BLUE

this is a blog about the vast, complex, and often conflicting emotions i feel. enjoy

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your understanding is limited by your experience

[infamy001]

[fruitsaladchewits-deactivated20]

[birdseyebrow]

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Your fingers push at the edges. You’re so close but still separate. You grasp at the seams but deep down you know you will never tear them.

[asoftwrongness]

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we are not meant to be together but when we force it it looks so pretty

[tri-ciclo]

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sometimes I have to remind myself that I am a very small person in a hugely vast universe and that therefore, in the grand scheme of things, my problems are even smaller than I am.

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I like being sad. I feel like I’m myself when I’m down, like this is how I’m suppose to be, and I’m fine with it. I don’t fancy being joyful. Joy feels like I ate something really weird and I’m repulsed by the sweetness. A lot of people say it’s not healthy to be this way, but I live comfortably. I’m happy.

[chaosophia218]

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you know, they’re not as important as you think they are.

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i am sorry that your world is not beautiful enough for you to be happy

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I’ll always love you, but you can’t be a part of my life anymore. Not in the way you once were

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I'm sorry if I let you down, but it's time I lifted myself up.

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i don't like who i am and i no longer see viable ways to change myself for the better

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i miss the smell of your laundry detergent and how soft your hair was. i miss kissing your cheeks and holding you while you cried. i miss how you loved life and all it's beautiful things but felt an irrational hatred for yourself, even though you were life's loveliest creation.