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I post on here so no one knows because I’m not even safe on Twitter

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Sometimes I want to say fuck everything everyone ... fuck my house everything I’m so over everything and everyone ... I don’t get nothin but shit from ppl that should be missing my feet I make sure everyone is ok before and that’s my fucking problem ... ungrateful kids ungrateful man ... mad friends that don’t understand ... and just not telling ppl ur business so they don’t make it a topic of tonight’s convo I’m just tf over it all

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I can slowly see my relationship coming to an end ... I just got called boring

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I be wanting to chat in groups that be full af

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Do ppl actually connect here ???

[420weedkly]

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Sometimes I wonder if I was born back in the days where Manson was out here doing his thing would I be a hippie in a cult ... like shit was bananas back in the day

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Sometimes I just feel tired

Sometimes mentally

Sometimes emotionally

Sometimes both...

I’m even tired of being tired

But the weight of being tired still remains

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I just be smoking and minding my business

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Sometimes my emotions just want to burst out

But I always find myself suppressing and holding them in

Because I rather cry alone in the bathroom

Under the shower

Unsteady of giving u the satisfaction of knowing u actually hurt my feelings

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I hate when I’m just sitting here in a pool of hurt feelings and I have to get myself out of them ... ppl know their strengths and weaknesses and mine is not debating anymore... I’m learning how to not put so much energy into being mad... arguing or being upset but it’s hard when the other person speaks they mind whether it hurts u or not and u just chalk it .... it’s not chalking when u still feel that feeling in ur stomach like yeah ... ya feels still hurt ... so here I am ... good morning to all

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So sad to see darell leave

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My cat been real clingy today ... maybe she feels what I’m feeling

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I’m never disappointed

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Sometimes I want to be left alone .. but most nights I’m lonely af but don’t want to complain

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Or the feeling of someone being infatuated with the thought of having u not cherishing u once u are with them

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Or feeling like ur tolerated because a person couldn’t have exactly who they wanted