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Meena. Writer. Music creator. Kpop lover, obviously. Until I can get myself together, you can find all my writing on here under #meena writes

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A Rant

I got back on here on tumblr to give it another go, only to find an ass ton of monbebes yelling at French Montana about screwing up his rap on Jimmy Kimmel and calling him a clown. I got off of tumblr to give myself a break from the fucking toxic mindset of most kpop fans and NEVER IN A FUCKING MILLION YEARS did I fucking think MY OWN FUCKING FANDOM, NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS DID I THINK FUCKING MONBEBES would be STALKING Monsta X and making the boys AFRAID TO GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING, harassing collaborating artists, harassing LITERALLY ANY WOMAN THEY TALK TO OR LOOK AT, and being fucking GATEKEEPERS TO KPOP AND NOT WELCOMING NEW FANS.

I am DONE. I have fucking HAD IT. Fan fiction writing is ruined for me. Having kpop friends is ruined for me. I fucking am livid and pissed and kpop isn't going anywhere in my life but I CANNOT BELIEVE ANY OF THIS. I want kpop friends but not if this is the fucking tradeoff I have to do. Fucking bye.

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i just cried super hard because i forgot shownu's birthday was today and i didn't prepare anything, not even a letter, and this just answers my question of if i still wanted to get on tumblr or not bc now i feel awful watching all the shownu posts go by on my dash.

my ao3 is hipster_queen and i will still write on there, but i feel like i am done here on tumblr for now. I'm still keeping this username and I will still talk to friends I've made, but like... I'm done over here on here.

i might come back on here to post, i don't know, but like... i don't think i can anymore. today really just... solidified it.

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sf9's comeback is a little disappointing but that's only bc i know they are capable of better ("now or never" is and probably will be one of my favorite 3 kpop jams ever) but i also know not every song is made for me, so good on them for stretching themselves as artists and trying something new.

leo's comeback is great and I'd enjoy it if i didn't remember this is like the last thing he will do before he enlists!!!!!! AND I'M UPSET.

SO I'M DOING GREAT, YALL. NDKSKDKWKMDKSA. Fuck.

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can :))) something please :))) go right :))) for once :))) no?? okay :))

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me: (gets significant raise at work)

half of my brain: now you can start saving up money to rent a house next year and move out of yalls apartment!

other half of brain: or buy a fuck ton of savage x fenty lingerie.

me: or both :))))

[lovealtars]

KEANU REEVES in John Wick (2014) dir. Chad Stahelski

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tattoo want list

because i have to start it or I'm gonna lose track

that one line in moonbyul's rap in "gogobebe" where she says "I didn't change overnight" in hangul

something to do with captain marvel because that movie changed my life

various disney princesses

moana "you know who you are" with the heart of te fiti stone

lilo and stitch

a cute small version of mothra bc she is my monster mom now fjsjjdjd

the 3 cats i have had so far throughout my life but high up enough i can add more animals i will have later down the road (when we get a house, we really gonna be that couple with 4 dogs and 3 cats fjsjdjjw)

glaceon

miles morales from into the spiderverse

that line in gugudan's "the boots" at the very beginning where they said "every path is for you" in hangul because that song changed my life too

[lowiy]

[joonie]

same tae…same

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The duality

[monstaxnight]

Queen can you assign them what they like to hear in bed: wants to hear you moan, wants to hear you boss him around, wants to hear you say his name, wants to hear you beg, wants to hear you talk dirty, wants to be praised, wants it quiet to hear the sound of your bodies coming together.

shownu;

hear his name on your lips, like a vow.

aching for him, somewhere between moans and a pleads, like he’s so good between your legs that it almost hurts.

wild euphoria.

wonho;

kissing hot, dirty praises from your tongue.

disbelief and delirious pleasure, like his body is overwhelmingly sized, overwhelmingly sexy, overwhelmingly sweet…

hoseok, baby, you’re everywhere.

