🌠 oh my god i'm so gay 🌠

dev/ainsley ; 20 ; they/them about for mobile redux is just temporary until i get a new theme built.

[bonehaven]

when u try to post while ur on mobile and suddenly the post ur typing is gone and u don’t know where tf it is and u get home and realize that the half-typed posts both fucking poSTED before u were finished

anyway.

yeah, i’m over at @bonecraft, though warning that i don’t tag triggers quite as liberally as i do on here?  i mean i do tag for some ofc, but most of my tagging is for organization because i get really stressed when i worry about tagging triggers in every post i reblog

(in other words, it’s for my own mental health, though if you send an ask i’ll try to tag for some things?)

[badpsychicadvice]

Extreme Deck Storing Tips:

Not sure how to store your divination decks? Look no further!

Jar of formaldehyde for ultimate preservation 

Under Cthulhu’s pillow

Encircled by a coven of mandrakes 

Space 

In the forest under a statue of a forgotten god

In your great aunt Mabel’s mausoleum because she was definitely a witch 

In a safe that can only be unlocked by an incantation written in Sanskrit 

Your favorite egregore’s mouth 

Forgotten realm

Wrapped in a burial shroud

In a fairy ring

Or, if those are too extreme for you for whatever reason, a custom deck bag from Silent Seance will do the trick!

[bonehaven]

when u try to post while ur on mobile and suddenly the post ur typing is gone and u don’t know where tf it is and u get home and realize that the half-typed posts both fucking poSTED before u were finished

anyway.

yeah, i’m over at @bonecraft, though warning that i don’t tag triggers quite as liberally as i do on here?  i mean i do tag for some ofc, but most of my tagging is for organization because i get really stressed when i worry about tagging triggers in every post i reblog

(in other words, it’s for my own mental health, though if you send an ask i’ll try to tag for some things?)

[bonehaven]

when u try to post while ur on mobile and suddenly the post ur typing is gone and u don’t know where tf it is and u get home and realize that the half-typed posts both fucking poSTED before u were finished

anyway.

yeah, i’m over at @bonecraft, though warning that i don’t tag triggers quite as liberally as i do on here?  i mean i do tag for some ofc, but most of my tagging is for organization because i get really stressed when i worry about tagging triggers in every post i reblog

(in other words, it’s for my own mental health, though if you send an ask i’ll try to tag for some things?)

[bonehaven]

when u try to post while ur on mobile and suddenly the post ur typing is gone and u don’t know where tf it is and u get home and realize that the half-typed posts both fucking poSTED before u were finished

anyway.

yeah, i’m over at @bonecraft, though warning that i don’t tag triggers quite as liberally as i do on here?  i mean i do tag for some ofc, but most of my tagging is for organization because i get really stressed when i worry about tagging triggers in every post i reblog

(in other words, it’s for my own mental health, though if you send an ask i’ll try to tag for some things?)

[bonehaven]

reminder: i'm not dead

i've just continued to be on @bonecraft since the last time i posted, lmao so uh, follow me there if you want to keep up with my shit? note: i don't tag triggers as

[bonehaven]

reminder: i'm not dead

i'm just mostly on @bonecraft instead of this blog, and by "mostly"

[bonecraft]

did i (finally) just sketch out the 21-35 card spread that’s been rolling around in my brain for the past week or so?  yes, i did.

and by that i mean i sketched out the 35-card version of it.

its parts are-

the maelstrom/the whorl; 7-10 cards (i can’t decide which fits better)

the pillars; 4 cards

the chains; 6-10 cards

the towers; 4 cards (optional)

the barriers/barricades; 4 cards (again, undecided)

the crown; 1-3 cards (optional)

[bonecraft]

i think i’ve settled on some things.

name of the center area- if 7 cards: the whorl; if 10 cards: the maelstrom

the pillars, as mentioned.  4 cards.

the chains- if 6 cards: skip next number; if 10 cards: include the towers

the towers- 4 cards, above pillars.  (the pillars become towers, at this point.)

the barricades, also mentioned.  again, 4 cards.

the crown, optional if w/o towers- if no towers: 1 card; if towers: 3 cards.

& i think i’ll call it the kingdom spread.

[bonehaven]

BOTH @commanderfraya AND I ARE OUT ATM AND ACT 7 WAS POSTED AND I NEED TO WATCH IT IM DYIGN

[bonehaven]

plans for tonight/tomorrow morning: - wash things - wash self - sleep - make list of the ppl i (...still) need to do readings for - get tarot cards again smfh + see if the fabric is in fact in that box. - try out that one spread, probably - figure out a decent size for a spread cloth & also dimensions for deck pouches and i think that's about it. hm.

[bonehaven]

ALSO @commanderfraya i Did tell my mom that we wanted 2 do the mattress-shopping thing together and sleeping on my old shitty one for a little longer Would Suck but worth it 2 actually pick something out 2gether.

[bonehaven]

KINDA #TMI PROBABLY and believe it or not these two things arent related but.

i just got a Real Locking Doorknob for mine & kitkat's room and also i got fiiiive Nice new pairs of panties which i'm planning to wash like a.s.a.p. (oh my god i almost typed a.s.s.p.) b/c, well, i need them anyway, omfg.

@commanderfraya bc i am afk rn and can't send this to u on skype.

[bonehaven]

k so while i'm on my phone (which is logged into this blog) i figure i should just go ahead and say- i've been on @bonecraft pretty much exclusively lately, so if you want to keep up with whatever tf i'm doing, you might want to head over there? so... yeah. amazing. oh and! i'll try to get to the oracle card readings that i promised sometime soon, ack @____@

[flyingpurplepizzaeater]

when you go from a bad situation into a better one you may collapse exhausted and unsure what to do and full of grief, you may need time to regain the ability to do things as yourself or motivated by anything other than terror, you may need time to process or mourn or fall apart in ways you could not before,

and people may use this as proof that the old situation was better for you, proof that you need to go back, and it is not proof that it was better for you or proof that you need to go back

[thatdiabolicalfeminist]

!!!

It’s so incredibly common to “fall apart” when you’re finally safe. You no longer need to stay so tightly coiled in on yourself, you can finally leave survival mode and process your trauma. You’re not holding yourself up by sheer terror anymore and suddenly the damage that terror has done to you becomes immediate and obvious. 

[kipplekipple]

This is so important. Don’t go back. Things are already getting better, even if it doesn’t feel that way.

[bonehaven]

it's sO NICE HERE I'M GONNA.... also apparently later i miiiight go look for a new bed with my dad since my bedframe is broken af (and i've had it for a long-ass time anyway) + my mattress has a spring jutting out of a part of it which is. not exactly comfortable. and then the fact that @commanderfraya is going to be moving in within the next three weeks aaaaaAAAAHHHHHhhhhhhh

[bonehaven]

i want to see if there're any shops that'd sell tarot cards around here but i can't google much b/c my phone is slow af and doesn't like using the internet 😠

[bonehaven]

ahh fuck this is so fucking lovely