[bondedtrauma]

                it'll    HURT    every    time    you    think    of    it    .    but   ,    over    time    ,    it    will    hurt   less    and   LESS   .    and    ,    eventually    ,    you'll    remember    it    ,    and    it    will    only    hurt    a    little    .     ━━━━━━━━    indie    dual    ocs    ,    played    out    by    ELLI    .    highly triggering    .     highly    affiliated    with   @fckhacks    .

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[bondedtrauma]

pspspsp…….im alive! i had to move TWICE and then school started this week so ive been a little busy to say the least. i’ll be returning this week tho :) ill rb a few ask memes today while im in class to help start!

[2citiez]

Top 5 favorite rp blogs, go!

just 5?!?!?!?!?!?!? that's not fair. jk, jk! imma shoutout some peeps who i've never had a chance to interact with (either not much or on this bog in specific) but enjoy a bunch on my dash in silence, lol! & holy balls, that got long- oooooooooooooooooops. under the cut for ya's!!

@waterlord / @seamtorn : what have i not already said that still stands till this day, LOL! but seriously, fusiera's blogs are the first ones to come to mind for me because the dedication & love they put in all their stuff is great! they expand so deeply into their muses lore, worlds & internal struggles so well, everything they write compliments canon in a way that gives anyone who reads their hc's such a great feel on the muses they have. their muses, in their canon, have so much to give but with them being side-characters & another story that needs to be told, such great characters with so much potential for further deep dives is not explored in the shows they come from. with both fusiera's muses coming from tcg series (buddyfight & yugioh), you can piece together some kind of picture for em & their backstories (mostly for their kiri/miserea muse) through hints with their cards of association, but i mean, can anyone do it they way fusi does?!?!?! NOPE!!! they look over every detail, go into their reasonings that are well thought out, down to the point -- everything just feels so expansive (including their crossover verses)! i have seen & experienced their kiri/miserea muse more atm, so i have plenty to say about why i love their portrayal on them! i mean, a big plus is that i love the series kiri comes from (its future card buddyfight, if u like pokemon & yugioh, tf u doing GET ON THAT SHIT), but its also cuz the character has so much to give & fusiera... GIVES! the concept of a deity living among people because of their love for the human race but also having the potential to destroy it (in certain circumstances, like say, their two halves split), is soooooo daaaamn good to see! i just love it! there's so much more i want to say but... i've entered ramble territory at this point!!! i haven't spoken to u in soooo long & that is all on me, but i have you in my mind & hoping that you are doing well (i gotta add u on my new discord!!!)! kiri & shinobu tings still have my heart in a GRIP ♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎!!!!!!!!!!!

@aphantad / @creelsclocks : killjoy has put & will continue to put so much into their writing & the muses they take on! i'm going to reference their current endeavor on their latter mentioned blog, but their multimuse (@aphantad) full of characters from their comic & written works is deadass great as well (& you should check it out, anon)! i'd like to firstly compliment their confidence with going canon divergent for their portrayal of henry kreel. i love that you have diverted from canon as much as you have, expanding on aspects of henry that you saw were poorly written & deserved more --- & on top of that, giving his character that more that you believe he needs! sticking to your guns & rewriting a canon story & pretty much being like 'here is what MY blog is, take it or leave it' is really admirable. i see a lot of people do the same thing on my dash with their blogs as well, but honest to god, its you that makes me want to do the same with my muses, as i do not like their canon too much either! which brings me to my second point, killjoy inspires me to do whatever tf i want, which may sound silly cuz, like, why can't i just do it without needing inspo to do so, right? well, a lot of my canon interpretations for my muses may not sit well with peeps, but at this point, can't find it in me to care anymore! seeing them be apologetically themselves is really refreshing & i love it! i love their blog, i love their writing, henry is a character i associate with killjoy & their blog got me wishing for a henry we were ROBED FROM on the screen! that pain is real LOLOLOL!!

@mamabearmuses / @facesplit / @funbonded / @yellowhug : the thing i love a lot about sav's writing is that everything translates so well through their muses dialogue, description of their muses mannerisms, & how the reply is put together! the way they write doi & funfred is honestly such a treat to read because its has no much life to it!!! their presence on the dash is also very nice! i'm on at very late hours, more than i am during the day because its hard to sleep at times, & its so nice to see their posts when they’re around! i get curious about their muses & i want to know more about em because of their writing & hc's! i sometimes find myself going down interesting rabbit holes! i also have a hUGE LOVE for anything to do with horror as a whole & sav does not shy away from that stuff when writing their muses! i love to see it!

