[blushingbabycakes]

HOW ???

How do u tell your friends you want them there for you? And yet they have their own lives to live but how come I can't be a part of that.

So many questions goes through my fucking mind. Do they accept me? Am I a good friend to have? Or to even talk to? Are we only friends when we are drinking or smoking? Do you accept my life? Are you okay with the lifestyle I've chosen? Is that why you don't bother with me?

Sometimes I wish I could move on from them since nothing excites them when I'm around, just a cloud sitting there and whenever I speak no one acknowledges a word I said or that I said something really dumb and they have nothing to say.

With my life, I can not change a thing. I need to cope and accept what is happening to myself, my body and my life.

I AM IN A DIFFERENT LIFESTYLE THEN they are.

At the end of the day, I think to myself.... Who needs friends ??

[pre-party]

[indigodreams]

Monet’s garden at Giverny

[dollie-dearest]

date idea: u come over and nap with me

[reminiscent-adolescents]

I have many faces

Depending on each crowd

I don’t know which I like best

Or if any are actually

Me

Or just what they want from me

-Facing Fears, Facing Self

[xxanax-whore]

[deeplifequotes]

“The way you think about yourself and the way you treat yourself determines whether you become happy or not.”

— Jerry Corstens

[blushingbabycakes]

When i

When i lay down. Everything is quite and you hear nothing but your heart beating. Feeling the way its beating. You get fascinated by the little things

[blushingbabycakes]

Im feeling so

Im feeling so free and myself and I want to tell someone about it!!! I want them to be proud of me and i want them to do the same with me so i could be proud of their happiness. I would so love to tell someone how my life has been without judgement but when I do i feel like they are judging and dont want to hear it because its ANNOYING.

[blushingbabycakes]

Its crazy ....

Its crazy how you were so in love with this person and all the shit they put you through you couldn't take it anymore, you end up stop loving them and already started living my life without him and he didn't even know it. He deserved better. But honestly he slowly difted me away from him by treating me the way he did.

[edating]

yes ur allowed to have other friends u just have to love me more

[deeplifequotes]

And then one day, with no explanation, she just didn’t care any more.

BSC (via deeplifequotes)

[blushingbabycakes]

fuck

fuck fuuck fuuuck what the fuck am I feeling rn.

[deeplifequotes]

Note to Self: You don’t gain anything from stressing and worrying about things you can’t change.

(via deeplifequotes)

[sadbitchezonly]

Being able to find someone you click with so naturally is the best feeling ever. You feel like you’ve been best friends you’re whole life, it feels like you’re coming home. You’re so comfortable with them. Maybe that’s what a soulmate is. Not someone who shares every single thing in common with you, but someone who feels like home.

[sixpenceee]

Rocket launches at sunset or sunrise produce a light show known as twilight phenomena. This occurs when the unburned fuel particles in the rocket trail and water condense, freeze and then expand in the thinner upper atmosphere. (Source)

[launch-me-into-the-frickin-sun]

rainbow contrails

[blacksatinballetslippers]

2018 will be the year you…

Re-gain self confidence, love yourself, be independent, take risks, surround yourself with pleasant energy with love and light, and make adventures