kmc

a collection of my deeper thoughts

[boo-gs-world]

“….cut us down

So we know again,

That they will go just to vote against

The novelty of a black girl president”

[shimmeringembers]

Sluggie

[boo-gs-world]

Oh is it that you’re living

For the man , is it that you’re giving

All you got , and he’s sat just taking

in all the fodder to his Alma mater

But he’s not graduating from the school of thought that’s claiming ‘ gotta keep her down’

Its draining

Ain’t it a shame

to be made to be tame

To play by the rules of a made up game

To push all the hate that he made you feel for yourself

Onto somebody else

Girl

[boo-gs-world]

You don’t have to say it every time we get off the phone

Im not gonna let you know when i get home

Im not gonna stop breathing in my sleep

Not every note I write is something to keep

Not every moment of rest of mine is yours to hold

Yes I still love you when the sun turns gold

There’s no shame in doing what your told

If cold feeling keeps my feelings from getting old

I’m sorry I say I love you too much

I’m sorry I fear the loss of your touch

I’m sorry I fear to hear not the sound of your voice

I’d love you less if I had a choice

[boo-gs-world]

Another sleepless night

dreaming of apologies

on the heels of you stumbling upon me

Years into the future far from how you remember me

Spilling all the guts you had the guts to take from me

Another dreamless night

situations haunting me

Will you ever really know the way your smile taunted me?

Followed by a silence , you knew that I was groveling

Desperate for rejection to once project beyond just me

[boo-gs-world]

I may be lost on the art of knowing your tonalities 

But I’ll never escape the the rules of your game in totality 

[boo-gs-world]

I don’t believe in desperation I only trust my gut I believe that in this lifetime  There’s a sanctity of us  I don’t believe in coincidence  I don’t believe in wasted time This heinous crime done unto me, will Be returned in kind  Were you spoiled by my fawning Did you believe it to be lust I find this separation gleaming  With an essence of unjust And stood before you, I am breathing I put that out into the world I think I dreamt you late one evening When I was just a girl I prayed you’d find me breathing So how could you be leaving  me, With all these unreciprocated feelings , I am reeling I made a deal with the universe That what comes to me is mine  I’ll deal with the consequences and the healing comes with time , but  How could she break the curse ,  Before you were ever mine  And so now I struggle to find the meaning  and I struggle with goodbyes and somehow I’m still breathing As I watch you leaving 

[boo-gs-world]

all up in the downside of my mind

[boo-gs-world]

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It’s the little things

A lot of the time

That put me right back there

in front of that sink

In the old apartment

Washing dishes

Daydreaming of where I am now

So far but still very haunted

Like waking up in a nightmare

and thinking to myself

Wow you never fucking left

Disappointment resonating into my younger self that very much still lives there a lot of the time

In the place that became the reason of my current being

Daydreaming my way away from where I am now

Though better , still haunted

The reason I’ll never own a gray couch again

Or a deep blue oriental rug

The reason I’ll never fall asleep on the new couch

Or wash my body with the same soap

I’ll never let the top of the fridge catch all the bits and bobs of things we couldn’t find homes for but we were too distracted to think to let go of

I’ll never pile up my mail

I’ll never leave a dish in the sink

I’ll never ever let the door slam

because this is my house god damn it and if anyone’s going to yell in here it’s going to be me

I’ll won’t leave my shoes by the back door in the kitchen

For fear you’ll come walking through

You haunt me in places that we’ve never been

But less so than if this place looked liked home to you

[boo-gs-world]

Found.

To recognize yourself as lost

is to be found

[boo-gs-world]

Rain Check

We took a rain check

April

a temptress as she lay

underground

Cajoled water from the sky

Always on a sunny day

I watch your rain bless another girl

Who didn’t have dust to wash away

[boo-gs-world]

The way you love

Is some kind of cannibal

Is some kind of chemical

[boo-gs-world]

In case you’re afraid to get to know me

Here’s a list of my favorite songs off the top of my heart

Wild Horses - The Rolling Stones

Fade Into You - Mazzy Star

Waking Up in Vegas - Katy Perry

Black - Pearl Jam

Something - Julien Baker

Peace - Taylor Swift

Same Old Blues - Phantogram

How’s it Going to Be - Third Eye Blind

Little Bit - Lyklee Li

King - Florence & the Machine

[boo-gs-world]

There are ordinary girls

dying

to be everything I wish I were not

[thecommonchick]

LOL 😂

[quailstoastonish]

WHERE-MY-HUG-AT- GASTON

[urbex-abandoned]

La chapelle romane

Abandonnée depuis plusieurs siècles (fermée au culte en 1808), un orage l'a mise en état de ruine en 1814. Ses différentes parties ont été construites au X et XIIème siècle.

-Dany

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PART TWO

Scottish Twitter is fucking wild