@mellodiies : misha, holy shit, firstly... whenever i see their posts, i deadass always smile!!!! if anyone knows me, they know i love to laugh & a lot of misha's posts just make me burst out laughing! honestly, the vibe on the dash changes drastically when they are gone, but when they come back its like 'yeeeea... YEEEEEAAAA!!!', ya know?????? your dedication to expressing mello's character, his backstory, how his life in the wammy house (as well as the mafia) effected him as a child & the way it shows in his relationships (& view of himself) in adulthood are all well put together!!! i haven't seen death note, but for mello & because of you, i feel this strong urge to!!! for the same reasons that i adore the blogs i have mentioned above, i admire that you post whatever it is that you want! some ppl don't like when muns post 'too much ooc' & i can't understand it. i enjoy seeing the things you have to share with the dash, it makes me feel comfortable here cuz i get this carefree & positive vibe from your presence!!

@bondedtrauma : elli has me going DFUHGEHGUOHVDFIJHP! i get so damn happy whenever she posts, like, my inspo for writing just suddenly skyrockets & its cuz she is deadass such a gem on the dash! like, tell me why i'm jumping up & down whenever you come back on the dash or in my notifs??? why am i laying in bed & kicking my feet up n shit????? LOLOLOL! just no words, just chef's kiss! i love her writing, i love all the interactions & relationships our muses have with one another, it fulfills parts about the canon story that weren't satisfying to me. like, how would mikey or izana react to something like this? i don't need to look any further, elli's girls are the right there to help with fleshing out these dudes!! a lot of development for my muses comes from interactions with her, as i was fairly new to writing my muses january of last year --- so, in all honesty, we have elli to thank for most content coming from my blog!!! both her oc's are well written, especially when you get to experience them in threads! there's just so much personality to be had with them!!

& i'm gonna go ahead & cheat a lil & add those who are like, comfort blogs in some form or another! just like, ppl who i see on the dash & go 'yeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaa', miss or i love seeing in my notifs (making go, 'WAAAAAAAAAAAA' n shit, having me get all excited): @swordsxandxsakuras, @slayersaided, @captivemuses, @protectivemuses, @dinoxia, @withscarf, @mouja @mysticallities, @redue (@recquiem, @ashrifts, @indebte), @photogrim @hauntedreality, @rxkishiya (ik you aren't here that much anymore but i really enjoyed writing with you on my multi & getting to know heki! i hope this reaches you & i hope you're doing well), @corruptedsilence, @nulltune --- just name a few otherwise the list would be long ♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎!

[trahns]

The year is slowly ending, feel free to use this ask to tag ( and write a positive message if you wish ) the people you are happy to have met this year and as always thank you for being part of the RPC, you are very much adored and appreciated. 🐱

Awww thank you! I will say I've met a lot of amazing people in the RPC this year. Maybe not met, but reconnected with.

@plasticsouled , ive been friends with sal for a bit but we lost touch due to me leaving tumblr. Before i left tumblr we didnt interact too much sadly, and i wish i interacted with her more because shes such a sweetheart. I swear, Sal is one of the nicest and talented people you'll meet. When I revamped she was my first follower and im thankful for her

@carpemusa I met beth this year but I'm glad I did! They're really talented and plotting with them is such fun, they have amazing ideas and characters. Watching them play a game on twitch was one of the best experiences i think I'll have. Boy.. We must go to coral island, boy. I silently admired them from afar to only find out they did the same thing which was so surprising

@mkoshi I met spectre shortly after revamping, and im so glad i did. We hit it off almost right away! His ocs are so great, honestly if you dont love them you have bad taste. He has a lot of compassion for his ocs and you can see that, and its honestly really admirable. He is so admirable. He bought me watchdogs just so I could play it for myself!! Im so thankful still

@bondedtrauma I met Ellie too, a bit after I revamped. She is such a sweetheart!! Her ocs are amazing and likable too, I could squish Ellie. I love the threads we have and the fact she picked up my less popular muses im so thankful for that. Shes someone who you can rely on

@bolides I havent talked to Aaron for long, but i can tell that hes a great person. I cant wait to start interacting with you more!! Such a sweetheart. Their Elizabeth is an amazing potrayal like ever other muse

but really, im thankful for everyone this year. You guys are all amazing. thanks for sticking with me and my craziness. I love you all and happy holidays

