just a memory now. ❜

❛ you fool, how dare you trust fate! she’s not that kind. ❜

❛ you stepped off the edge but you didn’t check where you’d fall. ❜

❛ and now look at what you’ve done. ❜

❛ this will all just end in flames. ❜

❛ where’s that self control that you preach? ❜

dear happy.

❛ i missed you dearly. ❜

❛ is our time fleeting? ❜

❛ is even meeting a healthy idea, or am i getting too near? ❜

❛ don’t try to fight it. i’m here for tonight. ❜

❛ and i’ll be waiting for you until we meet again. ❜

❛ i know it’s scary, but don’t be wary. ❜

❛ if we don’t have that long, let’s not waste it feeling wrong. ❜

❛ this isn’t the end, i’m your lifelong friend. ❜

❛ sure, it’s been a while, but i’ll be here when you smile. ❜

❛ would you mind staying? ❜

❛ it’s getting late, but i will visit you soon. ❜

❛ so just try to get through. ❜

human.

❛ i wanna pick you up and scoop you out. ❜

❛ i want the secrets your secrets haven’t found. ❜

❛ paint me in trust, i’ll be your best friend. ❜

❛ call me the one, this night just can’t end. ❜

❛ will you share your soul with me? ❜

❛ unzip your skin and let me have a see. ❜

❛ oh, i’m so human. we’re just human. ❜

❛ lean for me, and i’ll fall back. ❜

❛ you’ll fit so nicely, you’ll keep me intact. ❜

❛ i want to give you your grin. ❜

❛ so tell me you can’t bear a room that i’m not in. ❜

intertwined.

❛ you and i, safe from the world. though the world will try. ❜

❛ oh, i’m afraid of the things in my brain. ❜

❛ but we can stay here and laugh away the fear. ❜

❛ you create a rarity of my genuine smiles. ❜

❛ can you drink all my thoughts? cause i can’t stand them. ❜

❛ i’ve pinned each and every hope on you. ❜

❛ i hope that you don’t bleed with me. ❜

one for the road.

❛ well, you moved on ridiculously quick. ❜

❛ so much for hopeless romantic. ❜

❛ don’t get me wrong, i’m happy you found someone else to screw around. ❜

❛ just goes to show, i’m better off without you. ❜

❛ leave me alone, but i’m not alone. ❜

❛ i got friends to help me through. i’d rather be with them than you! ❜

❛ how weird to see your true colors show. ❜

❛ i didn’t think you’d go so low. ❜

❛ don’t you dare think you cause me stress. ❜

❛ i’ll rip our letters, you rip her dress. ❜

❛ remember when we kissed that night, remember when you held me tight. ❜

❛ remember you and me, oh wow. that’s all out the window now. ❜

sick of losing soulmates.

❛ god knows where i would be if you hadn’t found me sitting all alone in the dark. ❜

❛ watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof. ❜

❛ brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth. ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin? ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, won’t be alone again. ❜

❛ i can finally see, you’re as fucked up as me. so how do we win? ❜

❛ we will grow old as friends. i’ve promised that before. ❜

❛ time and hearts will wear us thin, so which path will you take? ❜

❛ cause we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin. ❜

❛ i won’t take no for an answer. ❜

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› ?????.

[] [ 천사 ]

             ———- “ okay ,  alright. you know what ? ” to be quite fair, chae minhee wasn’t exactly sure if SHE ,  herself ,  knew what that was but there was no use in her keeping her mouth shut any longer. she was far from a fool and she was a reaper of SOULS ,  for crying out loud — it was only inevitable that she would eventually figure out his true reason for being outside of her bakery at the SAME time and SAME spot for the six days out of the week that she was open. 

