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#nothungry
I am one of those people that eat out of appetite and a hunch of hunger, I guess. But right now, ever since yesterday, I havenāt been hungry. At all. I donāt know what it is thatās happening but itās really weird and troublesome. I overrestimate my hunger by far, or rather my capability to eat. Because the amount I dish onto my plate is apparently a lot more than I can eat and I donāt know why. Donāt know whatās going on.
Somebody tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. And donāt start about jokes of love and the likes. I want to know what it is.
Or is the heat getting to me? Canāt be. That wouldnāt make any sense.
#idioticme
I donāt know where the boundaries are, so Iām just gonna go ahead and ask for what I want.
Because no one is stopping me.
Iām an idiot who is too stupid to enjoy life. Or enjoys it too much.
THIS SUCKS!
what did we do to deserve Hugh Jackman?
I came to realise something essential just now. I'm wasting my life here in this town I call home. I might as well not live by the lack off worthwhile events happening in my life. Call me greedy but as it seems I simply expected more from life. And I'm not ready to compromise.
This is about Code Geass R2 and Lelouch specifically (anime stuff)
Ā Ā Jane Doe (a Youtube account):
Ok so here is a VERY well done in depth analysis done by a comment on the English sub on anime haven (username: Lelouch Vi Britannia):
Did Lelouch really die or is he still alive? Actually, I can answer yes and no to that question. By reviewing several comments, which supports both perspectives, I have made some definite conclusions. These conclusions are supported by my own observations and are indicating that the one once known as Lelouch Vi Britannia is dead but yet alive. Currently, I have 11 points I use as evidence in this analysis:
1. First of all it is necessary to explain how the "code" is obtained by using Charles Vi Britannia, Lelouch's dad, and C.C. as an example. Charles' geass had already evolved into the advanced version, i.e. where it shows up on both his eyes, by the time the viewer get to know him. In addition, C.C. did also evolve her eyes before she received the code. In both cases Charles and C.C. killed their predecessors by using the power of their advanced versions of geass. C.C.'s predecessor also states this condition herself. There is also another condition set before the code activates - one has to die. In the scene where C.C.'s predecessor tricks C.C., C.C. is wounded around her chest area with blood fussing out. Furthermore, Charles' code activates at the moment Lelouch orders him to die. As in these two cases, Lelouch receives the code in a similar way, thus obtaining true immortality. When Charles grabbed onto his throat he was technically killed by Lelouch - he dissipated in this case - thereby passing on the code from parent to child. It also gives a lot sense that Lelouch receives the geass from Charles who is his father, and thus is the successor of both his ability, the code, and the throne. However, it's important to point out that he didn't activate the code until the last episode where the last condition, involving the bearer's dead, was fulfilled at the moment Suzaku killed him. This realization alone is a very strong argument in that Lelouch is actually alive and immortal at that. There is further evidence supporting this point. One should remark that C.C. also have the mark of the code on her forehead, while Charles has it on his hand. So Lelouch most likely has it on another part of his body.
2. Many critics points out that the creators of "Code Geass" declared that Lelouch Vi Britannia is no more. Now, it is true he actually did technically die, however, he is yet alive. Why is that? Well, the title of the second season is "R2". The reason is allegedly that the Japanese pronunciation of Lelouch would correspond to R in English of what I've read. In other words R2 is the same as R.R., similar to V.V. and C.C., and is derived from the name Lelouch, which goes with R as its initial.
3. Another evidence involves the name of the entire serialization "Code Geass". Why do you think it was called this? It is highly possible that the title is a combination of the abilities "code" and "geass". This hints that Lelouch in the end has both abilities. C.C. and Charles Vi Britannia didn't have both since they killed their predecessors and therefore losing their geasses. Lelouch didn't kill his predecessor C.C. but his father, thus obtaining the code while maintaining the geass afterwards.
4. If one pays close attention to the time after Charles dies, one can notice that Lelouch becomes more bold in his strategies, i.e. he shows up before his enemies more than before. That means he actually knows of his forthcoming immortality and he probably wouldn't have acted so bold if he didn't have this. He is a strategist that values his life when planning. An example of this is when he meets up with Nina face to face - she practically used to be a ticking bomb.
5. Another example of him knowing his own immortality is at the moment Suzaku stabs him. He shows confidence and doesn't seem like he is about to die at the least, it's actually like he's laughing inside himself for him being able to deceive everyone. Thus he is sure of his own position of being immortal. Moreover, there isn't any kinds of flashbacks showing his time with Nunnally or his friends when he is stabbed by Suzaku, which is commonly seen when a main protagonist dies. Instead we hear words filled with confidence about destroying and creating worlds.