[bondedtrauma]

* SETT.

there   was   a   pleased   look   in   his   aureate   spheres,   a   joy   that   tiptoed   upon   his   visage   and   traced   the   lines   of   a   relaxed   frown.         it   was   as   if   some   element   of   internal   peace   had   alighted   within   him   and   begun   to   sing,   thus   conceiving   a   sight   that   seldom   embellished   scarred   lineaments.         as   he   observed   the   first   snowflakes   dancing   in   the   light   (   a   choreographed   ballet   conducted   by   the   gentle   zephyr   ),   his   gaze   would   occasionally   shift   to   the   female   contemplating   a   view   never   once   witnessed   before,   taking   note   of   how   her   beauteous   spheres   grew   that   tiny   bit   wider;   as   wide   as   the   stares   of   the   children   when   they   saw   the   streets   blemished   with   snow-white   cotton,   awaiting   their   playful   feet   and   mittened   hands.

her   revelation   ignited   a   beam   on   his   tiers,   a   spark   that   decorated   a   countenance   blemished   by   wars         ⸻         wars   that   came   to   an   end   with   the   claws   and   fangs   of   those   like   him:   he   was   a   protector,   a   defender,   a   ride-or-die   connection   that   stood   with   that   village   and   those   who   found   shelter   in   it.         ❝   then   you   better   be   ready   for   these   next   few   days…   this   weather   is   going   to   stay   for   quite   some   time.   ❞         her   following   declaration   kindled   a   surprise   that   was   exhibited   in   the   way   his   gaze   widened,   observing   first   the   reward   given   to   him   after   he   had   taken   the   initiative   to   escort   her   through   the   village,   welcoming   her   into   the   arms   of   his   home   (   too   ).         ❝   please…   it   was   my   pleasure.   ❞         he   vocalized   with   a   hand   rushing   to   his   nape,   rubbing   it   in   a   spontaneous   demonstration   of   shyness,   unable   to   find   the   right   speech   to   express   his   gratitude.         ❝   y’   know   i’m   just   doing   my   job…   ❞         just   so   carefully,   he   found   himself   accepting   the   present,   securing   it   gingerly   with   a   single   limb.         ❝   it   gets   prettier   and   prettier…   the   more   it   snows,   the   more   beautiful   the   forest   and   village   become.   ❞            gaze   shifted   from   hers   to   the   mantle   of   white,   savouring   the   arrival   of   winter   and   the   elegance   of   its   coat.         ❝   wanna   go   outside   and   touch   the   snow?   get   yourself   gloves   and   a   warm   coat,   first.   it’s   cold   outside.   ❞

            pelican town is a dream.    she    had    lived    in    many    places    before   ,    even    different    countries    ,    but    there    was    nothing    like    this    town    .    it’s    such    a    breath    of    fresh    air    ━━     every    day    is    a    new    start    .    the    ground    below    them    feels    alive    ,    the    people    around    her    actually    care    about    what’s    going    on    in    the    other’s    lives    .    hearing    the    forecast    widens    her    smile    ,    a    soft    sparkle    in    her    eyes    flashes    by    whilst    she    laughs    .    it’s    easy    to    forget    her    past    ,    and    the    troubles    she    left    behind    .    it    only    took    twenty  -  one    years    ,    but    she’s    finally    feeling    like    she’s    living    .    to    make    her    own    choices    ,    and    build    up    her    own    life     ;     it’s    an    ambition    she’ll    never    allow    to    be    stolen    again    .    she    thinks    she    owes    sett    a    gratitude    that    she’ll    never    be    able    to    pay    back    in    full    ,    but    she’ll    always    work     towards    it    .

