Dressed in Bad News

Indie RP

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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Brendon wanted to wrench away from him, wanted to lock himself up so he couldn’t push any more limits tonight, “D-Don’t be sorry. Don’t. This is my fault. All of it is because of me. If I ever do that again I want you to hit me as hard as you can, okay? Please. I’m ordering you to hit me and tell me whenever you don’t want something like that. I’m so sorry.”

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Aleks friend and just hides his face in Brendon’s chest. He never wanted to hit him. He was hoping that Brendon would never make him do something like that. Right now, all he wanted to do was curl up and cry into Brendon’s arms. Hr knew he had to be strong, though. If he cried, he could only upset Brendon more.

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He wouldn’t ever stop hating himself for this. “Aleks… I’m so sorry.. Fuck.” Brendon sighed, “if-if you don’t want me around right now then I understand, all you have to do is tell me. You’re perfect, I’m the one that screwed up and I’m so sorry. ” he tried again, “Please talk to me.. Please? What do I need to do..?”

[blxckandpxisonious]

"Hold me," he says, not moving from his place. He didn't want Brendon to leave, he just wanted things to go back to how they were before.

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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Brendon wanted to wrench away from him, wanted to lock himself up so he couldn’t push any more limits tonight, “D-Don’t be sorry. Don’t. This is my fault. All of it is because of me. If I ever do that again I want you to hit me as hard as you can, okay? Please. I’m ordering you to hit me and tell me whenever you don’t want something like that. I’m so sorry.”

[blxckandpxisonious]

Aleks friend and just hides his face in Brendon's chest. He never wanted to hit him. He was hoping that Brendon would never make him do something like that. Right now, all he wanted to do was curl up and cry into Brendon's arms. Hr knew he had to be strong, though. If he cried, he could only upset Brendon more.

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When he felt the pressure against the door let up he walked in, cautiously going over to hug him tight, hiding his face in his neck. Brendon shook his head, “I should’ve gone with you, if I had gone with you then it wouldn’t have happened.. I’m so sorry.” He couldn’t apologize enough to him.

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“You don’t know that,” Aleks murmurs as he leans Against Brendon, since his head was hurting. “They would’ve taken us both..” He says with a sign. “I’m sorry I’m not the one you need anymore..”

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“No, no i do need you, /you/ are the only thing that’s important to me, nothing else matters.” He whispered, closing his eyes and feeling his heart racing in his chest. “Why didn’t you push me away? Fuck im so fucking sorry, Aleks..”

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Aleks curls into him and whimpers softly, nuzzling. "I'm so sorry, sir. I'm so sorry," he cries as he grips onto Brendon. He never wants to let go.

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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When he felt the pressure against the door let up he walked in, cautiously going over to hug him tight, hiding his face in his neck. Brendon shook his head, “I should’ve gone with you, if I had gone with you then it wouldn’t have happened.. I’m so sorry.” He couldn’t apologize enough to him.

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"You don't know that," Aleks murmurs as he leans Against Brendon, since his head was hurting. "They would've taken us both.." He says with a sign. "I'm sorry I'm not the one you need anymore.."

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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Brendon felt him tense but that surprisingly wasn’t what stopped him, what stopped him was how Aleks said that he’d loved him, in past tense. He pulled back slowly and then seemed to have formed some sort of realization, he wasn’t allowed to do this. He’d just done exactly what he told himself he’d never do and despite being drunk it didn’t make it any better. “Fuck… Fuck- Aleks, shit I’m so sorry. God dammit im sorry,” brendon mumbled, backing off to the other side of the bed. “Fuck, a-are you okay?”

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Aleks quickly scrambled off the bed and away from Brendon. He’s clearly shaken up by what just happened; his his clouded in confusion. He felt his stomach churn as he wrapped his arms around himself and quickly went into the bathroom and closes the door. He let’s out a sob and covers his face. He thought he could trust Brendon.

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He watched in horror as Alex got up and quickly made his way into the bathroom only to shut the door, wanted to punch himself for being so stupid. Brendon slowly made his way over to the door, “Aleks, I-I didn’t mean to pressure you.. I just- I’d forgot.” He mumbled, “I forgot that you’re not who you used to be.” Perhaps it wasn’t the best choice of words but Brendon couldn’t think of any other way to say it.

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Aleks let out another sob, curling up when Brendon said that. He knew the other Aleks was who Brendon needed. Not him. He pants heavily, leaning against the door and snacks his head hard against it, “Remember goddamnit..” He growls to himself, doing it once again to try and snap himself into his old mindset.

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Brendon heard the loud thump and felt an ache in his chest, reaching down to try and open the door just a crack. “Aleks don’t hurt yourself, don’t- this is my fault okay? It’s my fault.” He tried, feeling as if he was about to cry, he should’ve stayed with him that day, shouldn’t have let him go out alone whenever he was taken. “I’m so sorry.. Please, this was all because of me.”