6. Another important point to make is that Lelouch has been close to the embodiment of cheats, lies, control, and manipulation - all in order to make a better world. This is also why he is one of the greatest characters of all animes. So why wouldn't he lie about his own death? Of course he would. That is why everybody, even the creators of "Code Geass", are acknowledging his dead. They want everybody to be fooled by Lelouch, of course, and it seems to be working just fine. Try to set yourself in the place of the creators. Would you really admit Lelouch was alive? Lelouch is a pro and would never die, especially when Nunnally lives. He even fooled Suzaku by telling that he is influenced by the geass called "people's dreams" in order to make Suzaku also accept that Geass, therefore accepting his own inability to die at will. At the same time he assures a guardian for his sister Nunnally. He's truly an evil genius.
7. This and the following point involves C.C. Lelouch promised to make C.C. happy as she didn't manage to die. To maintain this promise he has to live. Before Lelouch dies she is begging, probably about him actually having the code. Afterwards in the carriage scene she is wearing a smile.
8. On the carriage C.C. states that the power of the king, i.e. geass, brings together people. This is told to Lelouch while she tilts he her own head upwards, indicating she is talking with the driver, allegedly Lelouch. Said statement bears the meaning that the world population have been brought together, however, it also includes individuals - of course also C.C. While she is smiling, she is together with Lelouch.
9. Now to further prove that the driver is Lelouch. The driver is wearing an identical collar to the collar Lelouch had before he was technically killed.
10. Another evidence that the driver is Lelouch is the paper crane atop the carrier, behind C.C. C.C. wouldn't bring such a thing and it most certainly is a symbol of Nunnally's and Lelouch's relationship. It is even a pink paper crane, a paper crane which was given by Nunnally to Lelouch in one of the early episodes.
11. The last evidence collected is that Mr. Orange is very loyal to Lelouch. He would never stand back and let Suzaku kill Lelouch that easily. Rather, he was merely standing and even smiled and pressed him onwards when Suzaku jumped on him. Thus he must have been knowledgeable to the faith of Lelouch. Conclusion: The creators of "Code Geass" left a whole bunch of evidence in order for people to actually reach the understanding that Lelouch is alive. This analysis is quite objective, i.e. it is built on elements in the anime. It is just like analyzing different literature, documentaries and other texts in society. It's all about putting oneself in the position of for instance the director, analyzing the personalities of the characters in the anime, and looking for evidence here and there. Thus you will reach this point.
______THE END_____
Check out the final scene to Code Geass to fully comprehend the monologue above.
This post is really just for myself to remember the quote. Again, not written or thought of by me. But fully understandable and agreeable...
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I canāt show open happiness
The title, again, says it all. I really canāt. Iām fuckinā incapable of it!
Youād think, hey when youāre happy smile? Well, I donāt always. Let me tell you a secret that two people in this world --me included-- know about. The guy that knows abut it only does so, because he explicitly asked for me to ātell him a secretā. And I did. This one.Ā
For several years I stopped showing emotions, or well facial expressions, altogether. The reason is so silly that youāll probably laugh at me.
Does anyone not know what the word āmangaā means? Well itās a Japanese comic, which usually looks rather artistic to me. They draw beautifully (or I only read the stuff that looks beautiful to me, wow Iām shallow!). Anyways, I do have a point to this. Back when I was like ten years old I read the manga āKodomo no Omochaā by Miho Obana in which I read about Akito Hayama a supposedly 11-year-old or something boy. What made him so special to me was the fact that was he being emotionless. Heād bottle up his feelings and not show them (due to being treated poorly in his younger years by his sister). He developed this perfect poker face and something about it seemed fascinating to me. The moment I read this random school girl talking about her friend about Akito being ācoolā I found myself thinking that he, indeed, is cool. And I found myself wanting to be like him. Wanting to be as cool as he is. So I stopped showing facial expression altogether. I turned my... facial muscle off... do you even call it facial muscle? Is that the appropriate term? Oh well.
I stopped smiling, showing any form of facial expression and just suppressed it whenever something made me smile or sad or whatever. Iād pull off this perfect poker face just like he did. I felt pretty cool while doing so, to be all honest.
And maybe about six years later I just eased back into emotions. I slowly started grinning or whatever again, even slowly getting to a real smile. Until I had that pop-up smile whenever people asked for it. I could just pull that one off (beaming a smile at people that I couldnāt care less about). I could smile again. But I wasnāt always genuine about it. So I could flash smiles when I donāt mean it, that came rather easy, but smiling when I actually did mean it, was hard. It was opening up to others that I wasnāt willing to show my true colours to.