minhyuk;

so needy and frustrated you’re bossy.

whiny and bratty and on so beautifully poised as you kiss the edge of over-stimulation.

get on your knees and get me on your lips.

kihyun; 

hear you beg for it harder, deeper, dirtier.

sprawled and dominated, fists curled between sheets and silent screams lost to the way he takes what he wants from you.

my body belongs to you, use it.

hyungwon;

hear himself against you, wants to hear your wetness hit.

slides two sweet fingers between your mouth, holding your tongue as he watches himself disappear into you through long strands of inky hair.

little whimpers and deep grunts, we fuck so good, don’t we?

jooheon;

hear you moan uncontrollably, without restraint.

eyes rolling back, lips wet with arousal, make-up running, panting primal. is he that good? of course he is.

baby, right there, right there, right there– honey, f–uck.

i.m;

hear your lips spill dark little secrets and vulgarities.

body so beautiful in the darkness, a little blasphemy for every new bite and every new sloppy bounce.

i wanna be your little slut, kyunnie, i wanna do such bad things for you.

[kuviras]

Do y’all ever just think about the scene where Carol Danvers stands up again and again and again

[changkyuh]

shownu really went for it

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@merlionmen

[needthisbook]

Ten Major Artists:

Wong Wong & Lulu

Pepper examining himself before commencing a self-portrait

Pepper’s self-portrait

Tiger the spontaneous reductionist

Misty goes off the wall

Minnie, the abstract expressionist

Minnie’s Reindeer in Provence, 1992.

Smokey painting after an hour in the catnip patch

Smokey at work

Ginger’s Stripped Bare Birds, 1992.

Princess, the elemental fragmentist

Charlie, the peripheral realist

[g-jackson]

this literally makes me so happy

[jeleemei]

Hyungwon. 190531

© CHERISH🍒

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pairing: hyunwoo/shownu + unnamed oc

notes: hello, my pals, I am back from my hiatus. have the first part of this thing that is going to make me cry probably. you can find the rest under read more as always :) also i said fuck you capitalization

playlist: alone with you, pt.2 - rkcb

this is his favorite part of the week.

the moments when hyunwoo has free time, few and far between. time spent away from his members, from staff, from obligations. when his life feels like a constant whirlwind of never-ending activities, he thinks of that one sliver of peace he has each week when he spends it with her.

and he also thinks of the next time he will see her.

he never knows which day it will be, since it always depends on his hectic schedule. but he does his best to see her in person at least once a week.

the minute he walks through the door of her dimly lit studio (she says she focuses better when it’s dark), the only light sources from her computer and the neon lights she has placed throughout the room, he sees her smile and all of his worries and stress melt away. her studio is a place where time freezes and goes by all too quickly.

she squeals in delight at his arrival, hurriedly clearing her projects from the top of her desk and running around the room to make it look less messy.

he doesn’t mind though. a little mess never hurt anybody. he is messy too, and he’s told her several times before that he doesn’t mind it. he just feels honored that she’s comfortable with him seeing her here, in her domain, her safe haven. she usually worked alone, rarely doing collaborations with other producers (she told him most of them were pompous arrogant jerk-offs who looked down on her because she was a woman in the industry), and so it was a rare thing for someone to be inside her studio with her.  

he smiles at her adoringly, the messy bun of her dark hair on top of her head bouncing around as she laughs awkwardly that she doesn’t know how this happens each time – knowing he is coming over and she still rushes around to tidy up when he appears.

he doesn’t understand why every time he comes, she always insists on clearing off the cozy, plush cherry red loveseat right next to her desk. no matter where it starts, they always end up on the floor.

she goes back over to her desk and tells him of the song she just heard, not even a minute before he walked in, and his smile becomes wider.

this is what they do. they both are constantly searching for new music, and when they came across a song they like or they think the other will like, they put it in a playlist. once a week, sometimes more, they meet here in her studio and the world fades away as they enjoy new music.

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