I feel I should make a post about this.. I'm really sad about my inactivity here, on both of my dmmd blogs ( numbrabbitbrat & blueleaftwink ). I still love my muses and use them where I can, externally to tumblr, but I feel like my blogs never really got off the ground. I enjoyed the threads I had/have, and I'm so thankful people wanted to interact with me. I just felt it so hard to fit in, find my place, especially in such a large, well-established rp fandom. I also made a new blog, in a new fandom, scarredblondlamb (Starfighter) and things have been going really well there! I'm far more included, people seem to talk and interact more. There are less... barriers? I didn't feel like so much of an outcast, being new. People were excited! So whilst I love dmmd, my muses and what I've had going here, I hope you can understand that I'm more likely to put time into something that I feel I'm getting enough back from. I'm not closing these blogs or anything like that. I still want to roleplay and run these blogs, but between my motivation, my Abel blog, school, general life, my art and projects... I don't feel like I'll be able to be as dedicated to these blogs as I'd like to or should be. With any current threads I have, I'm sorry for leaving you hanging. I can't say when or if I will reply again... and I am very sorry. I know how sucky it feels to have threads delayed or dropped and I wanna do what I can to do right by you. Pop me a message? Maybe? If you want to. I'm most active on my Starfighter blog, scarredblondlamb, or you can catch me on Skype, alealia.kitsune (please tell me your username if you add me, thanks!). All of my rp blogs are side blogs, so if you message me here I will get them, even if I am more focused on Abel. I'm sorry again! I don't like doing this but it's best to be honest! I hope you're all well and having a great time ♡ And thank you to everyone who interacted with me on both or either of my dmmd blogs. If it wasn't for you, I likely would have quit tumblr rping as a whole. ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