BlueEyedAstro

i'm lonely, don't mind me

[blueeyedastro]

Just when we thought that 2020 is the worst year and we’d all heal in 2021. Turned out 2021 is far more worse than 2020. We’ve lost more people this year and there we’re many plans that was put on hold again bc this thing isn’t yet over.

[taylorswift]

You guys went and did the nicest thing this week and broke the record for biggest vinyl sales week.. like ever? NOW WE DAHNCE. The willow (90’s trend remix) is a thank you from me, available today only on my site 🥰 Put her on repeat for a good time but if you don’t want to have a good time there’s always champagne problems & every other song on evermore so you can get deep in your deepest feelings. ♥️

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[taylorswift]

I’ve always said that the world is a different place for the heartbroken. It moves on a different axis, at a different speed. Time skips backwards and forwards fleetingly. The heartbroken might go through thousands of micro-emotions a day trying to figure out how to get through it without picking up the phone to hear that old familiar voice. In the land of heartbreak, moments of strength, independence, and devil-may-care rebellion are intricately woven together with grief, paralyzing vulnerability and hopelessness. Imagining your future might always take you on a detour back to the past. And this is all to say, that the next album I’ll be releasing is my version of Red.

Musically and lyrically, Red resembled a heartbroken person. It was all over the place, a fractured mosaic of feelings that somehow all fit together in the end. Happy, free, confused, lonely, devastated, euphoric, wild, and tortured by memories past. Like trying on pieces of a new life, I went into the studio and experimented with different sounds and collaborators. And I’m not sure if it was pouring my thoughts into this album, hearing thousands of your voices sing the lyrics back to me in passionate solidarity, or if it was simply time, but something was healed along the way.

Sometimes you need to talk it over (over and over and over) for it to ever really be… over. Like your friend who calls you in the middle of the night going on and on about their ex, I just couldn’t stop writing. This will be the first time you hear all 30 songs that were meant to go on Red. And hey, one of them is even ten minutes long.

Red (Taylor’s Version) will be out November 19.

https://taylor.lnk.to/RedTaylorsVersion

[blueeyedastro]

Should I post some of my poems in here?

[blueeyedastro]

Lol I should’ve just posted my poems here. I got them all deleted in my old phone 😭

[blueeyedastro]

I wish you were here with me. So we can watch this God’s artwork together.

[blueeyedastro]

I’m gonna repost this pic on my ig

[blueeyedastro]

Tumblr is not that overrated like twitter that’s why i love it.

[blueeyedastro]

Lately I’ve been keeping it all to myself. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m am not strong. I tend to cry on small things. I am very emotional and often an overthinker. Things are getting too heavy and I don’t know of I can still carry on. Our enemy is not just the virus, but also our own selves. Social isolation has brought so much to us. We’ve got anxiety and depression. It’s so hard to fight our own thoughts because it is so powerful. Sometimes we wanna vent with someone but we also think that they are also suffering like us so we decided to keep it to ourselves.

[blueeyedastro]

Putangina ng administrasiyong Duterte!

[blueeyedastro]

Pupunta ako sa China, I will ask the Navy to bring me to the nearest boundary, dyan sa Spratly Scarborough, bababa ako, sasakay ako ng jetski dala dala ko yung Flag ng Pilipino at pupunta ako dun sa Airport nila tapos itanim ko then I would say, this is ours and do what you want with me! Bahala na kayo! Dapat si Mayor ang nauna! Ihian ko ang Taal! In 3 to 6 months, i will stop drugs! I will stop criminality! Then, i will stop Corruption! Yang COVID wag kayo matakot virus lang yan sampalin ko yan. Punta ka lang gasolinahan, ibabad nyo sa gasolina at diesel ang mask nyo talagang mamatay yang si virus o kaya mag spray ng pesticide sa buong bansa totoo yan hindi ako nagbibiro! Kung gusto ko lang nakipaglangoy na ako sainyo! Don't compete with me! I have no business investigating congressmen! I will resign! Ang gobyerno ang babagsak dito after sa bakuna ng iba, may bumagsak na limanlibong Filipino, ilibing ako niyan, not because namili sila ng pangit, it is government to say, ito pipiliin mo Brand A, teka titignan ko. Bigyan kita pera para kung may mabili ka, bilhin mo na agad at umuwi ka dito sa Pilipinas ibigay mo roon sa mga doktor! 🤡🤡

Asaan na ang comprehensibong plano? 2021 na. 🙂

#DutertePalpakPaRin

[blueeyedastro]

Tbh i feel more comfortable sharing my thoughts and feelings here on tumblr. no one knows that it’s me and I’m not even sure someone sees my posts. And I think that’s better bc my only purpose is to write about my thoughts and feelings without anyone knowing.

[blueeyedastro]

Ain’t that what we all say?

[blueeyedastro]

Idk if it’s just me but the online and modular class set up is so much. It’s really hard because teachers are giving loads of activities and requirements to the students. They think we all have the time to do those things just bc we’re in our homes. This thing is hard bc we don’t even have a break no more. This is getting so depressing for me. This pandemic has already brought anxiety to me and with this loads of school works with teachers doesn’t seem to care about the mental health of students is really taking all my energy. I just hope I can manage to get through this because sometimes I tend to overthink and Idk if I can still do this. I feel like I am slowly being pulled into a pit. This is getting depressing.

[taylorswift]

The mood board for the gasoline remix is just this one photo

[blueeyedastro]

Y’all, sad to say that family is nothing for some just coz they now have money. They be willing to cut ties for greed. Lol.. I ain’t gon’ be surprised in the future when u guys lose everyone ‘round u bc of greed. Have to admit myself that money is great but it’ll be worthless if u have no real people round u. Don’t be too high of yourself bc u’ll be a wreck if u fall down. It’s much more worse and painful. Be humble and thank God for giving to u the privilege to live acomfortable life.

[blueeyedastro]

Take me anywhere w/ you...

[blueeyedastro]

good thing I have you

[blueeyedastro]

2020 wasn’t so great for most of us. We’ve missed the chance to do the things we have planned for months, many people lost their jobs they worked hard for, many people lost their lives and loved ones bc of covid. 2020 is nearly ending and I hope 2021 would be a great year for us to rehabilitate. I hope 2021 would let us fix and restore the things 2020 had taken away from us. I know it’s imposible to bring back the lives of people lost but i hope we could all heal in 2021. I know healing is not easy, it’s a process and I hope we could all overcome all the mishaps this year had brought us.

-xx