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"Shut up," Aleks says and holds his now pounding head. "You didn't kidnap me.. They did.." He murmurs, leaning against the counter now so Brendon can come inside. He sniffles as he remembers the pictures he saw. He wish he could remember them.

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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Brendon felt him tense but that surprisingly wasn’t what stopped him, what stopped him was how Aleks said that he’d loved him, in past tense. He pulled back slowly and then seemed to have formed some sort of realization, he wasn’t allowed to do this. He’d just done exactly what he told himself he’d never do and despite being drunk it didn’t make it any better. “Fuck… Fuck- Aleks, shit I’m so sorry. God dammit im sorry,” brendon mumbled, backing off to the other side of the bed. “Fuck, a-are you okay?”

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Aleks quickly scrambled off the bed and away from Brendon. He’s clearly shaken up by what just happened; his his clouded in confusion. He felt his stomach churn as he wrapped his arms around himself and quickly went into the bathroom and closes the door. He let’s out a sob and covers his face. He thought he could trust Brendon.

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He watched in horror as Alex got up and quickly made his way into the bathroom only to shut the door, wanted to punch himself for being so stupid. Brendon slowly made his way over to the door, “Aleks, I-I didn’t mean to pressure you.. I just- I’d forgot.” He mumbled, “I forgot that you’re not who you used to be.” Perhaps it wasn’t the best choice of words but Brendon couldn’t think of any other way to say it.

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Aleks let out another sob, curling up when Brendon said that. He knew the other Aleks was who Brendon needed. Not him. He pants heavily, leaning against the door and snacks his head hard against it, "Remember goddamnit.." He growls to himself, doing it once again to try and snap himself into his old mindset.

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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Brendon felt him tense but that surprisingly wasn’t what stopped him, what stopped him was how Aleks said that he’d loved him, in past tense. He pulled back slowly and then seemed to have formed some sort of realization, he wasn’t allowed to do this. He’d just done exactly what he told himself he’d never do and despite being drunk it didn’t make it any better. “Fuck… Fuck- Aleks, shit I’m so sorry. God dammit im sorry,” brendon mumbled, backing off to the other side of the bed. “Fuck, a-are you okay?”

[blxckandpxisonious]

Aleks quickly scrambled off the bed and away from Brendon. He's clearly shaken up by what just happened; his his clouded in confusion. He felt his stomach churn as he wrapped his arms around himself and quickly went into the bathroom and closes the door. He let's out a sob and covers his face. He thought he could trust Brendon.

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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Brendon couldn’t help the smile on his face after Aleks had kissed him, sitting up a little more and setting the food aside so that he could move closer, reaching out to cup his face and gently tilt his chin up to kiss him once more. “I miss you…”

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Aleks’ heart began to race. He knew Brendon had to be trashed to be saying this to him since he knew it always got him upset. He swallows nervously and kisses him back before moving away, “Br-Brendon.. Please just eat.” He says softly as he looks down.

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Had he been sober there was no way he’d be pushing himself onto Aleks like this, it’d been so long and the other was finally home… Brendon didn’t know how to stop himself. He ducked his head down and brought one hand around to cup the back of Aleks’ neck to pull him closer, kissing along the other’s throat.

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Aleks’ eyes widened at the feeling, tensing up and snapping his eyes shut. What was he suppose to do? The slight force almost felt like he was being brought back to his old ways. That he needed to submit to Brendon and give him the comfort he needed. Aleks tried to think of other things to help distract himself from pushing Brendon away.

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“I missed you so fucking much,” brendon murmured, voice low and husky from arousal, “I wanna make you feel good…” He breathed, his free hand slipping up under Aleks’ shirt and smoothing over his skin. “I love you.”

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"I loved you too," he whispers shakingly as he tensed up when he touched him. He let's out a soft moan at his lips on his neck, "B-Brendon.." He pants softly as he grips onto the sheets.

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Brendon couldn’t help the smile on his face after Aleks had kissed him, sitting up a little more and setting the food aside so that he could move closer, reaching out to cup his face and gently tilt his chin up to kiss him once more. “I miss you…”

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Aleks’ heart began to race. He knew Brendon had to be trashed to be saying this to him since he knew it always got him upset. He swallows nervously and kisses him back before moving away, “Br-Brendon.. Please just eat.” He says softly as he looks down.

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Had he been sober there was no way he’d be pushing himself onto Aleks like this, it’d been so long and the other was finally home… Brendon didn’t know how to stop himself. He ducked his head down and brought one hand around to cup the back of Aleks’ neck to pull him closer, kissing along the other’s throat.

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Aleks' eyes widened at the feeling, tensing up and snapping his eyes shut. What was he suppose to do? The slight force almost felt like he was being brought back to his old ways. That he needed to submit to Brendon and give him the comfort he needed. Aleks tried to think of other things to help distract himself from pushing Brendon away.

