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sept '16: i got an old pv/grind comp recently & that's pretty much all i listen to now. i got laid off this month but i'm trying to make the most of it. been writing a lot more lately hmu me up if you want a zine.

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[ourvaluedcustomers]

While discussing movies… 

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[kingstupid]

Are you a cop? You have to tell me if you're a cop.

lol no way, bro! bro, would a cop be on tumbler?? lol bro that's so funny. srsly tho bro did you find that pot & if so could you email me detailed directions to it?? i'm trying to blaze up that illegal cannabis, of course! haha, bro, my email is [email protected] lol thanx bro!

[kingstupid]

Why is your insta private but you post everything here? Got a secret?

i don't post them all here anymore! just a few. idk if i have many secrets, but none of them are being broadcast on instag. what u tryin 2 find out??

[kingstupid]

spaceman spliff in the building rn

[kingstupid]

i'm a bag of coffee lol

[kingstupid]

if you have the chance to see didi, you absolutely should, because they are amazing!!!

[kingstupid]

rocky found a knife

[kingstupid]

smdh @big_illy_style just comes into my room to mock me

[kingstupid]

i consider myself truly lucky to be surrounded by friends who are endlessly inspiring & who challenge me to push myself both creatively & emotionally. major major shout out to busted outlook for asking us to play their sendoff show. i can't wait to hear about all the pokemon fred's going to catch in europe.

[ruinedchildhood]

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@malingshu @runawaybandit

[yicunhui]

idk how many times i can say i am screaming before ppl getsick of it but I AM SCREAMING

[kingstupid]

god damn

[kingstupid]

this gig is TONIGHT!! come out & send busted off to europe! drop in will have TAPES btw, get 'em while the gettin's good. (at Crate Oakland)

[stoneroses]

A gripping four-part saga

[thx-a-latke]

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[kingstupid]

literature.

[kingstupid]

way out here, on my ten, taking a break from trying to get my goddamn shit together

[kingstupid]

[kingstupid]

it’s 2 pm, i’m sitting at my desk in my boxers trying to figure out if leaving the industry i love is worth being able to pay my rent AND my bills.  

i don’t want to work for the fucking bus company but how many choices do i have?? how do i keep working in coffee? i honestly do not know how much longer i can stick it out, i can’t be working a fucking job where i’m getting shorted on my paycheck & am given no direction.  people keep saying, “oh, i heard you got a promotion,”... what kind of a fucking joke is it to say “actually i make less money, i just took it because everyone at the cafe is sick of me.” that’s not the only place everyone hates me, i’m fucking sick of being hated but i don’t know what to do about it.  i try hard as fuck to be a good person, but maybe i just am not a good person, maybe i am supposed to just... be a hermit who works for the bus company.

i keep having this nightmare-fantasy where i leave my whole life behind & go somewhere to become someone else, but when i get there, everyone hates my new self, too.  is it possible that the weight of your own anxieties & failures can crush you to death??