Blue the dead girl

| he/him/she | personal account, some occational fandom posts, 18+ | 21 | active august 2026 | taken🔒 |

[bluethedeadgirl]

[bluethedeadgirl]

Now fr stressed about income

Haha praying this gets solved quickly😃

Shout out to my evil a$s doctor who literally said "we'll see" to me saying i needed an income to survive before sabotaging my application.

GENUINLY pleaseeeeee get fired with poor reccomendations

[bluethedeadgirl]

No but fr it's getting very difficult to talk about post summer plans when I have zero fcking security anymore.

[bluethedeadgirl]

Patiently awaiting monday to make a bunch of calls and book appointments

Until then I will be the most anxious person

[bluethedeadgirl]

Now fr stressed about income

Haha praying this gets solved quickly😃

Shout out to my evil a$s doctor who literally said "we'll see" to me saying i needed an income to survive before sabotaging my application.

GENUINLY pleaseeeeee get fired with poor reccomendations

[bluethedeadgirl]

No but fr it's getting very difficult to talk about post summer plans when I have zero fcking security anymore.

[bluethedeadgirl]

Now fr stressed about income

Haha praying this gets solved quickly😃

Shout out to my evil a$s doctor who literally said "we'll see" to me saying i needed an income to survive before sabotaging my application.

GENUINLY pleaseeeeee get fired with poor reccomendations

[bluethedeadgirl]

Also gonna binge x files and twin peaks when I get home bc it's basically autumn

Also gonna keep working on decorating my house

Also also gonna get stable income so I don't go insane

[bluethedeadgirl]

On vacation with my wife and I love it so muchhhhh

[bluethedeadgirl]

Privating my account for the forseeable future 🙃

[that-vexaholic-cryptid]

[ghouls-on-film]

[bluethedeadgirl]

Speedrunning all my wisdom teeth coming in

[bluethedeadgirl]

I have a few things I'm glad I'm doing better with :)

I no longer carry sc1ss0rs on walks in case someone tries to get me

I can walk past roads

I can recognize signs of some episodes and actually warn people close to me

I can somewhat handle myself when it comes to things I need to avoid

These are a just few of the issues I started dealing with at around 18-19.

[bluethedeadgirl]

I have a few things I'm glad I'm doing better with :)

I no longer carry sc1ss0rs on walks in case someone tries to get me

I can walk past roads

I can recognize signs of some episodes and actually warn people close to me

I can somewhat handle myself when it comes to things I need to avoid

These are a just few of the issues I started dealing with at around 18-19.

[bluethedeadgirl]

I'm proud of myself for finally blocking the religous ads I had been getting.

I know it was something i had to do and I did it :)

[bluethedeadgirl]

I overdid it and walked around the house too much<\3(been pretty okay these past few days so???)

Anyways nauseous in bed rn<\3

[byjove]

There was a trend in the 40s and 50s (not sure if it predates that or if there are places that still do it) where you could get your child’s baby shoes cast in bronze or dipped in bronze and use them as keepsakes or have them mounted as bookends. Better than the resin slop of the modern day in my opinion. My great grandma had my grandpa’s baby shoes made into bookends ends because she loved him very much and he was her only child and it is honestly really cute. My mom got her dad’s baby shoe bookends when she moved out and they were in my living room my entire childhood, she had explained how they were grandpa’s shoes covered in bronze and I thought that was cool.

Then I went to an art museum and saw bronze busts of people and my tiny child brain thought the person’s dismembered head and shoulders were in there…

[bluethedeadgirl]

Reached my lowest point in self isolation

I svck at conversation💀

[bluethedeadgirl]

I'm going to be okay. I know it.

But I told my mom my tells just in case so she knows when to get me away from crowds, people all that

(Ty mom🙏)