Dᴏɴᴅᴀɴᴛᴇ.

independent dual ocs. burned by Jason.

[spiritpyro]

   I won't be so quick to praise you with an "As expected!"                            Kindness is just a façade, so shallow and cheap.

                    We humans, our brains probably definitely are completely made with jealousy.       

Independent fandomless dual oc. burned by jason ( he / him ) 

                         Hayate Yuudai    Rokuro Yasu    Rules

[lhavdil]

a hometown is a type of dead wife

[spiritpyro]

As soon as Hayate steps through their shared bathroom, he would find Vivian's lower half comically jutting out of the washing machine. "Help, step bro, I'm stuuuck!" she exclaims in a highly exaggerated, falsetto tone before finally retreating out of the circular drain trap mere moments later.

"Ahem... so how was my airheaded bimbo act, Hayupin? Did I manage to nail the character down pat?" Vivian questions. "Apparently, you would stumble across her archetype a lot in real life porn, but I've only ever watched hentai, so I have no idea how accurate my depiction is."

Certain times he thinks he's living through a real life comedy sitcom, or he's just in another universe where @unladielike's some alien pretending to be human by speaking in porn lingo. Maybe there is an extraterrestrial being among them… It's actually him, not his girlfriend. Hayate cants his head, thin brows furrowed, conflicted. “It's bad,” he admits, in his hands were a few lone shirts that needed to be washed. Might as well get laundry going, right? He's already sweated through two shirts today— this heat is unbearable.

“Am I supposed to be the guy who comes in and just sticks it in you?” He watched porn— to understand what the hype was about, what makes the brain go: oh this is addictive. It never made sense to him; perhaps that's why he never gets aroused on seeing nudity on a tiny fucking screen ( sometimes he watched it on his computer, blank faced, bored, and eating a packet of seaweed. ), he's had instances where there was a little spark down there though it was short-lived. Vivian’s mind is more… different from his when it comes to perverted things. “ Do you think people actually like that type of thing? Pretending to be stuck in a washing machine or in a wall?” It’s a genuine question.

How could anyone get turned on over the idea of getting stuck inside of an object that leads to fucking? He understands the concept of people wanting to fuck on top of appliances but the inside of them? No. “ Mind putting these shirts in here since you’re down there? If you do, we can watch whatever weird hentai that you’ve been fixated on recently. “

[drops-of-universe]

moody men are so funny. like diva what is your problem now

[jokoarchived]

"Is that your dick bulge?" No ma'am that's cigarettes. Move along you don't want me.

[spiritpyro]

"Oh, right... before I forget, this is for you, Hayupin!" Vivian beams while handing Hayate a neatly wrapped gift. The wrapping itself was adorned with a blue butterfly pattern and inside, he would find 360 sheets of cat sticky notes. "It's your Christmas present! Words honestly can't describe how happy I am, getting to spend the holidays with you and Uggs at my side... so yeah, thank you for surviving yet another year, relatively unscathed," she states, allowing her bespectacled features to soften. "The fact you chose life is something I'll always be grateful for... because welp, I L-word you a whole lot and do not want to live in a world where you aren't there."

Christmas has to be one of the fewer holidays that he might enjoy; only because of the seasonal things like eggnog comes around, knowing full well that he shouldn't consume eating dairy product wise or else his stomach would tear him apart until he's stuck on the damn toilet for hours on end. Seriously, he really has a habit of testing faith — his life.

Lone grey eye peered down at the gift that's being offered to him, curious on to what @unladielike had given him this time. Usually it's simple things that he'd use in his daily life or something obscure that he's never heard of. She's always good at surprising him, that's one of the few things he was fond of about Vivian. " I hope it's a bomb, " came the dry joke, promptly taking the gift from her hands. Once he pulled out what was inside of it, a hum is elicited out past his lips. " Sticky notes, huh. "

He'd rather have this than anything overly flashy, expensive that he won't ever touch until months later. It's quite adorable, cats are the second thing that warms his heart the most. " These are perfect, I appreciate it, " this'll come in handy. Hayate puts it back inside of the package, moving in much closer to bend enough to press a kiss on the crown of Vivian's head.

