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Journalling for my future self⭐

[blueskyminnie]

Theewave pls be real pls be real pls be real

[blueskyminnie]

Unpopular opinion: Seonghyeon have the face that is perfect for bl series as main lead

[blueskyminnie]

I literally have less then 24 hours for my physics exam💀💀💀 and I haven’t done anything yet💀💀💀💀 chat am l cooked?

[blueskyminnie]

My b2nd exam was so good! After b1st exam my confidence was so fucking low that l overthinked at point where l woke my parents in the middle of night and cried at their shoulder.

I thought 'what if l read all these and nothing comes in the exam?' and so many negative what ifs. They comforted me saying that l do not need to cover all the thing nd just trust myself.

I pulled an all-nighter cuz of the tension. I'm feeling so sleepy right now.

But hooray! All questions were common and l cooked the exam. I might get A on this tho. But l still have the chance to get gpa5.

[blueskyminnie]

We are like flowers. We won't last long

[blueskyminnie]

Okkkk got it over! This is first time is my life i did better in a subject where i used to fail. I won't say l did it best that I'll get 90+. I Don't think so.

But yo i did pretty good! Proud of myself honestly. I just need to do even better on B2nd so that number could add up.

[blueskyminnie]

Only 8 hours left until my one of the exam.

Im so chill yet panicking. Ykw? We are gonna see if l cook the exam or it cook me without oil

All I'm doing is praying and studying. I shall not back down! All those 10 years for nothing? Nahhh btch

[blueskyminnie]

2 days left...

Ok wthh not only electricity was gone few times and the heat became unbearable, l didn’t even got to finish b2nd subject cuz of taking care of my brother.

But anyways what gone is gone. Tomorrow morning, im gonna wake up, study b1st. Get coffee atleast for 2 weeks, prepare the essentials.

Let's be more serious now minnie!

[blueskyminnie]

3 DAYS LEFT UNTIL MY BOARDS

Im so fucking scared.

I didn’t wrote anything yesterday cuz l cried (again). The pressure was too much and l had to babysit my sibling for WHOLE day. Honestly, l hv been taking care of him since he was born but the fact that l have an exam coming up and my parents just left for me to take care so they can go to 'work' tg. I was overwhelmed.

Today i took an math exam and i did average. Not bad but also not my best type shit. But I will not give up! The stress is all over me. I just hv to ace it. Yes l can do it!

Let's work hard and smart.

[blueskyminnie]

5 days left...

15/04/2026

Today I enjoyed a lot tbh. The farewell ceremony went well. This was the last time I might went to School. Clicked a lot of pictures with my besties. For the frist time in our trio life, this time we gotten a better picture us in it. Good camera. Good photographer. Good picture.

Will never miss this school but will definitely miss my homies★

Didn’t studied shit. But swear! I'll comeback tmrw;)

[blueskyminnie]

6 Days left... 14/04/2026

I cried twice today! (Why am i proud?)

Ok so when i got my math exam I got 22/30 marks T-T Seriously feeling like piece of shit at that time. Damn i would have cried on the spot but i cried after coming home. Kinda expected tho, cuz i literally left 10 marks cuz i didn’t had TIME. I got 2 numbers extra out of pity.

Then fake cried at noon cuz of family drama. I can become an actor I hv potential hehe. Honestly I'm sick of my family drama. Just want to escape from them.

Studied- 3h 25m✔

I think I'm going back to seriously studying again after my lazy ass lossing motivation. Anyway, gonna pull all nighter tonight cuz i still have so much to cover. Wait- But l have farewell ceremony at school. I need to look put together! Gnna sleep at 3/4 am then.

[blueskyminnie]

7 days left bitches👹💔

[blueskyminnie]

12/04/2026

Fuck routine. I'm just gonna try my best

[blueskyminnie]

9 days left...

11/04/2026

Ok listen i might be cooking... Or it’s cooking me but either way something is cooking. I'm so nervous as fuck that i don't eveb feel anything. Just feeling like an ordinary day where i doom scroll yay.

But time is clicking for sure. It seems so little but It's really big syllabus I have.

So what we have short syllabus? The shits are real hard as fuck bruh

[corvid-language-library]

The sooner you start, the sooner you'll be done with it and the sooner you can stop thinking about it. Go on, up you get, it won't be as bad as you think.

[blueskyminnie]

No im not a failure the fuck? I can literally study one of my whole syllabus rn! Just like i did in test. And i was so lucky that the questions I did the previous night, came on the fucking test yeahhhhhhh

I bring luck bruh. Just had to study hard for now! Then i can doom scroll all the day hehe

[blueskyminnie]

10 days left..

I'm such a failure