I am so complicated. You would not want to know me.
Why nice guys are the worst
I canāt have a guy treating me like a princess and have my heart beat for him when he treats every fucking stranger on the street in the very same way.
I canāt have that.
If you canāt show me Iām special there is no point in seeing you as my special one either.
Continue being nice and kind to everyone⦠to treat every girl the same and make them all feel special. Get all their hopes up only to be surprised about them wanting you. Because you like the attention in the long run. You like that they all want you.
And that is why nice guys are the worst.
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I saw Tom Daley in person.
So the title kinda says it all. When I was in London (a stay of 7 days, and updates concerning that to come hahaha) I stayed pretty much in the inner city in a Hostel called... what was it called? Oh yeah Great Dover Hostel. Canāt say it was beautiful. I stayed in a 12-people dorm, I think. Not that I mind. Iāve stayed in a 32-people-dorm before. Nothing quite beats that in my opinion. Oh Australia...good days.
ANYWAYS, as I was saying, I met a few nice people. One of which I went grocery shopping with (this giant of an American guy who was the same size as me standing, when heās sitting). On that very trip in this very random Tesco I kinda ran into Tom Daley and company. No idea who his friends where, but he was for sure the real thing.
This guy! So cute!! *-*
He was just grocery shopping in that tiny store. I stared for a bit, pointed it out to the people I was with (my sister and the giant American) but since they both didnāt know of his existence, I didnāt bother talking about him anymore.
But yeah, before I forget it ever happened Iām better off writing this down!
Anyways, I just remembered it.
- Your favourite bitch from Wonderland š
I fail in life. Or just with passwords.
There is something I really wanted to tell someone. Just anyone who is willing to listen. But at the same time, I couldnāt think of one person who I wanted them to know this fact about me. Itās so complicated to be me.
Additionally, I completely forgot what that amazing train of thought was about the moment I actually managed to log into tumblr. Iām such a genuis itās unreal. Furthermore, I forgot my passwort. Every damn password of mine (and lemme tell you, thereās a ton!) is saved in a special place (I imagine myself to be winking here for whatever reason). And obviously Iām not writing down the literal password, in case somebody finds that little special place. So everything is changed up enough to mess with peopleās head and remind me of my password anyways. A mix of hints and subtle indicators up to proper encoded numbers and words that hopefully only make sense to me. Funny enough, I knew exactly what was written down on the ātumblrā section, but when I typed that password in, I couldnāt log in due to either incorrect pw or email-address. Needless to say that I was pretty sure my email-address was correct, thus leaving only the password (so me misreading my pw-hint) at fault.
I had to downright change my password after an appropriate twenty something attempts and fails of logging in.
I completely trailed off. Sorry about this little rant.
You know whatās funny? Iām glad no one is reading this. Iām glad to be having this little place to myself. Or maybe Iām just telling myself that to appear cool about the fact that I donāt have āfollowersā or whatever they are called here. I hope itās the first hahaha.
- Your favourite bitch from Wonderland š
LONDON HERE I COME!
What everybody obviously doesnāt know (because Iām new to this) is that Iām heading to London this very weekend! And Iām psyched!
Technically Iāve been there before but itās been forever.. and it was basically a day trip. The rest of the stay in the beautiful rainy little UK. Specifically Eastbourne - apparently it was titled as Englandās āSunniest cityā and let me tell you⦠well it wasnāt too far off. It was quite sunny for September I guess. Not to mention that England is just not all that sunny generally (No offence, UKers, I mean no harm!).
What no one knows about this trip either is that Iām meeting up with someone I consider a really good friend. Who happened to be my first kiss and my somewhat ex-boyfriend, who also confessed to me a few days ago. Itās all a mess but Iām excited to see him again. Also Iāll sound like a sappy girl and I know it, but heās one of the few people that can always make me smile and who Iād describe as āeverybody loves himā because⦠how to explain this? Heās just THAT awesome! I donāt know what will happen there and he already announced as much, but weāll see and Iāll keep you all updated!
- Your favourite bitch from Wonderland š
PS. The heart is blue because obviously blue is awesome and I have a blue heart;)
The two sisters are heading to London!
Iām the one with the weird greenish (it was supposed to be blue but the colour washed out and turned green.. donāt blame me Asians only get blonde and not proper white hair aaand⦠you get my point right?)
- Your favourite bitch from Wonderland š
Oh ain't that the truth...