" I L-word you, too, Vivi. Guess I should give you your present, hm? " The very one he had stuffed underneath their bed — it took months for him to find that damn figure for her. Was it even the right guy that she liked? He at least tries to keep track on her favorable 2D men, no matter how some certain ones looked alright in his eyes.

[ryousa]

[ari-kanon]

Cute animals rugs

[spiritpyro]

I could totally see myself…getting married in that kind of church. [ for hayate! ]

“ I can't go into churches, I'll get set on fire. “ That sounds way more cryptic than it should've. Hayate never understood why people bother to get wedded at churches of all things. Who the hell came up with that idea? Marriage— a concept he's never thought about, dreamed of. His old man never pressured him which he's thankful for, at least that was one thing he can give that pompous fuck credit on. Churches are a sign of purity, right? All saints come here to get their sins cleansed, changing from a fast lifestyle to a more subtle, conservative one. He's far from pure, and that's fine, Hayate knows he'll be burning in hell soon enough when his time comes. If his time ever came to an end. People always fall for the God propaganda ; sometimes it can come off actually hopeful, other times it's just... faux hope. Gullible people tend to fall for the dumbest of things thinking that they'll find solace in their life when in reality? They're being subjected to something beyond their imagination. It reminds him of that documentary he watched whilst @unladielike was away for errands— about a dance cult that was heavily influenced by “religion.”

That was pretty interesting, plus he had it playing whilst working on a cosplay. “ And I don't trust them,” here they were standing outside of one which they pass on occasions during their little matcha adventure strolls as Vivian would call them. The building wasn't just some normal church one— in fact it was a damn cathedral. He'll admit that its structure is beautiful, captivating, doesn't scream hey I'm a big cult but we have great benefits to him.

His eye twitched, fingers pressing into the plastic cup of his bubble tea, halfway gone. “... I have never been to church before,” he admits quietly. Never in his life had he stepped foot in one or was curious to see what the big fuss was about. Rokuro had told him one time that he attended church with this kid's family that he baby sat ever so often — but he never told Hayate the negative view about it, if anything it's always a neutral perspective. Then again, that pacifist idiot never thinks much outside of the box.  “ Would you really want to get married here? Or do you just really like churches? “ Is Vivian religious? It'll surprise him if she was, given how she has a freak in some ways ( and he loved every bit of it. ).

[ydotome]

Like always… You fix me, we talk… just that. - MIGNON 민용 - Episode 5

[angehlics-blog]

self control ?? sorry ??? what ????

[spiritpyro]

You fuckin' scared the shit out of me! // to Hayate!

Well, that's not the first time that he's accidentally scared someone. Maybe if she wasn't in the way of him trying to grab an item on the shelf that he needed — cat food. The expensive kind, for his special familiar Bugsby. Truth be told he could've gone to the vet where Rokuro was, to get it cheaper there on a discount ( because Rokuro is that stupid enough to give it to him). Hayate only gives a look that says all he needed to say move or don't, you're in the way.

" Don't stand in the way then you wouldn't get scared, " he says plainly, stepping off to the side of her, hand seeking out to snag five cans of cat food, tossing it in the small cart that he carried in his other hand. What else was he supposed to get? More litter? Maybe he needed to get Bugsby more toys? No, his familiar had too many toys as is. Next time he'll have to bring him into the store just for him to pick out what he wanted. Almost as if he's a real child living in the body of a feline. Before he could walk out of the aisle, lone gray eyed peered down at @batoushoujo, really taking the time to reel in her overall presence.

Something is off.

「 oh she must be special like us! 」 came with a cheery tone in his mind. Of course, leave it to his other half to sense the non-normal people around him.

" Do you easily get scared or am I the only one to actually scare you in a store? " he questioned.

[queenrojpag]

If you truly want to stop me, aim here.

[unladielike]

    Upon registering the added pressure of his fingers massaging her clit, she'll soon cease humping to shakily moan into the kiss while cupping a hand behind his neck. Combined with the heat and saliva of Hayate's tongue brushing against her own alongside the way her own clit twitched, thrumming in arousal, the car suddenly felt much hotter, especially considering she has yet to remove either her spaghetti tank top or the bra lurking beneath it.

