Josie

24 • They/Them • Lesbian • Free Palestine • I Love My Trans Sisters and Brothers and Siblings • "Normal is an illusion. What is normal for the spider is chaos to the fly" - Morticia Addams

[bongdaddy666]

i no longer enjoy being a homosexual. why am i always throwing up.

[bongdaddy666]

theres something deeply wrong with me

[bongdaddy666]

i thoroughly enjoy being a homosexual

[bongdaddy666]

undiagnosed mental illness be like: im sobbing alone in my house, nobody can see me. no one can hear me. god im such an attention whore. clearly im just practicing how to cry in front of people to manipulate them. im a bad person for feeling (lmao no im not, thats just the worms in my brain telling me lies and deception) do i have bpd? do i have ptsd? or am i so autistic im just misunderstanding everything again? at least i didnt cut myself over it. thats good, right? being proud of not slicing myself up at the ripe age of 24, what the fuck. but its okay. its okay. its okay. its okay

[bongdaddy666]

shout out to by brain for bombarding me with the most irrational, self sabotaging, intrusive thoughts. it sure was great sleeping and feeling like my chest was going to implode on itself the entire time. actually, scratch that, i didnt even actually sleep. i just layed there with my eyes shut while i freaked out over NOTHING. literally im making up stories in my head and my brain is taking it as reality and making me want to destroy everything good thats happening in my life right now

i cant do this

i cant do this

i cant do this

[bongdaddy666]

the stars are finally lining up correctly. im gonna get laid.

[bongdaddy666]

how the fuck do i flirt. this shit is difficult

[bongdaddy666]

hate being on my period because why am i laughing blood out my pussy like this

[bongdaddy666]

what they dont tell you is that you can make stuffing (aka dressing for the people from the south) any time of year. it doesn't need to be thanksgiving or christmas or some holiday/event. its literally $3 at the store, and i guess another few dollars for butter, but thats it. most come pre-seasoned. you barely need to do any work.

[fork-in-the-bottomless-pit]

Tumblr every march 15th:

[bongdaddy666]

went to a local metal show last night and remembered what life was all about

[bongdaddy666]

pray for me, chat. i am so so close to actually having a romantic interest in the fucked up plot that is my life. i might actually do it. i might actually stop being a femcel dyke.

[bongdaddy666]

im watching 2003 Fullmetal Alchemist for the first time in over ten years and i actually forgot how much more depressing this one is than Brotherhood. like, the weight of their sins is very obviously weighing the boys down. im only on episode 10, and these kids are fucking TRAUMATIZED

[bongdaddy666]

i dont care if its totally just an ad, i fucking love the Barbie movie

[janthony-anthony]

[bongdaddy666]

i love Arcane, too bad the soundtrack fucking sucks

[bongdaddy666]

i should not be MSI mentally ill. i haven't been that bad since highschool. i don't even have enough bandages to deal with the aftermath of this shit. fuck.