            she    left    her    past    space    so     quickly    ,    only    coming    here    with    a    single    suitcase    full    of    necessities    .    she    didn’t    know    what    would    await    her    here    ,    but    this    treatment    is    more    than    she    could’ve   ever    asked    for    .    excitement    comes    to    a    quick    pause    while    she    thinks    over    what    she    actually    brought    ━━     elli    isn’t    even    sure    if    she’s    ever    bought    a    coat    that    would    protect    her    from    the    snow    !    she    had    only    lived    in    warm    areas    .    she    considers    just    bundling    a    few    sweaters    over    her    current    one    ,    but    she    isn’t     sure    if    that    would    work    out    as    well    as    she   would    hope    .    ❝   ah  ━    ❞   an    apologetic    laugh    .    ❝    i   . . .   don’t think i have a coat  ,  bu  ━  but it’s okay  !  i can run by pierre’s tomorrow  .    ❞    she    gives    a    quick    wave    of    her    hands    ,    brushing    the    idea    off    before    looking    towards    the    snowy    town    once    more    .    it’s    just    teasing    her    !     it’s    not    like    it’ll    disappear    tomorrow    ,    but    [   . . .   ]    /    teeth    graze    across    rosy    lip    ,    and    she    turns    her    head    ,    looking    up    towards    him    .    she’s    searching    for    some    type    of     permission    ?    ━    ❝    a few seconds couldn’t hurt  ,  though  ,  right  . . .  ??    ❞

[bondedtrauma]

* ROKURO.

           His gaze doesn’t falter at all when she finally looks in his direction; he does take note of the expression showed him, though, curious onto why she was looking like that. Why? The cold breeze blows by making his hair move with its movements— it’s as if the wind was trying to speak his words that he doesn’t think he can say easily. “Temporary,” he repeated, lips pursed in thought behind his scarf whilst he huffed through his nose. How amusing it was that she sounded similar to someone he knew for quite a while. When was the last time he had peace for himself? He can’t recall a decent time, really, every time he does he feels his head ready to burst into flames for thinking too hard. Peace can be a good thing, however it could also be a placeholder for certain people. For people who want to pretend that they aren’t… going through a hard time. Did he fit in that category? Perhaps. What about her? Where did she fit it?

              “I wouldn’t know what peace truly feels like but this, where we are, would be a suitable peace for me. It is temporary, I agree with you on that.  Sometimes peace can stop the inevitable from happening— but that necessarily doesn’t go well.” His gaze remained on her for a mere moment or two before he faced forward, staring at nothing in particular.  “… Some people use peace as a way to put a pause on something that they can’t control in their own hands. Or they do the unthinkable to actually gain their peace—” Murder. Running away. Starting a new life immediately after committing a crime. Falling silent, he started to think about a few things that he has done over the last… couple of years that weren’t good. Is it his fault? For finally breaking out of the chains that were around his neck for so long? Absolutely. Rokuro thinks he’s at fault for being unable to stop the inevitable— not taking control of it before it took control of him.

Maybe Sekiko had done something that has made her think indifferently about what peace actually is. Or she had gone through something horrible in her life.   Head turning once again to stare down at the other, russet eyes searching for anything that stood out on her. Anything that screamed that she possibly been through a difficult time. But nothing— nothing really stood out. She seemed normal ( for the most part in his eyes ), and that was alright. He can’t sense anything out of the ordinary from her either; so perhaps he’s just overthinking it. Overthinking that she, too, had chains of her own that needed to be broken.  “… Are you scared of the inevitable?”

            she    doesn’t    like    temporary    .    it’s    a    demon    that    looms    over    her    ,    clenching    her    heart    tighter    with    every    step    .    it’s    not    only    a    reminder    of    things    to    come    ,    but    things    that    left    when    she    wasn’t     prepared    .    if   she    could    ,    she    think    that    she    would    just    hide    away    in    her    house    for    the    rest    of    her    life    .    she’d    sit    next    to    her    boyfriend    ,    hug    her    pugs    ,    and    just    be    [   . . .   ]     free    .    she    doesn’t    think    she    actually    understands    what    that    word    means    to    her    ,    but    the    idea    of    freedom     is    in    the    same    rank    as    her    idea    of    safety    .    she    worked    her    ass    off    to    reach    this    point    :    through    uncomfortable    double    shifts    ,    losing    heat    during    the    winter    ,    and    skipping    meals    .    only    now    ,    at    twenty  -  four  ,    can    she    stop    worrying    so    much    .    wait    ━━     would that be something along the lines of peace   ?