“ you —— the one with the hungry eyes. ” her voice was sultry and sweet ,  despite her current demeanor. thats right ;  the boy was always pale and had a mysterious aura surrounding him —– there was no doubt in her mind that she had seen his kind before.  “ —— you’re a pastry thief ,  aren’t you ? are you after my cream puffs or something ? ”

          you’ll have to EXCUSE him for being irritated. all he wanted was some peace and fucking quiet, and maybe a light afternoon snack. instead what he got was some little girl yelling in his face about stupid shit like... pastry thieves? did he LOOK desperate enough to steal shitty ass bread with some sugar on it? FUCK NO!

          ❝ yes, ❞ he said, voice monotone to conceal the brimming frustration under his tone. he did not appreciate being accused of things he didn’t do. ❝ i am a pastry thief. ❞ he turned towards her, head cocking with a mocking glare. ❝ i am here to steal all of your pastries. while i’m at it, i might just steal a fucking chair, too. ❞ one incredulous laugh later, he continued with: ❝ jesus, what the fuck are you SMOKING, girl? ❞

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› RAE.

           Rae begrudgingly sipped their drink and glanced over at the man Tae was staring at. ❛ I have a good ass too, ❜ they teased lightly, but were actually paying attention to the other guy. ❛ Mm, I guess I can see where he’s your type..well, his ass. But every time you notice someone’s ass first, they always end up being weird. Remember that one guy that kept sniffing you? ❜

          a grin spread across his features — his eyes were focused, but his ears were on his friend. ❝ y’know, rae, if i didn’t know any better, i’d say you want me to be paying more attention to your, ah, QUALITIES. ❞ in life and in death, he was not a poet. his grin quickly turned into a grimace when rae continued. ❝ god, don’t remind me. he wasn’t even a good fuck. but, you know what they say — third time’s the charm, right? ❞ never mind that this was so far past the third time he’d lost count.

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› RAE.

         ❛ ….Were you seriously staring? ❜ Rae gave an unamused expression. ❛ Why are you staring when I’m like the hottest friend you have. You have eye candy right here. ❜ Rae did their best to strike a pose, propping their feet up and giving the other an intense look for a few seconds before glaring. ❛ You have a problem. Like, I’m pretty sure you can’t go five minutes without staring at a hot boy. Do I need to get you help? Do we need to go somewhere? ❜

          quite frankly, taeseok had no fucking clue what rae was doing. and also began to question the life choices that brought him to befriending them. really, what was he thinking? ❝ i’m fine, THANKS. ❞ he scoffed and turned away, eyes falling yet again upon the same ass that had snatched his attention away beforehand. ❝ i like where i’m at right now. we’re in a very good spot. let’s never move. ❞

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› RAE.

@bludsckr·

        ❛ Hey, ❜ Rae snapped their fingers in front of the other to get his attention. ❛ Tae,  f o c u s. What’s up? You look distracted. ❜

          ah, god damn it. he was HOPING they wouldn’t notice him glancing off after that boy walking past, but apparently luck was not on his side today. ❝ yeah, i’m good. what were you saying? ❞

[andsoimuse-moved-blog]

does my anger unsettle you?

    does it make you uncomfortable?

         does it SCARE you?

                                        GOOD.

[bludsckr-blog]

were you preyblood at some point?

afraid not, i’ve only had this muse a little over a week. sorry!

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Abusive plots;

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superserumed:

Please like/reblog if you’re fine with abusive, kidnapping, torturous, generally triggering plots. I need some people to para with so yeah. Thanks.

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@lxstway​ (cont)

♣ – “is that why you think i’m here…?” he paused for a second before looking over at the other. “i’m a libra–”

          ❝ no, i — ❞ taeseok sighs, aggravated. ❝ that’s not — JESUS. wow, libras don’t hold grudges for shit. ❞ he shakes his head rapidly. ❝ that’s not the point. ‘n, fuck, i don’t fuckin’ know if that’s why you’re here, i’m just SAYING. it’s a possibility!! ❞ he’s actually got no clue what he’s talking about, but he sure says it like he’s an expert.