As you did for me... #danilook is now going to be a thing.
The part where I was talking about you are number one... I've told others this who stress about who and what people say about you and others... That's highschool bullshit, you only need to worry about yourself and your opinion...
My biggest problem for the longest time was saying "I" "Me" "Myself"... etc... I had such a problem talking about myself. Call it humble, call it humility, or call it social discomfort. I wasn't comfortable talking about myself, despite understanding what I was doing was all well and good. It was all impressive... I wasn't comfortable with being impressive. Aka, could not handle a compliment. I don't know if this relates to you. However, I find a lot of people who kind of deal with this same sort of anxiety. The solution is a simple phrase... This phrase has power to it, in the hands of evil it's bad. In the hands of someone with no self-control turns someone into a self-centered douchebag. (I'm on that path! I know I am!) What I learned though:
Simple phrase... Designed not to say everyone else is meaningless and shit, but rather that they are always number two. If they do not make you happy or keep you from your dreams... Fuck 'em... They don't belong in your circle. The age of internet allows people to easily control the people involved in your inner circle. So to say fuck everybody doesn't mean you are the only one that matters... Rather that you say fuck everyone who doesn't support you... Anyways, it's kind of a mantra I run. It empowers me to include people who positively influence my life. This also gives me power in bringing people in and pushing people out. I know that if someone does not fit into my life, I can push them on the edge, and be ready to push them off the cliff... It means I have the power to keep important people close, and the rest... figuratively in the hole of a deep canyon somewhere.
Anyways the general idea supports. "I am first." or "I come first."
I'm still primarily interested in helping people in work first. I'm still focused on helping people in distress. I'm still interested in getting things done that don't directly relate to me... I'm just more comfortable talking about myself, able to focus on my needs, and able to move away from social fuckheads.
I obviously still care for others. They just have to matter to me... It's kind of dark, but it's not hard to be a part. I have the power/control to protect myself. Anyways, this is how I deal. You're like 75% famous. You probably know all this. Best wishes. Also, you can e-mail me like anytime and i'll get back asap. You know it's all good. I'd give you my number, but we're supposed to be professional and shit. As for tumblr, wutevs...
please understand i'm trying to code this so websites dont randomly add me to spam list...
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If you wanna contact me there ya go. Also, #fuckeverybody
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