Bonheur

je veux aller au-delà de l'océan avec toi  

[love]

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

there’s something special about living only in the moment. letting yourself be bored and lonely. letting time pass slowly. noticing more sounds and colors. just noticing more in general. life feels more surreal. you can’t remember the last time you truly looked. you remember windows are meant to be looked out of and birds are meant to be listened to. watching yourself with a new kind of tenderness. there’s a poetic and voyeuristic window into your little world and you’re the only one looking through it. your life in candid shots, like an indie movie. they don’t look like the aesthetic pictures you saved, but at least they’re yours ♡

[prompty-ping]

sad spicy prompts (hurt/comfort)

implied nsfw.

“ kiss the pain away. “

“ kiss me until it doesn't hurt anymore. “

“ i don't know about this... “

“ i'm just not sure if this is what you need right now... “

“ i need you to screw me to oblivion. “

“ i've never cried while having sex before. “

“ sex is good. sex is right. sex is what i need right now. “

“ missionary hug position? “ “ you... what do you mean by that? “

“ you're not crying because of me, right? “

“ does this feel good? “ “ no, i still feel like shit. “

“ are you absolutely sure this is what you need right now? “

“ it's not your fault i'm crying. “ “ oh thank god... “

“ you're so beautiful... even when you're crying. “

“ we're both wrecks. but the sex is good. “

“ sex is gonna make me feel good. “ “ maybe for a couple of minutes, but the pain will still be there when you finish. “

“ tonight is not about me. “

“ i've never seen you cry before. “ “ i'm sad for you. “

“ no, i don't want you to touch me. i don't want to lay here, and let your hands roam around my body while you're crying. that's just not right. “

“ can we forget about me for a second and focus on you? “

“ don't stop... please, don't stop... take my pain away... “

“ hey, let me kiss your tears away... “

“ i want you to be more gentle tonight. “

“ use me to get off. “

“ tell me where you need me to touch you. “

“ you're finished. “ “ but what about you? “ “ wasn't part of the deal. “

“ i told you. tonight is about you. you can make it up to me some other time. “

“ you need a distraction, i'll create a distraction. “

“ can we just have sex? i don't really feel like talking. “

“ this feels good. “ “ you're crying. “ “ yeah, but not because of you... “

“ my only purpose is to love you, through it all. “

“ you're crying. “ “ shut up. “ “ you really think i'm that terrible, huh? you've been faking this entire time? ;) “ “ shut up! :D “

“ i don't want any pleasure from you tonight, not when you feel this way. you'll finish, and then we'll go to sleep. “

[coatedwithsalt]

[thoughtkick]

“I hope you remember that I loved you more than anyone has ever loved you before.”

— Justina Butkovic

[quotefeeling]

“If you focus on failure, you can never succeed. If you focus on being hurt in a relationship, you can never be loved.Whatever you focus on, you create.”

— John Assaraf

[perfectquote]

“It’s okay to change your yes to a no. Yeses aren’t permanent. They’re something we choose again and again, each and every day. Something we have the right to recall and reconsider as soon as saying yes no longer feels conducive to our wellbeing and happiness. It doesn’t matter whether you said yes to a job, a date, a relationship, sex, a favor to a friend, a social endeavor, or a vow of silence — you don’t ever have to commit to something that forces you to compromise who you are and what feels right; especially if it’s something you agreed to under pressure, intimidation, or force. Changing your yes to a no might make people angry. It might hurt their feelings, cause them to see you as a flake, and result in lost connections. But if saying no means staying true to yourself, honoring your feelings, and making self-care a priority, it’s worth it. You are worth it. Don’t let anyone convince you otherwise.”

— Daniell Koepke

[thoughtkick]

“Be careful who you share your secrets with, only a few care, the rest are just curious.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Maybe the universe puzzles herself over theories about you.”

— Unknown

[perfectquote]

“I fall in love with ideas and fantasies rather than whole beings and then I sit here and wonder why I’m still alone. It’s because I don’t f*cking pay attention. I’m too busy thinking about tomorrow that today falls through the cracks.”

— Ryan O'Connell

[goblincloud]

i want it to be cold and rainy

[goblincloud]

adorable valentine day card!

art by autumnalwood on insta

[primulaceas]

Mary Oliver, "From The Book of Time." Devotions

[a-quiet-green-agreement]

–Mary Oliver

[bakwaaas]

archive mb for @hydrangeagf 🌱

[destroymylife]

[leonardospoetry]

It's easy to get overwhelmed by the possibilities and different ways how things could be. But we must not take for granted this one life we're living. Because one is all it takes.