    Honestly, her nipples were beginning to chafe, the more they throbbed under the tight, constricted material, but rather than pull back, she'll continue kissing Hayate with reckless, sloppy abandon as slick arousal slowly leaks it's way out between her folds. Then when he finally pulls back, Vivian heavily pants, all lightheaded and delirious from pleasure. Before she could properly adjust, however, Hayate would then quicken the pace at which he rubbed her clit, prompting her to gasp as her body jolts upwards from the sudden onslaught of newfound stimulation. Still, her lips shortly cracked a smile once he promises to make it up to her.

    "I... believe you," Vivian murmurs back, allowing her gaze to eventually soften. Truth be told, she couldn't bring herself to be mad at him... not when he was that seemingly apologetic, yet at the same time, it was hard to really muster the words to really say that, when his fingers were kneading her clit so deliciously. Why, it was only once he retracts them and licks each digit does her lips finally part. "Do it... fuck me until I won't be able to think anymore," she urges, ignoring the way her pussy subsequently flutters around nothing while she watches him lap up her juices, before nodding and shifting around to maneuver herself into the back seat.

    The moment Hayate's hand caresses her face, on the other hand, she'll immediately pause. "You like seeing me all sweaty and gross?" Vivian goes on to breathe out a laugh, but regardless, she goes on to do as he previously told... lying back against the car's rear seat. "H-How do you know you're the only one? What if I have secretly been fucking other men behind your back, huh?" she sheepishly questions. Naturally, Vivian never did manage to do exactly that, but she wanted to see whether or not Hayate would get riled up at the thought of her cheating on him... though, given how she had always been such a good girl and a massive slut for his cock, something tells her he'd doubt she would be capable of infidelity.

    Regardless, she'll soon lift her sphagetti tank top up over her head with her bra then following in slow tandem. Why, considering his focus was now on her, she would take her time, unclipping her bra and letting her dusty brown nipples finally break free... and when they did, they would do a little bounce as the garment pooled along the car's carpeted floor.

[spiritpyro]

No need to tell him that twice — he’ll meet her expectations easily. After all, if he didn’t give her any form of pleasure what type of boyfriend would he be? Throbbing in his pants that were becoming a nuisance on how tight they were on him, she really shouldn’t say that so easily. Hayate gives a huff of a laugh. “ Yeah, I like it when you’re sweaty and gross. Stinky. “ Retracting his hand, pale-gray hues watching her get situated in the back seat, head canting at her question. If she was fucking guys behind his back he'd be rightfully upset. On the inside. But he wouldn't have to worry about that, Vivian isn't that desperate to get herself in a fucked predicament, letting her body get used ( then again— she has very, very questionable motives at times that it throws him off guard, they’re practically a match made in heaven in different scenarios. ).

It's hard to visualize her doing that. Cheating on him. Certain times he does have a talk to himself, wondering if he’s really that desirable or a ‘ good boyfriend’ in her eyes to keep her happy. What if she did go out of her way to do that? Find someone that can fuck her better than he can? The thought ran bitterly through his veins, jaw working itself. Was he feeling insecure for once or was he just feeling possessive over it? Hard to decipher.

“ You’re not, “ he states plainly, following her into the back seat to sit himself on the other end of where she was. “ You’re completely incapable of doing that, Vivian. We’re both aware of that, “ which is the truth. Hayate wouldn’t cheat on her either— having no reason to search for another person to fulfill his non-existing libido. Why do that when he’s satisfied with what he has right in front of him? The only person he ever grew an attachment to— something he never imagined himself doing. Having attachments can either go wrong or downright questionable. Vivian’s love always made him feel… human.

