Sunshine Dreams In A Midnight World

|| Girl || || 22 || A little too poetic for her own good. ||

[blue-butterfly77]

Does anyone else have those people you follow on social media that maybe you’ve only talked to like once or twice but you’re oddly invested in their well being. Like when they get all excited bout something you’re happy for them but when they’re sad and not doing well you really start to worry about them. Like they’re so cute and smol and you really just want to be friends with these people you’ve sort of been stalking sort of not. Yeah, me too

[hxartlessmachine]

International Whatsapp Group Chat ✈️

Hiya! Please read if you’re interested 😉

Members:

•All genders welcome

•Must have Whatsapp

•18+ year olds only

•Prepare for fun

•You MUST be able to handle an active group (sometimes), dark humor, memes, and sarcasm & NOT get offended easily :)

If interested, please reblog this and MESSAGE me with your NAME, AGE, COUNTRY, and NUMBER (with your country code!!) ✨

We’re a big group!!

January 26, 2019: Always looking for new members! Let me know in your message you want to join THIS group (since I have two and dont wanna add ya to the wrong one)

[arahir]

really wanna live in a peaceful seaside ghibli town with ambiguous european architecture and bakeries and maybe a field right outside of town where i can have picnics with the love of my life tbh

[tombsaint]

i made a in-depthish greek godly parent quiz so reblog and tag with ur results

[blue-butterfly77]

I got Artemis ❤️❤️❤️

[kushandwizdom]

[blue-butterfly77]

The loneliest thing about driving by yourself is not having someone to punch when a VW Bug goes by. 😔

[kurocyou]

an icon 

[mcdolans]

ha?

every single person who reblogs this

every

single

person

will get “doot doot” in their ask box

[semememes-blog]

HOW

[lexiwestiiee]

I WANT TO KNOW YOUR SECRET

[takemewherethewildthingsare]

SERIOUSLY THOUGH WHAT ARE YOU

[clariphonete-deactivated2014111]

I GOT THIS AND I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK

[wrappingpaper]

there are over 128,000 notes and i still got one

how

[bbassam-deactivated20151227]

i reblogged this less than 2 minutes ago

how the actual fuck

[iamsensitive]

well

do not question

[sasstronauuut-deactivated201906]

ive done this before you truly do get doot doot in your askbox

[littlekawaiiusagi]

Lol doubt it

[person3737-blog]

Haha doubt this will work buuuut

[starbaby96]

What the hell, I’ll try it

[thepanicatthediscoaddict]

I GOT A DOOT DOOT

[from-under-the-lilacs]

I wants a doot doot

[weird-emo-human-deactivated2018]

hoooowwww does this work??!

[blue-butterfly77]

Does this still work??

[aurjeon]

…oh

[blue-butterfly77]

oh damn

[blue-butterfly77]

Does anyone else just feel weirdly proud of the way the sprouse brothers grew up? They actually turned out okay, like nice, normal, successful guys. Unlike most childhood celebrities it seems.

[blue-butterfly77]

Sometimes I like to sit all alone at night and read poetry aloud to myself. Just because..

[blue-butterfly77]

What is it about sitting all alone in a dark room at night looking out at the world through the window that is so oddly comforting?

[writtenly]

It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE

[deactivated-4269-deactivated201]

You stupid motherfuckers, don’t you dare not reblog this. Because this deserves 100K notes more than pictures of your favourite gay couple or cute cats, and yet it has 243 notes. 243 fucking notes? Fuck that. Fucking signal boost this.

[thatpositivelife]

I wish she had seen this.

[mashtonpotatoes]

You could save a life tonight with just one reblog

[sad-butsassy]

oh god I wish he had seen this that night

[destined4nirvana]

guys you could save a life tonight I dont care if your a colour blog or whatever reblog this now

[watehva-deactivated20140722]

There will never be a time when I don’t reblog this

[miss-sad-marshmallow]

Forever reblog. Please, please reblog this

[divingcurve28-deactivated202101]

Always reblog always

[notthinenough-blog]

This is what keeps me alive. For every one in my life.

[teaskinny]

I struggle a lot with depression and suicidal thoughts. Even though most of this isn’t true for me (only real family connection is my mom, but that is enough) this story is so powerful and it helps. I saved the post to come back to next time I have a hard night. This is really important for everyone to read. If you feel like you don’t have anyone, friends, family, pets, coworkers, teachers, fellow students, you have me. I will care even if we have never talked or interacted at all.

[xsilently-screamingx]

I wish he had seen this last week, I’m so sorry.

[xdead-bonesx]

wow………this truly does save lives cuz it just saved mine…………i was scrolling through tumblr telling myself this will be the last time i’ll use this app since i dont think there will be a tomorrow since IM.JUST.DONE but then i saw this……..thank you for whoever made this

[dyingweightless]

🌹

[blue-butterfly77]

For my sister, who it would kill me to lose.

[blue-butterfly77]

:)

[got7europe]

hi, everyone! my twin sister, @holyfuckmark, and i decided to do another giveaway. we thought it would be the perfect timing to do this in celebration of got7’s new comeback. there will be 3 winners! ♡ *PRIZES*

first winner: GOT7 ‘’Eyes On You’’ Mini Album (Eyes version) 1CD, lyrics poster, photobook + 3 photocards 

second winner: GOT7 ‘’Eyes On You’’ Mini Album (On version) 1CD,  lyrics poster, photobook + 3 photocards 

third winner: GOT7 ‘’Eyes On You’’ Mini Album (You version) 1CD,  lyrics poster, photobook + 3 photocards

*RULES* 

you must be following me and @holyfuckmark we’re doing this for our followers!

if you follow us now just to unfollow right afterwards, you will not be allowed to participate in any of our next future giveaways 

no giveaway blogs 

reblog this post as much as you want but do not spam your followers 

likes do not count 

worldwide shipping! we will pay the shipping costs 

winners will be chosen randomly 

if you’re under 18 please get permission from your parents to give out your address 

your ask/message box must be open 

we will give the winners 48 hours to respond 

don’t delete this text

giveaway ends on: May 12th 2018 at 6pm CET (Central European Time)

if you have any questions, feel free to message us. good luck everyone! ♡

[blue-butterfly77]

Entertain me, inspire me, or make me shout “ I get that reference!” You’re choice! Anything goes... okay, maybe not ANYTHING... you know what I mean. Help me decorate my wall tumblr!!!

[studyblr]

lazy mornings, open windows, foreign languages, used books, small cafés, excited text messages, art galleries, sundresses, cobbled streets, fresh air, filled notebooks, feeling completely at ease, content smiles