17 year old anorexic

sw: 64kg (141) cw: 52kg (114)

[acornfaerie]

I am a tired faerie. I’m falling asleep on a gossamer bed made from silk, moss and down. Fireflies are lighting my room with a gentle glow that warms me. I am safe.

[healing-is-not-linear3690]

Today I was having trouble putting more than just nyquil and almond milk in my shopping cart when my dad asked me “do you have any energy”

I told him I did, I still go to class, I do chores, I function

And he looked at me and asked “do you have enough energy for fun”

And lemme tell you that shit fucking hit me hard

[joli--coeur]

for those who are struggling with having and finding purpose: maybe, for now, your purpose is waking up in the morning and taking on the day ahead. maybe your purpose is continuing to live despite it all.

[ribspls]

[angelthinnn]

🥀🥀.

[fordarkmornings]

Zhong Yang Huang (Chinese, b.1949). Oil on canvas.

[please-dont-eat-the-roses]

Commenting on the amount of food I’m eating:

[wishing-for-dainty]

Me: fuck this disease, I’m gonna have three brownies cuz I want them and they taste good and I know better my favourites. Yasssss recovery ✨✨✨

Me, after swallowing the last bite: fUCK

[c0ssette]

Detail from Bacchus by Caravaggio c.1595

[edmemes]

Me and the bois, shitposting on ed forums at 2am

[okdgm]

friend: “hey, do you want some of my food?”

me: “no thanks, i already had huge breakfast this morning”

my stomach:

[pochacco]

“your skin is so soft” is rlly a compliment on the same tier as “you smell good” 

[danger]

[l0nely-smiles]

hey when the fuck are things gonna get easier

[sad-goddess-blog]

person: there’s something i have to tell you  my anxiety: *the pink panther theme* 

[depression-healthy-carrier]

are you ok?

Me: no, but it’s ok

[unchildhood]

MARK Z. DANIELEWSKI

House of Leaves (2000);

personal photos, cr. George Ngayu, or @monstertalent

[freshmoviequotes]

The Professor and the Madman (2019)