Saliva piles up in his throat, forcing himself to swallow once again just by watching her strip out of her shirt, bra, both landing on the car’s floor. Even the simplest of movements gets his blood rushing straight to his groin — inwardly pleased that he gets to have her this way, have her in the most vulnerable positions possible. One hand moved over to rub the underside of her right thigh, fingers applying the faintest of pressure into her skin. Hayate’s face morphs from its usual stoicism to something more pleasing, reverent. Beautiful. Vivian’s so beautiful to him. Pushing her thighs more apart as he scoots further in, lying halfway down until his face comes in contact with her moistened folds.

Spitefully blowing hot air over her clit – in an act of stalling. “ If you scream too loud, I’ll stop, “ a weak threat, no bite to his tone. Tongue rolling out of his mouth, dragging it from top to bottom over her wetness. Immediately he elicited a hum of appreciation – still tastes the same, still tasted divine. Propping one of her legs over his shoulder, tongue delving further in, pushing the tip inside of her drenched hole in attempts of spreading Vivian out.

[ydotome]

I didn’t want to see you in pain… You’re my one and only. Come with me. - MIGNON 민용 - Episode 10

[kaisources]

°⋆.୨ৎ࿔:･ WHAT IF THIS IS THE BEST VERSION OF ME? ... a collection of roleplay sentence starters ⁽ ⁰⁰¹ ⁾ based on girlhood, coming-of-age, complicated relationship with parents, mundanity, freedom. genre: slice of life, coming of age, family, hurt and comfort.

Isn't every story, a story of betrayal?

I was sleeping. Turn that off!

How do you already know all this stuff?

School hasn't even started yet.

I have trouble with procrastinating.

I'm somehow not fitting in even less.

Aren't you meeting friends in classes?

You know the feeling of being at a party where you don't know anybody?

You know I was very unhappy for a very long time.

I love you, Mom. Don't be so worried.

I'm so bad at calling people I don't know.

You aren't sarcastic, don't pretend to be.

Why don't you continue with the reading?

That was really nice of you, waking me up.

Listen, I'm so grateful to be here, but why are my parents taking out loans for me?

Uh… It's embarrassing.

Do you know how you find out if you're in it?

Fuck! They're self-elected douchebags.

I thought it sounded really fake. It's just my impression.

I have a car. Let's go to the beach.

We look like we're in a song.

I just got a missed call from this number.

Have you eaten? Do you want to hang out?

I don't know anyone who lives here.

I thought this was the cool place to live.

You gay?

That's stupid. Don't feel inferior.

I never went to college. I'm an autodidact. Do you know what that means?

I was with my mother while she died.

I don't know any dead people.

[He/She/They] thinks I don't know, but I know everything.

People are always taking my shit.

I actually pity them. They have no more dreams.

Must we document ourselves all the time? Must we?

I won't. I'm good at keeping secrets.

I could totally see myself…getting married in that kind of church.

You have to market yourself. If you don't know what you're selling, no one will know how to buy it.

I'm not positive, these are just some ideas.

I'm sorry, I don't know anything, I was just throwing something out there.

I need to cut all the negative people out of my life.

I just wasn't brought up that way.

Can you start the coffee, please?

I'll pay [him/her/them] back, of course, once we start making a profit.

We never went to restaurants growing up. It wasn't part of our lives.

That's a shitty thing to say to me.

What are you… What are you doing?

I've noticed something about myself that would make a good character in a story.

It made you want to find life, not hide from it.

Where were you last night? Did you get my text?

You write like you're imitating someone who is free and wild and it is so weird, because you aren't at all.

Stop trying to be funny, because you're not funny.

How you do anything is how you do everything.

I'm usually fine with rich people, it's just whenI need something from them.

Maybe I shouldn't do it. I'm not good at it.

Thanks. You make me feel really smart.

I wish I had something like that growing up.

I always used to cook with my mom.

I've spent my whole life chasing after things and knocking at doors and I'm tired of running towards people.

Oh, I thought you had to go back to school.

By the time I noticed it, it was already too late.

Your mother doesn't look like you, but she has your expression, you know?

I don't know if you remember me, we went to high school together.

What are you doing in the city?

What are you drinking? Let me buy you a drink.

I don't know what the fuck you're talking about!

I always liked you.

Everyone is an asshole in high school!

The way you treated me really messed me up for a long time.