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Aleks&Bden|closed

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Brendon couldn’t help the smile on his face after Aleks had kissed him, sitting up a little more and setting the food aside so that he could move closer, reaching out to cup his face and gently tilt his chin up to kiss him once more. “I miss you…”

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Aleks' heart began to race. He knew Brendon had to be trashed to be saying this to him since he knew it always got him upset. He swallows nervously and kisses him back before moving away, "Br-Brendon.. Please just eat." He says softly as he looks down.

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“Thank you..” He mumbled, face buried in the pillow. After a moment brendon looked up, “Lay down with me?” He asked, “Today wasn’t fun at all… How was your day?” He spoke up again, slurring his words slightly. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to kinda lock myself up right when I got home.”

“It’s okay..” he says as he leans down and sits down beside him. “I could tell,” he says as he runs his hands through Brendon’s hair. He wished he could’ve helped. “You reek of alochol..” he chuckles softly.

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Brendon hums softly at the hand running through his hair, just that little bit of comfort seemed to help him immensely. “That bad, huh? I don’t mean too, M'not that drunk.” He said, turning his head to look over at him, for a second it almost felt like how it was before Aleks went missing, it felt normal.

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Aleks listens to him and smiles, he then noticed him staring. He blushes and looks down, looking down at the bed. “Sure smells like it, but okay.” He says playfully and sits up. “Come on, eat before you fall asleep.”

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“Don’t be rude,” he teased, reaching over and poking the other only to pause a few moments after. “Hey.. Hey, will you kiss me?” Brendon asked, voice quieter as he looked up at Aleks, he didn’t want to force him but he’s love to have any sort of normal thing back in his life.

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Aleks hesitated for a moment before clearing his throat, "Uhm.. O-Okay.." He says. He figured Brendon needs all reassurance right now, so he leans in and gives him a soft kiss on the lips. He pulls away a few moments after, clearly his throat. "Here," he quickly gives him the food and hides his blush.

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“Thank you..” He mumbled, face buried in the pillow. After a moment brendon looked up, “Lay down with me?” He asked, “Today wasn’t fun at all… How was your day?” He spoke up again, slurring his words slightly. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to kinda lock myself up right when I got home.”

“It’s okay..” he says as he leans down and sits down beside him. “I could tell,” he says as he runs his hands through Brendon’s hair. He wished he could’ve helped. “You reek of alochol..” he chuckles softly.

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Brendon hums softly at the hand running through his hair, just that little bit of comfort seemed to help him immensely. “That bad, huh? I don’t mean too, M'not that drunk.” He said, turning his head to look over at him, for a second it almost felt like how it was before Aleks went missing, it felt normal.

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Aleks listens to him and smiles, he then noticed him staring. He blushes and looks down, looking down at the bed. "Sure smells like it, but okay." He says playfully and sits up. "Come on, eat before you fall asleep."

[marniethedog]

took the train 2day

[hermionejg-deactivated20200701]

I don’t know what I even just watched but it really prepared me for the day.

[kingstupid]

always

[superspaceprince]

a post for transboys

-you are every bit as masculine as you wanna be, whether that’s tons or none -you look very cute 24/7 don’t worry -ur tummies are cute. nice ‘nd cuddly  -ur still valid even if you dont bind or transition  -ur great -ily

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“Thank you..” He mumbled, face buried in the pillow. After a moment brendon looked up, “Lay down with me?” He asked, “Today wasn’t fun at all… How was your day?” He spoke up again, slurring his words slightly. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to kinda lock myself up right when I got home.”

“It’s okay..” he says as he leans down and sits down beside him. “I could tell,” he says as he runs his hands through Brendon’s hair. He wished he could’ve helped. “You reek of alochol..” he chuckles softly.

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Brendon was exhausted, work was horrible, he’d gotten yelled at or snapped at by pretty much everyone and that put him in a bad mood, he’d fought tears nearly three times. When he was finally home with the worst headache known to man he went straight to the alcohol. He’d weakly said hey to Aleks and that he was just tired but within an hour he was drunk and sprawled out laying in bed. @blxckandpxisonious

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Aleks walks in with a glass of water and a sandwich for him. "Hey.. You awake?" He asks as he walks over and sets the sandwich and water on the aide of the bed. "I brought something to help settle your stomach from all that alcohol.." He says with a small grin, in hopes Brendon would accept the small gesture.

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oh my god

[officialjared19]

I need the rest of this story

[selfishlydisp0ssessed-deactivat]

right okay, her husband pays these dudes to kill her, and they kidnap her, but rather than kill her (they told her they don’t kill women) after a day, they drop her off with a cell phone, the recording of her husband asking for her to be killed, plus the $7000 he paid them, and tell her to go make sure it doesn’t do that again, so she fucking turns up right after the funeral about a week later??, and his ass freaks out and he screams some shit about ghosts, but shes like “lol no bitch i’m real” and hes in jail now and she free af to be with her 8 kids.