            her    hand    lifts    from    out    of    the    warmth    of    her    pocket    ,    and    she    takes    the    scarf    draped    around    her    neck    into    her    fingertips    .    fabric    is    lifted    and    pressed    against    the    cold    tip    of    her    nose    .    she    hopes    it’ll    bring    her    some    warmth    ,    but    she    knows    that    this    flimsy    thing    couldn’t    protect    much    .    everything     for    the    sake   of     fashion    ,    she    supposes    .    still    ,    the    stranger’s    words    bring    her    some    anxiety    .    it    brings    her    introspective    thoughts   she    doesn’t    want    .    it’s    a    thought     process    that    scares    her    ,    that    much    is    obvious    .    she    lowers    the    scarf    down    when    she    speaks    ,    ❝    do you like coffee  ?    ❞

            she    processes    his    question    ,    but     she    pretends    like    she    didn’t    hear    it    .    she    would    much     rather    not    think    about    something    like    that    ,    nor    admit    any    type    of    weakness    to    someone    she    didn’t    know    .    she    reaches    into    her    opposite    coat    pocket    ,    retrieving    a    jingling    pair    of    keys    upon    a    lanyard    .    ❝   i manage grinders  ,  over on fifth  .    ❞    she    turns    on    the    heel    of    her    foot    ,    motioning    towards    the    road    behind    them    .    she    had    just    gotten    off    work    ,    but    it’s    not    like    anyone    was    at    home    waiting    for    her    yet    .    she    could    definitely    kill    some    time    .    wind    blows    artificial    ,    perfected    curls    of    brunette    hair    off    of    her    shoulders    .    it    nips    at    her    nose    ,    to    which    she    responds    with    a    sniffle    .    ❝   i’ll cover whatever you eat  .  so  ,  no worries about paying  .    ❞

[trahns]

𝐈   𝐖𝐀𝐒   𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆,     𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐔𝐒.         i   was   wrong.        open   your   heart.       open your   heart   to   their   suffering.       𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓   𝐈𝐒   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑   𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑'𝐒   𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇           …..           and   mine   as   well.                      #trahns,         an independent multimuse.

[fakehermes-deactivated20170207]

[bondedtrauma]

angel. im headed to the cardiologist rn do activity may be slow today ❤️ doctors usually take a lot out of me, but I’ll be lurking! u can like this to see me in ur inbox 🤲☺️

[bondedtrauma]

im omw home now!!! i have a heart monitor now and was told i must eat salty soups but im okay!

[bondedtrauma]

angel. im headed to the cardiologist rn do activity may be slow today ❤️ doctors usually take a lot out of me, but I’ll be lurking! u can like this to see me in ur inbox 🤲☺️

[tuxedodan]

this is how angst writers look writing the most emotionally damaging shit you've seen in your life

[bondedtrauma]

top  5  song  associations!       share  the  top  songs  in  your  playlist  that  most  inspire / represent  your  muses  the  most.    bonus  points  if  you  include  lyrics  to  go  along  with  it.

i . motion sickness  —  phoebe bridgers

i have emotional motion sickness / somebody roll the windows down / there are no words in the english language / i could scream to drown you out

ii . strangers by nature  —  adele

i've never seen the sky this color before / it's like i'm noticing everythin' a little bit more / will i ever get there? / oh, i hope that someday i'll learn / to nurture what i've done

iii .  lend me your voice  —  belle

lend me your voice / anything you want to say, i'll be right here / i'll listen, so tell me / open the door / let me come and sit by the fire / just let me come close to your heart

iv . matilda  —  harry styles

matilda, you talk of the pain like it's all alright / but i know that you feel like a piece of you's dead inside / you showed me a power that is strong enough to bring sun to the darkest days / it's none of my business, but it's just been on my mind

v . arms unfolding  —  dodie

yes, these new walls are pretty hard to crack / it might take a while until i trust you won't attack / oh i apologize, but it was only self defense / running away just made sense

i . liquid smooth  —  mitski

i'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too / and feel my skin is plump and full of life / i'm in my prime / i'm at my highest peak, i'm ripe / about to fall, capture me

ii . prologue  —  chase petra

because it's worth it / every ache i'll ever feel, left in comparison / to the love that i can't help but reveal / i may be scared, but i'll find strength in fear

iii .  alien blues  —  vundabar

was it the best you ever had? / was it the worst? you'd never know / i try to tell you what i think and play it off like it's a joke / i need to purge my urges, shame, shame, shame / i need an alibi to justify, somebody to blame

iv . circles  —  rachie

so come, take my hand and / come, make me feel what it's like / when love comes alive / and one day, i wish that / i won't keep hiding the truth / but i'm just a fool

v . when  —  dodie

i'll take what i can get / 'cause i'm too damp for a spark / kissing sickly sweet guys / 'cause they say they like my eyes / but i’d only ever see them in the dark

tagged by : @wolvensden ( thank you !!!! )

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[bondedtrauma]

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this is a poll: from the two images below, would u interact with my scrungly? leave a reply and lmk before i start making a blog

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↪     𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑩𝑰𝑫 ᶜᵘʳᶤᵒˢᶤᵗʸ .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted question prompts .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will  be  updated  frequently .  )

are you kidding me ?