If I was 13, I'd apologize to you, but seeing as both of us are in our 20s, I don't feel the need.

You're the one that hung onto this grudge for so fucking long!

That's probably why it hurt so much. Because it was true.

Would it be okay if I slept over again?

My mom died, so don't even start with me about your pain.

You can't really know what it is to want things until you're at least 30.

The path isn't against you. It's just the path.

You ready for this, squirt? It's gonna get ugly.

You're all 18. Where is this old person morality coming from?

Do you ever get that feeling when you're on a car trip and you never want to get where you're going?

You fuckin' scared the shit out of me!

I was just gonna let it go.

See, you don't give a shit, do you?

I have a visual memory of it. It's kind of photographic.

What do you think I was doing last night?

It's not for you to say okay…it's for me to say okay.

I don't know if you're hungry, but this is for if you're hungry.

When does that become the same thing?

Sorry, I got started on the wrong foot there.

You don't have to do any of the work.

No, you cannot "just say no." Why not?

You are so annoying when you get calm voice!

I just don't feel like playing right now.

I couldn't be your mother, thank God.

We can do Thanksgiving at my house if you want.

I'll probably just end up doing something depressing, but young.

What're you doing with this whole thing?

This is not what I want. It is what you want but it makes you feel like a bad person to want it.

I don't know! I'm jealous!

You want other people to do the things you can't so you can blame them.

I'm the same. I'm just the same in another direction now.

Do you have to put your face so close to mine?

You know how upset I get when I visit the home.

I can't wait to tell you about it.

I'm committed to being a happier person.

I can't remember the last time I was over here.

I'm mostly in touch with my feminine side, but then I guess not, though.

Did you… Did you want to be with me ever?

I need someone I can love. Not keep up with.

There's nothing I don't know about myself. That's why I can't do therapy.

I just wasn't brought up that way.

I am so impressed by you and so worried for you at the same time.

What is it about this house? Everyone screams.

It's not you. It's just inspired.

You don't get to decide what's hurtful and not hurtful.

I invited you in and then you stole my life.

I don't give a shit because I am not a friend of Tennessee Williams!

You are much more of an asshole than you initially appear.

You think I haven't dealt with the pain of my mother's death?

You talk about it all the time but you never talk about her!

Your tragedy is your armor in which nothing is ever your fault!

Of course it's possible to hurt me. I am the most sensitive person.

You're my sibling and I love you but I stand by what I did.

It's strange to not really know someone.

I'm very sad, but I'll be okay.

Sometimes I worry that I'm a bad person.

I just in love with everything but can't figure out how to make myself work in the world.

[unladielike]

If They Hypothetically Had a Kid...

Faceclaim is Shizuka Kawawa from Arcanamusica

His name is Rui (pronounced ru-ee)

Lesbian to straight man pipeline (aka he's trans), but he kept his name at birth due to it being unisex.

Works in IT, but during his off hours, likes to play DnD/video games, larp, and make props. Back before he transitioned from female to male, crossdressing used to be one of his hobbies.

Not as much as an otaku compared to his mother, but he does like magical girl anime (Sailor Moon, Pretty Cure, etc) and idol games.

Was a theatre kid, growing up.

Personality wise, I wanna say he's a lethargic but polite, gentlemanly boy... the type to go, "Let me get that for you, Mr. Stewart." He's capable of acting out all sorts of characters, though.

Refers to Vivian as 'mom' and Hayate as 'dad' respectively.

Definitely likes his mom more and would consider her to be his best friend.

Similarly to Vivian, he would hate asking Hayate for money, and instead of requesting an allowance, I imagine he would instead offer to do chores for money or start working part time to save up money.

Briefly was seeing a girl from church at some point, but she ended up losing her attraction to him after he started going on T, so it didn't work out.

Always does ten push-ups before bed everyday.

Doesn't know how to drive a car, but commutes to places on a bicycle.

Probably doesn't have any special powers?

A cat person, so he's naturally fond of Bugsby. The characters he makes in MMPORG games would usually be cat girls, because that's who he's most attracted to.

@spiritpyro