They Cycle Continues

Starting Over SW: 158.7 CW: 143.3 GW: Looking at myself and being happy

[1uv2hurt]

slow kissing in dim lighting to a nice playlist

[lesbianherstorian]

“LESBIANISM IS NOT A CHOICE, IT IS A BLESSING!” at the new york city dyke march, june 1993

[itsbeenruff-deactivated20210901]

[zerozerokcal]

[fruitsaladchewits-deactivated20]

well, well, well, if it isn’t the feelings i’ve been trying to avoid 

[beyoncebeytwice]

i hate that feeling u get when you’re watching a movie or a concert or somethig and even though youre thoroughly enjoying it theres still something in the back of ur mind thats kinda like “ok i kinda wish this was over now” does anyone else ever get that feeling…. no… ok

[wellbutrinxl]

this is a symptom of depression

[poetbychoice]

Crazy isn’t it?

How someone can be so beautiful.

So untouchable.

So perfect.

Then you get to know them,

And realize it’s the opposite.

But somehow,

They become even more beautiful.

[babybittersweet]

This tattoo represents and means a lot to me. Purple; for the fight to end Domestic Violence and Teal; for the hard battle against PTSD. And finally, the Phoenix. The bird who rose from the ashes. “Still I Rise”

Please, if you, a child, or anyone you know is witnessing or experiencing domestic violence, call 1(800) 799-7233.

And if you, or someone you know, is struggling with PTSD and feeling hopeless, call 1(800) 662-4357 (Mental Health Line/Substance Abuse) or 1(800) 273-8255 (Suicide Prevention Hotline) In serious situations in which one intends to harm themselves or others, call law enforcement. Remember, each and every one of you is loved. And it is not, nor will it ever be, your fault that you have been abused or struggle with PTSD. Please feel free to dm me as well if you just need someone to talk to 💖 Also, tyvm to my friend Megan who drew this up for me and Brynn at Screaming Ink Custom Tattoos for putting it on my body💖

[dietingtoskinny]

[only-angels-are-skinny]

The food is lava

don’t touch it

[cerotonine-deactivated20180726]

Idk why I just laughed so hard when I read this.

[sad-queerbones]

To anyone hating themselves because they ate that extra piece of cake or chocolate or some pasta and got their intake up to a 1000-1200cals, YOU WILL NOT GAIN WEIGHT!!!

Calm yourself you cute little shit you are safe

Stay safe, stay hydrated 🌸❤️

[bonesandskinandnothingelse]

I need this app

[skinnipixie]

to “newbies” in the ana community:

this is gonna be a long one but if the title applies to you, i IMPLORE you to read the whole thing. if it doesn’t, please reblog. you might save someone from this fucking nightmare.

i found a diary entry on the day that i decided to go on tumblr and search up “thinspo”. i was feeling awful about my body for some time but never really thought about calories or eating less or anything.

i wrote (verbatim): “i don’t want to have an eating disorder or anything, i just want to lose 10lbs”

not even a month later, it was like nothing could stop me from reaching my goal. i kept telling myself i wasn’t in too deep. i ate 500 cals a day and no more. i exercised 300 cals away.

now, the only thing i want is that blissful ignorance. not even thinking twice about my body. not caring what i ate. understanding the boundaries of healthy eating. not feeling faint and dizzy when standing up.

I WISH THAT I HAD SEEN A POST TELLING ME THAT IF YOURE LOOKING AT THINSPO “just to motivate you,” THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A PROBLEM AND THE START OF A CYCLE YOU WILL REGRET EVER BEGINNING AS SOON AS YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOUR ADDICTION TO STARVING. at this time in my life i would listen to NOBODY and NO POST could stop me from slowly crawling into the arms of my developing eating disorder. BUT IM BEGGING YOU, IF YOU ARE BEGINNING THIS STRUGGLE, GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL HAVE CONTROL. you see all these posts telling you that over 1,000 calories is disgusting and so on, DO NOT LISTEN. PLEASE! you have no idea how quickly this shit can get in your head. no matter what your intentions for going on the ana tags are, LEAVE THEM NOW IF YOU STILL CAN. LEAVE AND DONT LOOK BACK. OR ELSE YOU WILL END UP DISORDER RIDDEN AND HATING YOURSELF LIKE ME, because once you’ve been here long enough, it doesn’t matter if you hit your UGW or you’re still at your sw; you will always always always see yourself as fat. that is a promise. and it’s disgusting.

this is a dirty, horrible disease that teaches you to hate yourself. it perpetuates symptoms of anxiety and depression and causes thoughts and feelings that you never believed possible in yourself. it destroys your identity, your relationships, you family life, your grades, your ambitions, and your health. if you have a choice not to fall into it, DONT FUCKING DO IT. don’t fucking do it for the love of god.

[lhzthepoet]

“Dear Atlas, when you fell in love with the sky, did you ever think you would bear the weight of it?”

— and when it fell on your hands did it hurt your heart or your back // L.H.Z

[nofilter-bitchcraft]

MY FAMILIAR NEEDS MEDICAL HELP A single trip to the vet just to get LOOKED at (not even doing anything) runs over a hundred dollars, and we’re already struggling to make ends meet… This is Boo, and she’s been with me through everything. She’s the sweetest rat I’ve ever known, incredibly snuggly and curious, and she has a BAD case of rat lice. I already went over her with a fine tooth comb, tweezers, and several products, and replaced everything in her cage, and still, she needs a proper vet trip. If you can help at ALL, please consider donating. If you can’t, please REBLOG! PayPal.me/queenofcupshalffull to donate! REBLOG if you can’t donate!

[everywitchway-deactivated201905]

Lil’ Booboo is still in need, and very displeased with me for bathing her yet again. Reblog for my Booberry, or even better, donate at PayPal.me/queenofcupshalffull (don’t include your address if donating!

[skinniithoughts]

🌙

How come when the sun blacks out on a Monday afternoon it’s a natural phenomenon but when I do it it’s an “eating disorder”

[deathofaromantic]

my only talents are being fat and pretending I’m ok

[daintyhopes]

can i wake up like this pls im begging

[handoverbrain-deactivated202407]

New favourite thinspo