update: hospitalised with severe ME, on a feeding tube & unable to move or barely retain consciousness yet psychiatrists, doctors and consultants will still push you and push you into a hyper adrenaline state that forces you to scream and scream and scream and desperately try to type for the first time in 4 months and then blackout paralysed for a week. well done to the nhs for some top quality emotional gaslighting- you nearly had me believing you for a second. won't be posting till 2019- keep posting lots of art and cinema for me to enjoy when I return xxxxxxxx ps idk who will see this but hey at least bjork released an album I just found out ! utopia please come please
















