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I want to scream. Im trying to plan my wedding and between not knowing what my guest list would even look like and maybe having to significantly downsize and being told that family would not want to attend (because of covid which I totally understand) I just want to give up planning it all together.

I wanted the most basic simple wedding. Straight up tacos and tequila in a backyard with my family. Like a big backyard carne asada and music and dancing.

I don’t want a glam wedding with all the bows and fancy dinner course plates.

I wanted to have all my family there. I don’t want to have to pick and choose.

I have an enormous family and I can’t invite one aunt and not the one cousin.

I don’t want to wait...

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Wow everyone is going through it. Hold my hand

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wish i was snuggling not struggling

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You can’t understand

and I hope that you never do.

I hope that you never come home to a clean home.

I hope that one thing is always out of place.

I hope you never miss seeing a pair of shoes strewn about the living room.

I hope your loved one is messy when they are tired.

I hope you are grateful for the moment when you come home and see those shoes with the socks turned inside out under the coffee table.

I hope you know that they are tired too.

I hope you are patient and understanding, they’ve walked a long distance and worked hard.

Im tired.

wholeheartedsuggestions

you’re allowed to get up one day and just decide to change who you are. dress differently, speak up more, laugh out loud even though you’ve never liked your laugh, say what you want to, say hey to people you wouldn’t normally, get that confidence going. we don’t have to stay the way people see us out of the fear that they won’t like the us we want to be.