[ name ] ,  what just happened ?

hey !  what’d you do that for ?

did you plan on ever telling me ?

do you want to tell me the truth ,  this time ?

you seriously think i could’ve done this ?

did you know about this ?

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?!

can we talk ?  alone ?

why are you doing all of this ?

it can’t be that bad ,  right ?

haven’t you heard the stories ?

who did this to you ?

what are you insinuating ?

what did you think was gonna happen ?!

you think i could do something like that ?

who do you think you are ?

why won’t you let me help you ?

do you have any evidence of that ?

can we put away our differences for a second ?

where have you been ? 

is that  …  blood ?

what’s your problem ?

are you real ?

where’s your sense of adventure ?

would you kill for me ?

you’re  [ name ] ,  aren’t you ?

why can’t you just let it go ?

do you want me to stay ?

what if we left  …  ran away ?

what else was i supposed to do ?

how did you get this scar ?

could you give me a hand with this ?

do you ever stop talking ?

you’ve never done this before ,  have you ?

where do you think you’re going ?

how many fingers am i holding up ?

what can i say to make it better ?

why can’t we all just get along ?

can i stay the night ?

what’s that supposed to mean ?

where did your common sense go ?

you seriously don’t believe me ?

what aren’t you telling me ?

do you have a minute ?

why are you lying ?

you’re gonna walk away from this ?

where am i supposed to go ?

can we stop and think about this rationally ?

how long has it been since you’ve slept ?

why can’t we be civil about this ?

what makes you so special ?

where is all of this coming from ?

how are we gonna get out of here ?

you’ll never leave me ,  right ?

were you in on this ?

care to join me for a bit ?

shows what you know ,  doesn’t it ?

do you want to get out of here ?

what were you expecting to happen ?

what are you working on ?

i can tell you’re upset ,  what happened ?

when can i see you again ?

where do we go from here ?

can you sit up for me ?

how long have you been awake ?

what are you getting out of this ?

can we put this behind us ?

where are you ?  nobody’s heard from you .

how can i make this go away ?

were you following me ?

where does it hurt ?  show me .

[ name ] ,  what the hell ?

hey  …  can i ask you something ?

you’re not gonna tell me where we’re going ?

really ?  you’re gonna do that right here ?

are you even listening to me ?

we can help each other ,  right ?

hey  …  did you hear that ?

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

how long have you known ?

what exactly are you asking me to do ?

how was i supposed to know that ?

are you new around here ?

can you stop and listen to me for a second ?

do you think there’s something wrong with me ?

what ,  you think i’m not qualified ?

why did you help me ?

can you just look at me ,  please ?

what can i do to convince you ?

where did we go wrong ?

oh my god ,  are you bleeding ?

why the long face ?

are you trying to get yourself killed ?

what do you make of this ?

how much do you wanna bet ?

you’re sure this will work ?

why are you so concerned about me ?

what are you trying to prove ?

did you ever care about me ?

are you drunk ?

isn’t this amazing ?

how long have you been standing there ?

what are you suggesting ?

why are you such a pessimist ?

did you know them ?

can we call it a day ?

where did you come from ?

[bondedtrauma]

send   👫  fo relationship headcanons mwah    /    accepting!

@redue​​​  asked  :   👫 for both!!

TAKEMICHI AND SEKI --

            ☆ despite blowing takemichi off in our first thread, regarding the offer of help, sekiko definitely took it to heart. while she wouldn't immediately spill her entire life to the dude, it's a great first step. she craves to stand on even ground with others, so i REALLY DO picture that she would start doing small, kind actions to show that she appreciates him. or, gasp, trusts him. falling asleep near him, weapons set aside on tables away from her person, or even being alone with him. i think he would notice once he saw how held herself and behaved around other people, and prolly get a little emo......

            ☆ it doesn't seem like much, but she wouldn't punch him. she really, really tries to follow her own morals ; despite orders she's given in tenjiku. still, even if izana had paired her up against takemichi in a fight, she would refuse. as much as she hates to say it, seeing her relationship with men is a little....sus, takemichi is a good person. she feels as if she has a decent grasp on who to trust, and if she were to have to fight next to another, she would be pretty alright with it being him.

