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I need to wake up

I’m so tired man. But I never do anything.

Why

Where did all my motivation go 😭

I was so hyped yesterday..

Y’know when you understand all the concepts the exam is more about developing your own ideas and all that shit so it’s so fucking stressful 😭

Last night I was literally gonna cry cause I was sure I was gonna fail lmao

It turned out better than expected tho so thank god

Y’know when you understand all the concepts the exam is more about developing your own ideas and all that shit so it’s so fucking stressful 😭

God today I did my last exam and how unnerving omfg

You know. I have hope everything will turn out alright.

But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt right now.

🙃

#i see #16122020

Honestly, i just want to rest.

A fucking actual rest.

I’m so burned out I barely feel alive.

How do I continue?

Y’know when you tell your friend you used to like them and two seconds later you can see the future endless teasing 😐

Feels so good to have some normality again. Sadly it’ll only last until tomorrow. I hope I could give you all the time in the world

Hdkshsjsh why do I feel like I fucked up without actually fucking anything up 😭

I couldn’t help her when she was going through a hard time. But giving her time without pressuring her was what she needed.

I wish she didn’t always have to deal with everything on her own though. I wish I could be there. But for now I’ll have to help in the ways I can and she lets me.

Ah... for the first time since I started uni, today we had a conversation like the ones we used to have everyday. I’m happy.

I hate the feeling of our friendship fading away

Why is she ignoring me

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