hey. so, very ooc topic and a lot of you probably don’t even remember i existed on this hellsite since i hopped off for so long, but. i’m going to be active here more from here on out. college happened, along with needing some time to work on myself (mentally), as i used to have a very negative and pessimistic mindset for awhile since my depression had such a strong hold on me. of course i still struggle a lot with anxiety and life problems that keep coming up, but i think i’m handling it a lot better than i used to. spending time with friends, my dogs, doing things i love like video games and art on my own time has made me forget the bad things and deal with it in a healthy way. i no longer need tumblr as my only source of human interaction as i used to need it, and i’m beginning to enjoy almost every day, i don’t think of suicide nearly as much if rarely at all. i’m so much more laid-back than i used to be, and optimistic. i’m bringing back this blog, as well as @ripprd since my current passions are mostly video game related now. depending on if my interest in r&m comes back, i might bring back @boozerot as well. so! i’m happy to be back, guys. i missed writing with you all.