            ☆ her love language is gift giving. she doesn't often have spare money for extra things, but sekiko DEFINITELY will bring by random objects to give to him. most of it is likely stolen, like random knick - knacks no one would ever miss, but they mean a lot to her. she often swipes food, so i could see her sharing some of his stash with him while they hang out.

            ☆ she would definitely fight another person for him. if she were to find out something had happened to him, she's BRAWLING. full stop. it's another thing she would never own up to, but it's likely that in school, he could see her victim, and some scuffed marks left on herself, and be able to get the picture. only she can hurt her friends!!!!

ELLI AND TAKEMICHI --

            ☆ elli is very good at picking up on emotions, and was very quick to realize that takemichi had many troubles that he wouldn't verbalize. most of her friends do -- she tends to flock towards those she wishes to help, anyways. she's learned the hard way that you can't force another person to allow themselves to have a release of the complicated emotions, so she's become a very good listener. whenever takemichi and herself are hanging around one another, he has her full attention. focused gaze, nodding to show him that she's listening, and even offering verbal feedback whenever she thinks it's alright. she wants to do anything she can to take the burden off of him!

            ☆ while elli isn't really capable of fighting, she is good at getting herself into negative situations, seeing that she doesn't always connect when there is danger around her. she fixates on what she deems as the right choice in the situation, and won't allow the wrongs to continue. i think this would MOST DEFINITELY appear at horrible times. seeing by how often takemichi would run into rival gang members, if any of them were to say a cruel thing to him, elli becomes involved. she'll scold someone twice her size without a twinge of fear in her gut until after everything is said and done. takemichi has 100% had to pull her away or cover her mouth to SURVIVE lol

            ☆ upon noticing him not appearing in school at times, she definitely has offered to tutor him! i think she does it with all the toman boys tbh, but she would more than likely collect his papers from their instructor and deliver it to him when he was unable to pick them up. she also nags for him to go to school on time and make good grades. they're very important!!

            ☆ she definitely notices when he time - jumps. she's quick to pick up on cues from others, and if their attitude or emotions shift in her presence. the 'past' takemichi is just way too different, and elli would more than likely bring it up. she would likely think it was mental illness and not supernatural time powers, however.

[elegiies-deactivated20240421]

𝐒𝐦𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐫, the scent of sugary sweetness, a tinge of salt to offset the balance. It’s painful to relive the past in quaint atmospheres like this, but he’s always been too kind, sentimental when it torments him. The one who was deemed worthy of living, if only for a second shot at revenge, it should be easy - right? Slivers of almonds, cheap cigarettes that tap against his palms, the flicker of a lighter entwining with the pale glow of paper lanterns.

“Stop brooding, failure isn’t the end of everything, you’re alive - be grateful for that” sharp words that leave a bitter mouth, if only one could find the inkling of kindness, a gentle hand that says move forward regardless of the cost. “You were able to pick up some of the casing, correct? Take pride in that, it’s one step closer to our goal” mint that hangs upon the tongue, cool air that passes between cracked lips, a gritted sigh that dims if only he could let go of this vendetta like dagger lodged within the heart maybe then it wouldn’t be so painful.

“Please cheer up, this place is known for their almond tofu, I won’t have you ruining it”

// @bondedtrauma dreamt of Aki Hayakawa. ( starter call )

[bondedtrauma]

has aki ever failed during a mission? the thought swirls in her mind , it's almost as intoxicating as the smoke that begins to fill up their shared booth . she tries to hold back a cough as the secondhand is blown her way , ❝ you're right . ❞ for once , she drops the ' sir ' ; they're eating dinner together , it should be friendly enough , right ? she inhales slowly , a soft smile beginning to pull at the edges of her lips . she's alive . she really should be grateful for that ━━ not everyone that has worked in the public safety division can say the same . ❝ almond tofu ? ❞ her tone almost immediately changes , a new , chipper attitude fronting out of respect for the other .

eyes fall upon the cheap booze listed on the menu . one drink couldn't hurt , right ? they are celebrating . even a bit of bullet casing found can do a lot for their unit . if they had done well , why was she struggling so much with the thought of letting this go ? ❝ how much for an entire platter ? ❞ she considers covering the dinner all together , as a thanks .

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