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[bluemorgan]

I saw the documentary I can’t get it out of my mind I had to go down there and feel the energy I’m obsessed and fascinated and somehow strangely connected to her the darkness

[bluemorgan]

I was 18 years old I was kidnapped by a man with a gun who took me to an undisclosed location after pushing me in my own car We enter the car through the Driver seat and he told me to cross over into the passenger seat he got behind the wheel he had a gun in his left hand crossing over his body stuck in my stomacht His other hand was on the steering wheel I had a stick shift so he had the gun in my stomach and I was changing gears in my little Ford fiesta we drove and drove and drove at one point we stopped at a stoplight right next to a police officer he told me that if I looked over or move my head that he would blow my guts out so of course in fear I didn’t move and I complied with his request I had one moment there that I thought that I would turn and scream but I wasn’t sure if he really was going to blow my guts out and I would die or I keep I had to stay in the car with him and do whatever it is he was going to do to me and I would die anyways . we drove and drove while we were driving I was begging him for my life I knew he was going to kill me and do horrible things to me before killing me because that’s what he told me he was going to do and I believed him we drove for what seemed to be an eternity probably was only a half an hour or 40 minutes we ended up in a parking lot on the second floor of a parking building it was approximately 1 o’clock in the morning.

I’ll give you more details of this story in parts as it is very painful to revisit as it is buried so deep in my mind bringing it up gives me panic attacks ... stay turned ... I feel it’s time to share my story as maybe someone else has gone they something similar we can help eachother

[bluemorgan]

Cooking for myself keeps me in the light

[bluemorgan]

I have a story to tell true story dark story that’s my story

[bluemorgan]

Something beautiful lies in each of us just let it come out through your art through your words through your posts these are handmade shoes painted by a very special person who suffer from depression and anxiety but here is her beauty